It's all meant to be by Candy (most motivational books .TXT) 📖

My 3rd year in high school, and it's the same thing each year. New classes, new friends, new teachers, and new boyfriend. I've been living this same freaking life, ever since I started school, and it doesn't get any better. I'm what they call a introvert, I can only stick with two friends at a time because when your a person that the whole world revolves around. one little thing can bring down your reputation. One thing no one can avoid in high school is drama, it's a world full of it. and before you know it, it turns in to a chaotic environment. Why I am here, I would ask my self. Why I am really here. I'm not this brilliant student everyone expects me to be....anymore. I've been this way ever since my dad died in a car accident two years ago. I feel as if there's no point to life. He made me this person that accepted the world for what it is, and just try my best to fit in it, and I did. But he's gone and now I don't have no one to look up to. I know I will always have my mom, but it will never be the same like when my dad was here.

I can already tell this school is full of instigators. But there's one thing they at least have walking around campus, boys that are fine as hell. The first bell rang and I went to my first period, Reading. When I enter the class I was the only student there, so I grab a seat in the back of the room next to a window. "excuse me" and I was daydreaming again. "Umm, Yeah did you say something." "other that you came in my classroom, without saying at least a good morning." "Well, my bad, I almost didn't see you there because your so small." Shawna said under her breath. "pardon" "I mean good morning." "Oh, that's what I thought you said." Shawna rolled her eyes. "and by the way my name is Mrs.Fields, what's yours." "umm.... lady don't you have a roster or something to look at to see my name." "look, school just began, and I'm not gonna put up with all this nonsense, so I suggest you stop with the attitude. before Shawna could say another word, students started filling the seats in the classroom. A girl with long dark brown hair and red highlights sit next to me. "Hey, you new right." she turned to me and said. "you can say that" "Well, I'm Kayla, you" "Shawna" "welcome Saint Ridge High, Shawna." "yeah,Thanks". Class had begun and Mrs.Fields when on and on about what she expects of us and what she need for her class. Then it was time to switch classes. I walked down the hallway, surfing through my phone, then I stopped and looked up. I notice a boy, with brown straight hair that is cut short,with some gorgeous light brown eyes and sexy pinkish lips."May I help you" I said. "Your standing in front of my locker" "Oh I'm sorry" "It's OK, but I do suggest you put away that phone, if you don't want foot prints on your face by the end of the day." a huge smiled appeared on his face and I return the smile. "I'm Devonte, you" "Shaw....she said choking on her words. finally she said Shawna. "Wow, do I make you that nervous?" "umm, nooooo" she said turning her head away so he don't see her blushing" "well, you hesitated for a minute, there." He said his getting his books for his next block. "Wow! I hesitated, what a big deal."
well, I was really hoping you said yes you did, but Shawna I'll see you around. Shawna smiled. "yeah, see you around."

The next morning my mom call me to come down stairs and eat my breakfast.
"Good Morning" Shawna said with her eyes getting ready to close.
"You OK, Sweetheart"
"yeah I'm fine, I'm just lacking of sleep"
"well you should start sleeping when night comes"
"Maybe" Shawna looked down on her watch and notice it was 6:50. "Sh..., o my gosh ma, I got to get going, so I'll see you later.
Shawna picked up her bag and a slice of toast and then walked to her bus stop

At school Shawna and Devonte ran into each other again. "We really need stop meeting like this" Devonte said. "I'm not going to stop using my fone because you said so." I can see you have gotten a little feisty since yesterday." "I'm just speaking what's on my mind." "Well you have a good way of saying it." "Yes...I do" He smiled placing both of his hands into his front pockets" if by any chance your free,you wanna go out sometime." "look" she said placing her phone in her back pocket. "from what I've seen your a nice guy but I have too much on my mind right now and I just need to get rid of all that first." "And when will that be" "that's the problem, I don't know." "well then, whatever is on your mind, I hope you find a way through it and when you do just come find me." "cool" "So I'll catch you later." "Yeah"

Publication Date: 03-01-2013

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