Misery is my name by Emily Walton (great books for teens TXT) 📖

i don't like it." i changed my mind on voicing my opinion on his brothers anger. he sighed.

" can't you-" Chess's had came around the corner.

" none of the vending machines on this floor see to be working. do you still want that candy bar?" Jonathan shrugged.

" if you can't get it, than it's fine. sit and talk. What have you guys been doing?" he had a mischievous glint in his eyes. Chess took the seat next to me, and laced his fingers through mine.

" we were watching home videos the other night, and some last night, too. she has some really funny ones in her closet." I rolled my eyes as Jonathan raised an eyebrow.

" is that all you guys did?" I glanced at Chess, who was rolling his eyes.

" maybe, maybe not. if we wanted to tell you, we would." he said, and Jonathan laughed. about that time, my phone vibrated. i looked down, not recognizing the number.

hey z,
what u doin 2nite?
leon

fuck. i deleted the message, scowling slightly. Chess gave me a funny look, but let it go.

" so, why aren’t' you guys in school today?" Jonathan asked. Chess grinned.

" we came to see you. until your better, we might as well skip school." Jonathan laughed again at that.

" Well, what will you guys be doing tonight? if it's nothing important, than maybe you can buy me some more games, and a few new movies." i tilted my head to the side.

" the hospital doesn't have internet, does it." i said matter of factly. he nodded.

" you’re a smart cookie, aren't you?" i stuck my tongue out, and Chess laughed, shaking his head.

" Sure, Jonathan. we'll by the damn movies."


" why did we have to buy these again?" I asked as i climbed into the passenger side of his car. he grinned.

" because we love him, no matter how big of a jack ass he can be." I rolled my eyes. we were at a red light when i spoke again, on a very touchy subject to me.

" what.... what do you think i should tell your parents?" I asked. he was quite for a long time, obviously suprised i asked.

" i think.... i think you should tell them what you want. what is

epilouge

as soon as Chess went to sleep on the couch, i left, leaving him a note.


Chess


im sorry. i know this is going to hurt you. it hurts me. but i have to leave.

i've been too attached to you. i.... i love you. i know i do. and it scares me. alot. i don't know what to do, and i know that if i stick around, i'll hurt you worse than this letter will. don't let me interfere with your life, sweetheart. if and when i can straighten my head out, i'll come back. if you've moved on, so will i.


i love you, Z

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Publication Date: 04-03-2010

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Dedication:
this is dedicated to my friends. we all have problems, and we still stand eachother.