Sinfully Yours by Mirah Selim (sites to read books for free TXT) 📖

"Don't." He looked in her begging eyes as she whispered with difficulty through her heavy breathing.

"Please stop." Cyrus gritted his teeth looking at the thick stick in his hand before her with a frustrated gaze. He pushed her hand away and was ready to beat himself when again she mumbled.

"Cyrus please don't. Don't hurt yourself." His hand stopped midway as he closed his eyes in utter frustration.

"Fucking hell!" He slammed the stick on the floor before roughly grabbing her arms and harshly pulling her close. She stared into his eyes with wide bloodshot ones in shock. The sudden force he used made her stand on her wounded toes but surprisingly she still didn't feel any pain. Her whole concern was stuck on him.

"Why the fuck do you affect me so much!! WHY! WHY! WHY!" She whimpered shutting her eyes close as once again he growled on her face.

Cyrus silently stared at her watching her eyes being squeezed close and tears slowly kissing her cheeks embracing her neck as well. Losing his grip over her he left her completely letting her finally stand properly on the floor.

Stepping back from her he let his back meet the black wall as he slowly slumped down on the floor leaning against it in pure exhaustion. Hazel opened her eyes when she felt him leaving her. She found him sitting on the floor keeping his eyes fixed on the floor.

She looked out the window witnessing the rain rapidly hitting it. It was already night but the darkness and helplessness she saw in Cyrus's eyes left her almost paralyzed. Her eyes met his form and she gulped. He looked tired. So tired like he wanted nothing but to close his eyes and let his body sleep for years.

Slowly moving near him she took a seat on the floor as well keeping a suitable distance between them. She placed the side of her head on the wall staring at him whose eyes were staring at the floor in front of him.

"I don't know." She mumbled staring at him but he looked unfazed. But she knew he was listening to her.

"I don't know what I was even thinking when I accepted his offer. But I am tired. Just like you, I am tired too Cyrus." She mumbled making him turn his head to her making eye contact with her.

"You might think I didn't want to accept you but it's not true. When I got married to you I wanted to become the best wife. I wanted to do everything in my hands to make our marriage work even though it was just a contractual one. I wanted to accept you as my husband. I wanted to stay with you. I wanted to trust you. But I couldn't." Cyrus tilted his head to the side a little still staring at her with blank yet sad eyes.

"When I got free from you. I wanted to tell my husband about the man who kept me forcefully with him for those five months. But when I saw that my husband is the same man I lost my last hope. I lost myself. The only thing I wanted was the contract to end but after seeing how you weren't ready to do so I knew I had no choice but to live with you anyhow. Even after telling myself that I have to live with you, I couldn't stop the desperation that arose in me when that man gave me that offer." Cyrus silently heard each word letting her stab him again and again but he knew it was needed. He needed an eye opener. He needed to know that she was not obliged to trust him after all the things he did to her.

He can't even call her a betrayer. And with what right will he call her a betrayer when he has done nothing to earn her loyalty? He can't even expect her to blame herself after all he was the one who pushed her to her desperate limit.

"I know I was foolish to believe him. And I accept it. But I was tired. I was tired of living like a caged bird. I am tired of living like this. I am tired too Cyrus. Why can't you give me a chance to have what I want? I am really tired." She mumbled the last sentence with a cracked voice. She cried silently while staring into his sad eyes.

Raising his cold hand he placed it over her cheek caressing it softly. She as expected flinch but didn't do anything to remove his touch.

"I am sorry. I am so sorry sweetheart."

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