Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (thriller book recommendations TXT) 📖

"Sshhh...Don't say this. I will also die, if anything happen to you. Now i come, i will do everything right. Every single person will pay for their deeds. I will not leave them easily." I said with a greeted teeth.

"I don't want anything. I just wanted to live my life peacefully." She said while hugging me back.

"This is the last time you took those pills because from today i will make you happy that you will forget everything. You only remember your happy days. You don't have to worry of anything. I will take care of everything." I said while kissing on her head.

We both sit like there in each other's arms for a while none of us say anything.

"Can i asked you something?" She asked me while pulling herself from the hug.

"Yes.." i said while tucking some strands behind her ear.

I missed so much to to doing this. Realization hit her and she blushed.

"There is always a black Lamborghini parked just outside my apartment. I don't live in such posh area who could afford that expensive car. I wanted to ask if that was you? " she asked me try to change the topic.

I chuckled softly and nodded my head.

"Yes,...but tell me one thing. why do you come home late at night. You know, at night this city can be dangerous." I asked her.

"I felt lonely here so i came home late to avoid the loneliness." She said bending her head down.

It all happens because of me. She felt lonely because I leave her. She is away from her home because she got molested there by her ex colleagues because I broke up with her. She bear so much pain only because of me. I don't deserve this beauty but at the same time I can't live without her. At the very first time I wanted to be selfish in my life by keeping her myself. I can't see her with someone else. I will always keep her safe and give her so much love that she forget about her miserable days.

I raised her chin by putting my hand under her chin.

"Sorry baby. I am so sorry what i have done to you. I felt so ashamed that you endured such pain just because of me but that time situation was not under my control but i promise, I will not let anything happen to you." I said while holding her hand.

She put her hand on my cheek and caress it.

"I know and i can understand that something bad was happen to you. You also went through alot. I can see pain in your eyes. The way you fisted your hands when you think deeply. I will not force you to tell me. Whenever you are ready, tell me. I am always with you." She said while putting her head on my shoulder.

This girl is really something. She is ready to forgive me without knowing anything. She is really made for me. I already did a mistake to lose her but this time i will improve my mistakes and make her mine forever.

"I know." I said and kissed her on her head.

"Why are your hair is wet." She asked me while running her fingers in my hair.

When her eyes fell on my upper half naked body i noticed the blushed on her cheeks.

"I feel hot due to weather so i took a shower." I said.

"It must be hard for you to sleep without a.c." she asked me looking at me with guilt.

"I can sleep in desert if you are with me." I said her lovingly and she turn into red.

"I should also shower and change my clothes. I am drenched in my own sweat." She said while looking at her and try to change the topic.

"Okey.." i said and loosen my grip on her.

She got up from the bed and went to washroom with her night wears.

After 15 minute she came out from the washroom. She is wearing a crop top of thin steps and a pj. She is wearing nothing under it. Her breast are bouncing and i can see her nipples through her top. I can't move my eyes from her breast and she is unaware that what is she doing to me. I want to touch her breast, squeeze them hardly and suck her nipples. She turned me on hard like a rock.

Hhhuuuuhhh...i need a cold shower. I have to control my pervert mind.

I got up from the bed and walk towards the washroom.

"Where are you going?" She asked me when i passed through her.

"..to washroom for take a shower." I said not looking at her because i know if i look her, i may be lost my control and pin her to wall and kissed her passionately.

"But you just showered." She asked me confusingly.

"Yeah..but i need again and thanks to you." I said and walked to the washroom.

After 10 minutes i came out from the washroom and look at her she is sitting on a bed and thinking something deeply.

I came to her and set beside her. I pulled her to me.

"Stop thinking..come on Let's sleep." I said while making her lay on the bed.

She gave me smile and laid while facing her back to me. I cuddled her from behind. I pulled her top up little and put my hand on her bare stomach and drawing patterns on her stomach.
She shuddered at my touch.

"Siddharth..." she whispered.

"Please..." i whispered in her ear huskily and sucked her earlobe. She gasped and took a sharp breath when I kissed at the behind of her ear and kissed at the crook of her neck where her shoulder meets her slender neck. She moaned when my lips touched her sensitive area of her neck and she grip my hand which was on her stomach.

"Siddharth please.." She whispered try to stop me but my mind wants to do many more things with her but I have to stop myself. I don't want to scare her. She trusts me and I don't want to break this trust of her.

"Good night love.." I kissed on her side forehead and buried my face in the crook of her neck to keep me sane.

She didn't say anything after that. After sometime she drift into a sleep. I buried my face in her hair and inhaling her rossy fragrance. Her fragrance is a some kind of drug to me which i want to take, again and again. I pull her more to me and put my right leg around her, caged her completely under my body.