Lost Wife by pokhila (management books to read .txt) 📖

"  I never knew walking a driveway can be this romantic ..." Anirudh teased ...

I punched him " ouch " he acted ,  but so true ....it was really a  romantic moment .

We stopped  to watch  a pair of  red squirrels ... then he showed me  a pair of  doves ... all in pairs . I held him more tightly , rubbed my nose ... I was feeling so helpless ...  I want him so much ... God knows I love him so much ... but I can't  , won't able to bear that  ache ....  the ache of seeing my husband with my sister for third time .

" I 'm sorry ," I said looking up , then I kissed his wounded hands , one by one ...and hugged him . I can't stay angry with him , I took up courage to speak up and mend the situation before it turn worse ....

" We can stay like this ... you can come and visit Pari whenever you want ....  I'll never stop you , This is your house ...  " I smiled and continued my blabbering ...  " I'm happy for you , for both of you ..." 

 Looking down " I'll never come between you two ."  ...... I don't know what I said ??

I tiptoed and kissed his lips, just this last time  ... little did I know , he was ready to hold me and kiss me in the most sensuous way   

We never kissed in open ... 

not under a tree ...

never in a garden ... 

not when the doves are sitting ... 

slow breezee is blowing .... 

Our kiss was slow ....

no train to catch ...  

Anirudh held me up from the ground  ...

we came in contact ... I can feel him ... 

 but , when his bandage  came in touch with my bare thigh I remembered his wound , I slipped back my feet to the ground , breaking  our kiss ....  

I rested my head on his chest ...  he smelled so musculine ....  just like I remember ,

he  couldn't stop , was kissing my hair now and then .

I want him to say somehing but he didn't ... 

We stayed still  for a long time sometimes words are not needed ,

All I want is to live this moment , this embrace , his touch , his feathery kisses ... 

want to remember his smell , his strong arms holding me .... 

I looked at his wound ...  " Why?" " didn't reply , just held me tight ....., " shhh...."

It  felt like  .....  home 

We gathered ourselves ....  and walked back ....  he didn't let me go , nor I want to . 

Anirudh changed and entered to take bath , I know he will need help, so I  placed Pari in the stroller  and went to check on him , he didn't even start ...... I helped him to sit and then removed his clothings one by one ....  Like a obedient child  he made me scrub him and as it was nothing that I haven't seen ...  After his shower I wrapped the towel covering his lower part ...  

He didn't take advantage , strange .....   I left the father daughter duo to make up  for the lost time .

Anirudh was playing with Pari ... I came with a plate , his dinner . For the past two months he fed me , I won't miss this chance , 

Today I made his favourite spicy mutton curry  , plain rice and  crispy eggplant fritters with all his favourite spices and pudina chutney ... 

I took a spoonfull of mutton gravy  and plain rice ....  fed him ... he opened his mouth , never leaving my eyes I lowered mine ...  too many old memories with feeding each other ... 

" ouch "....  Anirudh bit my finger  when I fed him the  eggplant  fritters ... he smiled .

All this time our princess was looking from her dad ...  then towards me ... cooing . I know he was hungry , because when I offered some more ...  he smiled , its been ages I cooked  for him . This time I brought along another plate ....  but like old times we ended up eating from one plate . 

The topic about my going back was dropped ....  we both avoided it .... and like everyday ....

I fed Pari ...... when she was full she moved away from me and caught hold of Anirudh's  chain ...  both father and daughter  talking her  language .... until she fell asleep .

Today Anirudh left her daughtres side ....  putting some pillows , he reached mine , but I was not ready .

" I just want to cuddle .... please ", he said ,  lying down beside me ....  he held me tight from back .

I won't able to sleep .... his warm breaths fanning my back was creating ripples ,  was having goosebums .... 

Unable to stop myself ... I turned around ....  immersed myself in his chest .

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