Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (thriller book recommendations TXT) 📖

I shake my head as no. He took the morsal from my hand and make me eat it.

"Thankyou.." he whispered looking at me.

"For what?" I asked him while feeding him.

"For cooking a delicious food for me daily." He said looking at me.

I looked at him shockingly. So all this time he knew that i was the one who cooked food for him.

"I can't see you eating a outside food daily." I said while bending my head down.

"Why..? Who am i to you?" He asked.

"Please don't ask..I can't give you the answer." I whispered still bending my head down.

Slowly i raised my head and looked at him. He looked at me intensely. We both continue to look at eachother like this.

He didn't say anything and took a morsel and make me eat it.
We both continue to feed each other.
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I clean the kitchen after dinner. Siddharth is standing few feet away from me, leaning to the kitchen counter and looking at me, cleaning the kitchen.

I wash my hand after cleaning and turn to his side. Our gaze locked and we both standing there looking into each other's eyes.

Siddharth took a two long strides towards me. He hold my hand and drag me to my one and only bedroom.

He closed the bedroom door and leave my hand. I understand what he want. He wanted to cuddle me while talking. I removed my slippers and set on bed. I looked at him and waiting for him to come.

He removed his shoes and walked to me. He laid on the bed and put his head on my lap. I started running my hand in his hair. I traced my fingers from his jawline, cheeks and his eyes like i am reminding his every feature. He took my hand and kissed on it. For sometime none of us say a word.

"Preeti I'm tired to holding whole world on my shoulder and pretending that everything is fine but now i don't have more power to stand up properly. I just wanted to be lay down on your lap and sleep for sometime with you in my arms." He said while kissing on my hand.

I felt pain in his voice.

"Life had been playing with me for two years and i do everything what it wanted me to do. I was fighting an unknown battle, people are accused me for a crime which i have never done but when i win it, i lost most precious thing of my my life and I'm regretting it till now." Tears fell from his eyes.

I never saw him crying before. My eyes welled up in tears looking at him. I wiped his tears with my palm. This is first time after two years, he opened up to me and share his pain with me.

"But now I'm tired i don't want to fight anymore. I don't have much power left to face it. I wanted to quiet and live my whole life with you." He whispered.

I sniffed and wiped my tears.

"Sshh..calm down..everything will be fine and who told you i am not with you. I will be always with you till my last breath. I will be standing beside you when you need me." I said while kissing him on his forehead. I know this time he need me so much and i will be on his side whenever he needs me.

"Preeti..can i ask you something." He whispered while getting up from my lap and set in front of me.

I nodded my head as yes. He took my hand in his.

"I know what i have done to you was not justified by any reason and that was a unforgivable thing but i wanted to ask you your forgiveness. I am so sorry what i have done to you please forgive me." He said while caressing my cheeks. I can see the honesty in his eyes.

I jumped on him and hugged him tightly. He hugged me back pull me more to him by my waist. I started crying in his arms loudly.

"Why you said to me that you don't love me." I said still hugging him.

"You know I didn't mean it. I love you more than anything in this world. " He said while breaking the hug and wiped my tears with his fingers. I bit my lower lip to control my sobs.

His eyes is focused on my lips and He started leaning in to me. I can feel his hot breath on my face and i felt different sensation in my body. I am ready for what he wants to to do. I closed my eyes in anticipation and waiting for his next move.

Tan...tan..

Tan...tan..

Wall clock rings twelve time showing that its 12.00 clock of the night.

"Shit.." Siddharth cursed under his breath. I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"Preeti sit here, i just come in five minutes." He said while getting up from the bed and wear his shoes.

"But where are you going." Before i could say anything he went outside.
I felt little disappointed without his presence.
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