Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (thriller book recommendations TXT) 📖

He apply a little pressure on my body and in a next moment my back touched on a soft mattress. He hovered over me and continue kiss me on my neck.

He took my lips again and kissed me passionately. I pulled him more to me by his neck to kiss him deeply.

"Aaahhhh..." i moaned in between our kiss when i felt his hand on my bare stomach through the slit. This is first time when he touched directly my bare stomach. He make a small Pattern on my stomach and playing with my navel.

I don't know when i got the courage but i pulled his shirt up little and started roaming my hands on his bare chest. My hands make their way from from his chest to his hard abs.

He groaned in pleasure and kiss me deeply. I always wanted to touch his abs. I always wonder if he had 6 or 8 pack abs but he had full 6 pack abs.

He broke our kiss and started kissing on my chest. He make his way to my slightly visible cleavage and started sucking it.

"Sid..Siddharth.." i moaned when he is sucking my cleavage.

"Preeti Please stop me before i went further. It's hard to control for me." he whispered against my lips.

I put my hand on his lips and put my other hand on his chest to stop him. My eyes is still closed and my breath is heavy.

He took a deep breath and got up from me. He took off his hand from my stomach and adjust my kurti properly and then his shirt. He make me sit on bed and intertwine our fingers. We both are sit facing each other.

He leaned again and kissed me passionately but this time he is showing caring and his love for me.

"Marry me.." He whispered while breaking the kiss. We both breathing heavily. He touched our foreheads.

"Marry me Preeti, this time for real."

I just keep quiet. I don't know what to say. Do i ready for this. It's not easy to forget everything to me. My heart is already give him another chance but I am still afraid. What will papa think. He will be hell angry if he know about him. We have to face so many people. But i wanted to be with him. I can't imagine my life without him.

"It's not easy." I whispered, closing my eyes. Tears fell down from my eyes.

"If you are afraid from others then don't worry. You just say 'yes'. I'll take care of everything." He said while wiping my tears and kissed on my forehead.

"It's not like that. I need time to think." I said and more tears fell from my eyes.

"Okey but don't take too much time to think. I can't wait more now. I wanted you so badly." He said while wiping my tears again and kissed me on my red cheeks.

I nodded my head as yes. We both sit there looking at eachother. I can see in his eyes, how much he wants me. We both wanted eachother but things are not same between us like they used to be two years ago. I met him first time through my parents. Back then we would have arrange marriage but now everything changed, He leave me. Papa will never allow our relationship now. He will not let me marry him. But one thing I know, I can't live without him. If he is not my life partner than I will not let anyone to come my life and give his place to other man. He is my everything. My whole life is in him. I took birth because of him and he is the reason that I am still breathing.

I can see the love in his eyes for me and I know he is desperately wanted to marry me. But I wanted to take everything slow between us. I need more time to clear my head and I know he will respect my decision.

"I think, i should go now." He said while getting up from the bed.

I hold his hand to stop him and got up from the bed. He looked at me.

"Don't go. Please stay for tonight." I whispered while looking at him with a hope.

He nodded his head and kissed me on my forehead.
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I and Siddharth were laying on bed in each other's arms. Our legs are entangled to each other and he is playing with my hair. I put my head on his chest. My arms is around him and his is around my waist.

We both didn't say anything just lying there in each other's arms and hearing each other's heart beat. I don't know when sleep engulfed me.

"Good night sweetheart." This is last i heard from him and later i feel his kiss on my forehead after that i lost in my dream land.
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Sid's Point of view

My life is sleeping in my arms. I can watch her like this forever. She looked like a baby while sleeping.

When i saw her in my gifted dress. She is looked like an angel and her bare shoulder calling me to taste them. If preeti didn't stop i might went further. I have a cantrol on my desires, I don't lose them easily but when it comes to Preeti it's all went in a vain. She wakes up the beast inside me which wanted to having her all by himself.

I felt little hot. Preeti's apartment have no air conditioner. I wonder how can she lived in Delhi in summer without a.c. I need a shower.

I carefully made lay Preeti on bed. She pouted in her sleep when she lost the warmth of my body. A smile came on my face looking at her pouty face. I always wanted to kiss her on pout so i lean closer and kissed on her pout.

When i came to washroom i didn't find a towel anywhere so I come back to room and opened Preeti's wardrobe.

I was looking for a towel but i stop when my eyes fell on a boy's hoodie. I pulled it out and got shocked when i found its a same hoodie which i gave her two years back.

I become so overwhelms. She still has this hoodie. My eyes fell on a photo frame which is slightly came out from bunch of clothes. I took it out and saw my picture.

I don't deserve this girl. She loved me so much. I broke her heart but she never stop loving me. I know what i have done it will take time to move on from it but i will give her so much love that she forget our bad days.