Mixed feelings by S. N. Nina Arthur (beach read .txt) 📖

“Come over here” he beckoned his finger.

I lowered my gaze to the floor and hesitantly walked towards him and stood in front of his desk.

He got up from his chair and walked towards me, 

  I didn’t raise my head until he grabbed my chin up.

And that was enough for me to raise the flag of surrendering to his eyes.

He stared deep into me,

I started thinking about all the dirty things that are going to happen when he said punishments blame it on 

BDSM books.

“Bring black coffee for me “

Wait What?…

Wait why am I disappointed? 

I shook all thoughts And nodded, quickly ran towards the elevator.

The elevator stopped at floor 75 with a cheerful ding.

I stepped outside and I have no idea where was the cafeteria 

Searching for it, I bumped into someone’s hardback.

“Hey, what the fuck, “said a man in a black shirt.

He was tall, blonde,  manly and handsome.

“I’m so sorry“

“it’s okay, by the way, I’m Niall woods”

he finally offered his hand towards me.

“I’m Venessa Foster “

“So, you finally meet her”

Someone from behind said.

Then I saw that the receptionist was coming towards us.

“She is the new personal assistant  Mr. Francisco”

She said to Niall looking at me smiling.

“Oh, really? “ 

“Yes “

“What are you doing here, “the receptionist asked me.

“Mr. Francisco wants black coffee, so I was searching for cafeteria but I couldn’t find it “

“It's at the corner over there, “ she said.

“Oh..  thank you “

“Btw I’m  Alice swan, Nice  to meet you,” 

“Nice to meet you too, I need to rush now or else I will be late bye “I started walking towards the cafeteria.

“She’s  cute Nah “

“Yea, she’s cute “

I heard them saying.

I reached Cafeteria  

My jaw dropped looking at it.

It’s a huge Cafeteria, I walked inside and took a cup and muffins.

I quickly reached the elevator, stepped inside, pressed the button and reached the floor.

I walked towards  the office knocked on the door 

“Come in “

stepped inside the office walked towards the desk and kept the black coffee on it.

“Here sir “

He said nothing, he just kept his head down as he looked over the documents on his desk.

“Mr. Francisco,”  I said biting my bottom lip.

“Enzo.…, call me Enzo when No one’s around “he stated, never looking up.

“Ok, Enzo “

“Hmm? “Still looking at papers 

“Would  you like to have a muffin, sir, I thought ma.....” 

He cut me off  “chocolate? “

“Yes “I smiled and gave it to him

He picked up the muffin and took a bite.

“I need you to go through all of my emails and set up my schedule and calendar “

“Yes sir “ 

I walked out and took a deep breath.

I relaxed a bit and walked towards my office.

Finally, after running here and there at last now, I can actually see my office.

I went inside my office  my jaw literally dropped, It was beautiful  The ceiling windows, the interior was the same as his,

Cabinets, couches, mahogany desks and everything are white ceilings, floor, walls.

He already set my desk with a computer, printer, phone, and a Calendar.

I walked over to put my handbag down which was still with me all this time and set my things down on my desk and pulled the chair out to sit. It was comfortable to spend a large amount of time with my ass planted in it. 

I took the files which were on the desk, took my notebook and started reading them carefully and making notes of them. It took all my energy to complete them.

I quickly stood up took my book with me and started walking towards his office 

I knocked on the door.

“ Come in “ with Stern voice he said, I stepped inside 

“ Miss Foster, next time don’t knock just come in “ 

“Okay sir “

“ I  read those files and wrote this notes sir please check them once “ 

I put it on the desk, he instantly took it and started checking them.  

“ Please take a seat, Miss Foster “

“ Please call me ven  or v or ness or vene “  looking at him I quickly shut my mouth 

“Call me whatever you want sir “ 

Fuck that came wrong,

I looked away.

I mentally facepalmed at my stupidity.

“ I will call you Venessa, I like it it’s long and unique “

“ That’s fine, Enzo “

I said in my low voice, suddenly he slammed the book on the desk and walked towards me.

I quickly stood up from my chair, he walked towards me and stopped in front of me, We were almost chest to chest or rather head to the chest as I had to look up at him. 

“ Say it again,“ he said in a low voice which gives me  Goosebumps,

I’m confused, say what? 

“ Enzo? “ I asked confused at his words, but it came out like a moan.

I was backing up but forgot that there was a chair and I was about to fall but a strong arm caught me around my waist.

And my hands were on his chest 

We were so close to each other, Looking into each other’s eyes.

I don’t know for how long we were like that,  

what It would be like if he leaned down a little bit, I just wondered what it would be like to kiss him. 

But it would never happen Men like him never kisses a woman like me.

Out of Nowhere, I remember that kissing scene at the restaurant,  him kissing some women.

I pushed him but he didn’t budge, he tightened his arm making every part of my body touching his.

“Enzo ...., Please leave me ..... I...I.I ...have....w… W...work...to do....s..sir”   

“ Kiss me “

I looked at him