Mixed feelings by S. N. Nina Arthur (beach read .txt) 📖

No...No....this  is not happening, what should I do, How did he find me...... 

I was panicking, I tried to control myself but I couldn’t.

I didn’t pick up the call, I just switched off my phone.

Venessa calm your nerves. He can't find you cool down, I said to myself.

I closed my eyes and took deep breaths after 15 min, I was feeling okay. 

I opened my eyes and relaxed a bit, I glanced at Enzo and he was still unbothered. 

Looking at him calmed down a bit 

I have this feeling about him, I could not explain its like  

He’s attitude, dominant behavior or unbearable intimidation whatever it is, It draws me to him 

By looking at him you can say he is the kind of person who can make people kill themselves by just looking at them.

His features are sharp, dark and mysterious. While I was thinking about him I glanced at his hands which are  gripping the steering wheel 

He’s knuckle turned into white and I noticed there were so many tattoos on them. How come I  didn’t notice them before.

His nerves were popping up and 

Tattoos on his fingers speak of

trouble, on his left hand’s  little finger, has a skull and thick arrow with star lines inside and at the corner  “blame “ was written in a beautiful curving writing 

On another finger, there was a big thick scissor and at the left corner of the finger there was a “hate “ written in block letters 

The middle one has feature dripping black dots below it was eye-catching and beautiful, at the left corner of the finger “love” was written cursive writing, on the other, there was nothing on it, it was empty without a single tattoo, On his thumb, there was a cross symbol which was long, thick and highlighted. On his right hand, there was a single letter on each finger which spelled “fear “. It was written beautifully and at the tip of the fingers, there was a water drop, a king crown, Music, and dollar symbols they were beautiful to look at.

And on his right wrist, there was  a tattoo started with a single bent feather as I looked up it disappeared in his shirt sleeves 

My curiosity for it has raised  a bit I want to see what’s under that sleeves  

Then suddenly the car stopped, I looked at my surroundings and noticed we were at  “Angelo “

It’s an Italian restaurant and very expensive 

I have never been there before only heard that it’s very expensive and only rich people come here.

He opened his seat belt and stepped out and I opened my seatbelt.

Enzo opened my door and offered his hand, I looked at him and he has a stoic face  I sighed, 

I took his hand, and we walked towards the entrance he put his hand on my  back and guiding me 

He gave keys to a man there and told to park it 

We walked inside and half of the staff  walked us and greeted us 

I can see the fear in their eyes for Enzo, they guided us towards a separate cabin when I entered inside and I was mesmerized by it. There were a table and chairs which were very neatly kept and a beautiful painting on the wall was beautiful. I can’t take my eyes off it.

It has a man hugging his women possessively and women were resting her head on his chest. It was very beautiful.

“ Your order please “ came a waitress ogling at Enzo moving her chest up a bit. It was disgusting to look at.

Enzo behaved like it was Normal for him, she ignored me completely.

I never ate Italian in my life, I was waiting for Enzo to order as he heard me he ordered something I didn’t even understand.

I was staring  at him wanting to start a conversation but I don’t know what to talk 

With little courage,

“ Enzo? “

He looked at me 

“ Is everything alright? “

He tilted his head sideways and asked 

“ Why do you ask? “ 

“ You look upset, “I said in a low voice 

“ Because I am “

“‘Can I ask why? “

“ I don’t want you to talk to 

Niall “  

That was blunt

I was a bit shocked 

“ Can I ask why? “ 

“ No “ 

Its kinda rude 

“‘Ok, “I said, I don’t want him to be angry it scares the hell out of me 

He was surprised by my answer 

But quickly covered it 

A waitress came inside and started serving us 

We silently ate our dinner 

I opened my purse and there was cash and it was enough for my meal.

A waitress came inside with a bill, I quickly opened my purse to pay 

“ Close it  “

I looked at Enzo 

“ I’ll pay, “ he said with authority in his voice

“No.no  I’ll pay “

“ Venessa I said I’ll pay “

“Enzo  I said I’ll pay “ 

“No, I’ll pay “

“No, I ‘ll pay “ 

He looked at me and smirked at me 

“ Do  you want me to  kiss you 

here “ 

I blushed hard, lowered my gaze 

And didn’t say anything 

After paying the bill we reached his car 

He opened the car door, I climbed in.

He climbed in and started the engine. He was smiling all this while.

I was annoyed by his smile 

“ Stop smiling Enzo “

I said in an angry tone 

“What was funny “ 

“ What was funny “

“Your face, it was red like tomato” 

He started laughing louder 

“You  should not say those things outside, “I said shyly 

“If it makes you like that I will say a lot more things  than that “ 

My face must be a darker shade of red by now 

He stopped the car I looked at him confused 

He gestured me look at something with his thick  eyebrows 

When I saw it, it’s my house.