Lost Wife by pokhila (management books to read .txt) 📖

RUNI AND ANIRUDH

Continuation from the last   chapter .........

 

Anirudh carried Runi to the love couch , out in the balconey , he want some fresh air this was going to be a long night .' Runi is right ' Anirudh thought , they must face all their  insecurities and fear , enough of Amar , enough of Anu , now he want to live freely , he want to release all his fear of loosing Runi . He is ready to face everything that Runi will throw at him ....  her anger , her hate  everything , but will never let her run away from him , never .

 

 

Runi looked at Anirudh , he was nothing but all charming , so handsome ... maybe that's why she was living with a fear , a feeling  of insecurity  loomed over her . She fell in love with him unknowingly  during their  separation time . This was sort of good , they came to know so much about each other , understand about  their true feelings for each other .   

  

Runi touched his lips , pressing her finger  , Anirudh replied kissing it  .  felt so good in his arms....  

 

Anirudh took the couch and let her sit on his lap , Runi turned facing him , leaning on his broad chest , holding him close . They remained in that position .... , after some time she looked up , at the same time Anirudh looked at her ,  both lost in each others eyes , Anirudh caressed her cheecks while her hands rested on his chest , she was playing with his chest hair , circling her finger , kissng in between . Then she lay down her head  on his  chest ......  she want to get away , with her insecurities .

 

Runi took the lead

  " I thought , I died , when I woke up in the hospital , there were nurses and doctors , other staff ....  all in white , I thought they were angels of some sort ,"  I let out a sigh , 

" even in my subconcious state  I remembered you , first thing my heart missed was YOU, " I felt a cold shiver run through me , giving me goosebums , Anirudh felt it too , he held me closer and rubbed my bare arms and my bare back , giving the warmth . But he didn't know , the doctors almost lost me  .......  forever .

 

I placed a kiss on his bare chest to fell him , his presence at this moment , then continued ,

 

  " I just closed my eyes again , feeling a sting in my arm ,  they were preparing for operation ." I stopped because  felt his stiffness , I know what he was thinking .... I was fighting with life and death , but he was not beside me . I don't know what to do just  to lessen his pain ... 

 

" I'm the worst husband ... You were fighting to stay alive and I was not beside you ..... I 'll never forgive myself for this , I.. " I placed my hand on his lips , then kissed it .

 

"Its not your fault ....  I brought it upon myself , I 'm to be blamed , I put you through so much pain , I brought all this upheavels  in your peaceful life " 

 

" Sometimes I still feel that , this is my another life , in my last life I was separated from you , so God gave me this life to complete me , my existence , becoming one again with you "  I got a crushing hug from him ....

" please Runi , not anymore , I don't  want to talk about ....." Anirudh tried to stop it again .

 

" Okay ....  I'll stop , now you tell me what you did .....   when I left " I said like it was some exiting thing that I did  . I didn't look at him , just immersed myself deeper in his chest , waiting for him to start .

 

I felt wet on my bare shoulder , was he crying ?  I made him look at me , his eyes were wet , so his cheeks , I wiped  his tears " honey , please  no .... " more tears followed , this was the first time , I'm seeing him in this state , he took my hands to his lips ...." I love  you  baby , I love you ' he kissed my lips , a deep one , holding me close ,  he started , I can feel , he was so  uncomfortable

 

" It was our first night .....   I was ...  dying to get inside you , I was in hurry ....  and the lights were out ......  I'm sorry baby , I'm so  sorry , " I looked in his eyes but he averted , shaking his head , to ease him I remained calm and didn't ask anything . Anirudh went on .....

 

 After hearing his side of story , I was beyond shock , I couldn't believe , my step mom instructed all these .....  she told Anu to sleep with her brother in law , my husband ....   and this time also she was the mastermind of all . 

 

I believed each and every word he said , but it was worth hearing when he said

" You saved me ..... , coming at the right moment and switched all  the lights on, or else ...."   thank God !  he stopped ,

 

Now I want him to stop from giving the details , what happened between him and my sister , I'll hit him if he tries to elaborate .......

 

I don't remember exactly what I saw , just that Anirudh was lying by her side and maybe his hands were in some inappropriate place .....  but they were in full clothings . 

 

I looked at my hubby dear , but he was leaning back , closed eyes . may be sleepy . One thing I must say , he made our new bedroom in such a way that , no one will ever cross our door , so no one can come inside , a satisfaction  that was so short lived , because of what Anirudh disclosed

another bitter truth  ?

 

" Runi , my sweetheart , just listen carefully , please don't react ,"   placed a kiss on my lips ..... holding me tight , does he really think that I'll run away like before , I tried to smile , infact smiled looking at him , but couldn't hide my fear ..... he told me not to react .

 

But why should I react , ......  that means , Anu and he , but I don't want assumpsions , I want to hear the truth  nothing but a clear picture , for our better bonding , today I won't hesitate to hear the bitter truth . 

 

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