my terrible life by xxcuteyxx (top 100 books to read txt) 📖

to actually get me to come out. We went downstairs then...
“SURPRISE!” oh my god, it’s a sweet 16 for me, the last time I had a party was when I was 3. I got my blackberry in the end the necklace was of grandma she had died a while ago but she never got to give it me. We went to Sam’s grandpas club and danced. Obviously not mum or granddad.
The whole night, we was all dancing, then, a hand again grabs me and takes me out side. It was JACK we hadn’t talked in ages like 3 weeks ages. Before I could say anything, there he was kissing me. I push off and slap him. His cheek going bright red with a hand mark. Tighter and tighter my hands are jammed into his, forced to kiss a guy I don’t even like is that legal? Dragged behind a wall were no one can see us, pushed against it, I had a sickly feeling at the bottom of my stomach. I tried kicking him but nothing ever hurt him. Threatened to scream or tell anyone then my next sign would be R.I.P. Sam came looking for me after a while, where was he all this while? Jack forced me to go to see him he had a knife in his hand, I was so terrified. I jumped out and nervously I laughed. He knew something was wrong but he didn’t bother asking. It was almost time to cut the cake. It was massive. Mum had a picture of me when I was small put on it in icing. It was embarrassing. Jack came out from behind the wall after 5minutes I did. He came and stood behind me when I was cutting the cake. There I was I froze in the middle of cutting the cake because of a feeling of a sharp knife crawling up and down my back. I knew he was sort of a bad boy, but I never knew he was this bad. After cake cutting, I stayed right by Sam all the time. We held hands. I was squeezing tightly onto his hand. I could see jack barging through people raging anger on his face. He is a bull after the one in a red dress. I told Sam to keep moving and if we could go in to the V.I.P section. There were bodyguards at the front of the red velvet rope. Oh no, Jack, his name was on the list.
“Can you ask the guards to not let jack in?” Sam then started to ask questions. He got suspicious because Jack was one of his best friends and he couldn’t take him off the list. I couldn’t disagree. I had to go to the girl’s bathroom but Olivia followed me. She could tell something was up with me.
“What’s going on? Acting strange, running from Jack, Sticking close to Sam, freezing at the cake cutting....” I stopped her quickly before she went on. I blurted it out what jack had done. She was so shocked and upset. Jack was one of her close friends as well she never knew he would do that. Gladly she believed me but she didn’t look so sure. She promised me that she believed me but she was kind of having a bit of a break down. After a while in the bathroom, I and Olivia had to ask mike, Sam’s granddad to end the party before anything else happens to me.


July 2snd 2010

The next morning, I was BBMing Olivia and Sam. I and Olivia just had to go on webcam. She was still very upset at what jack had done. She wanted test him. She texted him saying,
‘Do you like anyone?’ he didn’t reply much all he said was not really. If he didn’t like me, why did he force me to do all those things? There were a lot of questions going on in my head. I had to just had to write on my face book page,
‘Is feeling sick... ever since my party. Something terrible happened.’ I wasn’t going to post it, but Sophie came running in and Rebecca trailing behind witch scared me and made me press the button by mistake. Wait, if Rebecca is her that means...
“Olivia, look what Rebecca and Sophie made me do on my face book page, what am I going to do?!” I started crying into Olivia’s jumper. She was here to walk with me to school. She kept me calm on the way to school. Everyone was upset because we didn’t have their designs. OH NO, there’s jack coming this way, Olivia and I run straight into the girls toilets and don’t come out till bell. Sadly, I have to sit next to him in class so I asked Mr. Smith if I could switch places with Phillip who sits next to Olivia. He kindly agreed to, witch made me so happy. Our assignment for homework was to pair up (of course me and Olivia where paired up) and research on the human body, that’s good because I want to be a doctor when I’m older. We avoided jack the whole day and stayed close to Sam the most we could. Then when it came to dinner time, I wasn’t hungry so I decided to go and borrow a science book from the library. Everything was going well until, I eventually found 5 books on human bodies and as I was going to the desk, Jack was there, he helped out in the school library. I dropped the books and tried to do a runner quickly before he saw me. Guess what, he saw me as I was an inch away from the door, he blurted out in the library microphone,
“Ellie please can you make your way to the front desk please!” everyone was looking at me so I couldn’t just walk out. I slowly walked towards the desk thinking if I should just run anyway even though people would talk. He dragged me into the back and I started shouting at him,
“You irresponsible guy, how could you? I thought we were friends, but obviously you date someone it’s ok, but when I date someone and loose interest in you, I get tortured by a crazy maniac!” he kept quiet for a little while,
“Oh so now you bring our friendship into this, I thought you were better than that, but obviously, you just can’t handle a little kiss and you avoid me for the whole day, you are a little b...” that’s when it happened, I smacked him across the face as hard as I could I fell to the ground and started sobbing in to my hands hiding my face. He stood me up and tried to kiss me again but then, Mrs. Stone walked in and he pretended to give me a hug and walked out. My eyes were red all around and my jumper was wet from my tears. Mrs. Stone asked me several times what was wrong but I kept rejecting her sympathy.


