Stay with Me by Awesomekristii (jenna bush book club .TXT) 📖

“I…” I breathed, feeling his teeth on my skin, nipping there making a soft moan leave my lips.

“Tell me, sweetheart. What were you doing?” I couldn’t answer him. Not when he was teasing me, his lips pressing kisses everywhere. He left my wrist and I found his palms sliding under my tee, running up and up.

“Fuck!” He cursed, pressing his lips on the corner of my mouth. My lips ached to have him, but he didn’t give in. I tried turning my place to have his lips over mine, but instead, I found his smirking against my naked skin. “Too impatient.” I almost glared at him, if not for his bit on my neck, making a hiss leave my lips. He slides his cold tongue over the skin, soothing the place.

He lifted his head, and I meet with his eyes, his pupils dilating, turning a deeper shade of dark. “Tell me okay, when you’re uncomfortable.” I nodded at him, meeting his eyes. I pulled up my head and pressed my lips against him, couldn’t wait anymore. Our lips danced in sync, a rhythm, just like my heartbeat. I was sure he could hear that.

He broke the kiss, only to press his lips harder, taking my lower lips between his teeth. My body hummed, blood buzzing in my veins with his every touch on my skin. I felt him lifting my tee before it slid over my head and onto the floor.

If possible his eyes darkened more as he looked at me. My cheeks turned red, as I suddenly felt a little shy, and wanted to turn away from his gaze. “Love, don’t. You’re so beautiful. Fuck!” He whispered near to my ears, his lips pressing kisses down traveling till my bosom, and the swelled part.

I bit my lips, pressing down the moan threatening to leave when I left his mouth over my nipples. “No. Don’t constrain them. They’re the sexiest I have ever heard.” I squirmed under him, feeling the desire inside me rise more and more. His mouth did wonders there, making me moan his names more than once. My hands shot up to grip his arms, as he latched on my swells.

I didn’t know what came over me, when my eyes shot open and I could feel the weight of him over me overpowering me, bringing back some bad memories. I shivered at that, and Damien was immediately out from over me.

He turned away, sitting on the bed, his expression worried as he looked at me, and my disheveled form. I was half naked after all and shivering. “Lilah…” I shifted back, resting my head against the headboard. “What happened?”

I gulped, forcing out the words. “I… just… having you over me, brought back some bad memories…” His eyes clouded with guilt and I immediately tried to stop him from thinking this was any of his fault. “It's not about you, Damien. I just… it's me…” He moved closer to me, cupping my hands in his big palms.

“It’s okay, Lilah… I told you before only, that everything is under your control, and wishes. If you’re uncomfortable we will stop.” He peered at me, “Are you?”

I shook my head and saw him smiling at me. “I’m glad for that. You just know, whatever feels uncomfortable you have the full right to tell me.” I nodded and he dropped a kiss on my lips. He was silent for a minute before speaking.

“I know something that may help you.” He lay on the bed, and I gazed at him looking confused. “You are in control. Do whatever you please.” My eyes widened, and I bit my lips feeling nervous. I had never had sex like that, willingly with someone I love, how would I know what to do?

“I do-“

“It’s fine. Whatever you wish you can do, there isn’t anything that’s written somewhere and we have to abide by that only. Do as you please “ He ended his words by pulling away the white t-shirt, was wearing and I was met with hardened and ripped muscles. He was effortlessly beautiful, his hard and solid body felt so good as my finger pads brush over them and I heard him taking in a sharp breath.

“You don’t know, sweetheart how much of a control you have on me.” I bit the inside of my cheeks, threatening out a smile. His muscles under my palms felt nice, warm, and solid. I could easily see the tent on his boxer. The curiosity in me couldn’t restrain me from placing my hand over it, and he groaned. His darkened eyes looking at me.

My fingers traced over his inked skin, outlining the beautiful designs there. The large dragon sketch, run all around his torso, mostly covering it up. There were dead branches inked on his arms. I outlined the words on his forearm.

D    A   Z    E

I couldn’t stop myself from asking him what did it tells about? His voice was soft when he whispered. “DA stands for Daisy, and ZE for Zelena.” And I felt the breath knock out of my lungs like a tornado.

My fingers retracted back as if they got burned, but I didn’t have to not do that. Not when I heard him hear, saying he had my initials inked on his skin. Initials I didn’t use for a long while now.

“What?”

His eyes softened as he looked at me, “I will take you somewhere tomorrow and you will get the answers to all of your questions.” Not having the mind to argue with him, I sighed and nodded. His thumb brushed over my wrist, as he placed it back on his skin.

My eyes held desire, I didn’t know when I placed kisses on his skin, and by the time, he rose a little and had his fingers around my waistband I wasn’t too uncomfortable. He didn’t drop it, his eyes peering at me. “Do you want to explore some more?”

I looked at his crotch, and back on my hands resting over my lap. “Can I see you?” He smiled, his dimple showing off. “As you wish.”

He slid down his boxers, and I was met with his hard-on, my eyes couldn’t stop looking at them. My cheeks turned redder and redder, as let me do anything with him.