Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (thriller book recommendations TXT) 📖

I blocked her by standing in front of her very closely that our toes is almost touched.

I leaned closer to her ear and she closed her eyes due to our closeness.

"I don't know, you danced that beautiful. Wanna dance with me?" I whispered huskily in her ear.

Red colour filled in her creamy cheeks. I pulled back and look at her face. She opened her eyes slowly and look at me.

I leaned to her again. She pulled her head back to the fridge door. I leaned more to her and she clutched my shirt from waist to balance herself. I leaned more and she closed her eyes again in anticipation. I raised my hand and took a water bottle from kitchen counter near the fridge.

I pulled back and drink water from bottle looking at her. She opened her eyes when she didn't feel anything.

I chuckled looking at her expressions. She pushed me little by my chest and ran from there.

End of Flashback

'Thud....'

My cabins door open with a sound of thud and Nick enter the cabin.

"What are you doing." He asked me while sitting on a chair in front of me.

"Nothing.." I said while putting my phone in my pocket.

"Don't lie to me..you are watching the video again." He said looking at me.

"No, I'm checking some emails." I said while putting files in drawer. I know he is not satisfied with my answer.

"Let's go to the club and have some drinks inside our system. " He said try to change the topic.

"I'm not in a mood."I said.

"Come on dude.. it's been a while now." He said.

"But..." I opened my mouth to say something but he cut me off.

"No..buts...you are coming with me." He said.

I sigh and nodded my head.
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We reached the club. As we entered the club a girl came to us and hug Nick.

"Hello Jessica.." Nick greeted to Jessica while hugging her back.

"You are late." She said, looking at me.

Then Nick said something to her in her ear.

"Yes, Of course..don't worry... nobody can say no to me." She said while looking at me.

We all three settle at VIP corner of the club and order tequila shots for us.

Nick and Jessica busy with talking each other. I saw Jessica is sitting very close to me and try to touch me.

"So Sid tell me about yourself." She said in a very seductive tone while rubbing her hand on my thigh.

I look at Nick and he is giving me smirk
And I know instantly something is cooking in his head. I didn't say anything and jerk away her hand on my thigh.

After sometime waiter is come with our drink.

"Let's begin.." Nick said excitedly.

We all take a shots from tray and drink it in one gulp.

Jessica stops after four shots but I and Nick don't stop.

After taking 7 more shots, alcohol is started working in my system and I felt little dizziness. I take a half cut lime from tray and lick it to ease the bitter taste in my mouth.

"Hey come on..Let's go for a dance." Nick said getting up from his seat.

I didn't answer him and look at the dance floor. Nick huffed and shook his head. He knows asking me.. is waste of his time.

"Jess..come on.." he said looking at her.

"No..Nick, I have other important work here." Jessica winked to Nick and he gave her smirk.

"Enjoy.." he said and leave for the dance floor.

I was looking at the dancing floor. Alcohol is smelling everywhere. Nick is dancing with a girl. Teenagers and college students dancing like a maniac. Some are sucking each other's face.

I looked blankly in front of me. My mind is went back to her. Her beautiful face, her chocolate brown eyes, her lips, her blush..everything is about her was perfect and most beautiful thing was about her was her heart which I broke.

I cursed everyday to me to broke her heart. I wish I go back to the time and do everything right. I wish I could make her mine again.

I don't deserve her. As a innocent, angel like girl who has a pure soul don't deserve a dick like me. She will never forgive me.

I felt someone is sitting on my lap and started kissing me on my lips. For sometime I didn't understand what is going on. She is holding my head and pull her more to me. She bit my lower lip and then I came to my senses I pulled the girl back but I saw a beautiful face in front of me. A girl which my heart crave for two years and it want her badly.

Same brown eyes, same lips, same blush on her cheeks.

"Siddharth...." she whispered in a pleading tone. I can see pain in her eyes.

"Preeti..." I whispered back holding her in my arms.

"Siddharth..don't leave me..." she said in a shaky voice. Tears is coming out from her eyes.

"I won't.." I said looking at her with love.

"Siddharth..I wa.."before she could complete the sentence I clashed my lips on her. I pulled her more to me. I don't know what is she doing here but I want her badly.

I make her lean back on the couch and came over her. I kissed her passionately. But something is missing..it felt like something is wrong but I shrugged it off. My Preeti is with me, nothing more than that I want right now.

She moaned when I grab her ass cheek and squeeze it hardly. She entangled her fingers in my hair and pull me closer to her. I bit her lower lip and when she opened her mouth I shoved my tongue inside her mouth.

She opened my upper two shirts button and trace her hand all over my bare chest.

"Ooh..Siddharth..I badly want you. You are so good in it." She moaned. When her hand reached to my belt something is clicked in my mind. My Preeti is not like this. She is very shy to do this. She will never approach me that way and never going to kiss me in front of everyone. She is very innocent for all of this. Something is wrong.

Anger boiled inside me when I realized who it is. How she dare to touch me without my consent. I bit her lip harshly and squeezed her right breast very hardly.