July 16th 2010
2weeks later, I still wasn’t talking to jack, I have already told Sam what is going on he said he believed me but I found out 3 days later he didn’t. I caught him talking to jack they were laughing. How could he laugh with the guy who forces me to kiss him? I finished him there and then. The past couple of days, he had been trying to apologise to me and every time I’d been out, when I’d come home, there would always be a box of chocolate or flowers and a card. I never ate the chocolate I gave them to Olivia or Rebecca and Sophie. The flowers I would let them rot then put them on his doorstep and the cards I would rip in half or put them in the shredder. I didn’t even bother reading them.

July 17th 2010

Monday morning, the sun is up and will be the whole day. I went downstairs to find, Olivia eating breakfast. She had a bag with clothes enough to last a week. Mum said she was staying for a week since her mum was going to Paris for a job assignment and her dad was in Hospital. He was having pains. Her and Rebecca where staying. Whilst eating breakfast, I threw up. Mum had said that I looked pale this morning when I woke up. My eyes were swollen and red. My body was hot and I had pale white skin.
I didn’t go to school but Olivia did, mum drove her then dropped of Sophie and Rebecca at pre-school. When she got home, me and mum sat on the settee cuddles up and started watching movies. We watched ‘Marley and Me’ mum shed a few tears but because I had watched it so many times, I laughed. When mum went to pick up Olivia from school, I fell asleep on the settee by the time Olivia had come home; mum carried me upstairs to my room. I woke up by the sounds of scream and laughter coming from downstairs. Then I heard a man’s voice, it couldn’t be dad, he had a very important job interview, it couldn’t be Olivia’s dads voice he was in Hospital for another 6 days, so who is it? I put on my clothes- a black top and jeans with my slippers and a small jumper- walked down the stairs slowly and there was blonde spiky hair with a tanned arm tickling Sophie and Rebecca. As I got further and further I realised it was Sam. As soon as he saw me, I ran back upstairs and slammed my bedroom door. Olivia and mum came running upstairs after me.
“What’s wrong there’s a young boy here to see you. Ever since your party, you’ve been acting weird and the flowers, chocolates and cards what’s going on and I’m not leaving without and answer!” mums voice got deeper and she sounded angry. We had no choice but to tell her. After Olivia had finished telling mum for me, the room fell silent. The only thing you could hear was the racket down stairs. Mum tried to talk me into taking him back she even gave me five good reasons:
1. He is cute
2. He is rich
3. He is good with children
4. It wasn’t his fault
5. He tries to apologise because he knows what he has done wrong

I still refused to take him back
1. After I told him what jack was doing he talked to him behind my back, it’s like he didn’t support me!
2. He isn’t even cute anymore
Mum hesitated for a while then we finally agreed that it was my life and choice who I wanted to date. We walked downstairs and Olivia politely asked him to leave. On the outside I was looking brave and ok but on the inside I was crushed. He is a really good guy but I just can’t trust him anymore.

July 20th 2010

It’s been three days since Sam had come over. I missed him. Tomorrow is none uniform day at school-Friday. Me and Olivia where choosing our clothes. Because Olivia didn’t have many clothes, I lent her some of my clothes. The ones that she didn’t like she chose so that she could style it up and then wear it. I didn’t mind she helped me with my outfit for the day. I wanted to look my best because my snotty cousins where coming after school on Friday. I was really scared because they are much richer than us. Mum said that I have to act my best. The most things I am worried about if Sam comes around tomorrow and Isabelle –my cousin- sees him and asks him out. He