my terrible life by xxcuteyxx (top 100 books to read txt) 📖

would say yes because,
1. She is much prettier than me.
2. She is taller than me(people say tall enough to be a model)
3. Lastly, all the boys she has dated, say she is a good kisser!
She has long blonde hair with brown streaks, pale blue eyes and tanned skin. Her tan came out so well. She is much more of a girly girl than me she’s into pageants, makeup and ballet. Whenever you see her, she has tight clothes on and shows too much. She has won at least 59 beauty pageants. Me, I’m into football, sort of tight clothes and texting. I also have pale blue eyes and long black hair. My skin isn’t exactly perfectly tanned but it is a bit.
“Ellie! Come here please?” mum wanted me and Olivia to help to design the garden with her and Mike. They bought a patio and fairy lights to go around. Even stepping stones. I’ve always wanted them when I was small. Mum had finally got the hammock and swing chair to go in the front yard.
July 21th 2010
After we’d finished, it was 12:00pm Mike had gone to bed long ago because he’s a lazy man who can’t even help his girlfriend. Mum sent us to bed with hot chocolate and marshmallows with lots of chocolate sprinkles and 2 flakes. I had crème on mine but Olivia doesn’t like it. We talked until at least 3:00pm then we went on face book and took pictures on webcam so we could post them on face book. Then about 5:00pm, Sam texted me,
‘Heyy, I know you probs won’t text back but it’s worth a shot, ok here we go....
I’m really sorry I didn’t know it was that serious I thought you were joking because it looked like you and jack were such good mates. It’s just you are the first girl I actually like like, you know like LOVE. I know you can’t trust me again but please give me another chance. I really miss you and I want us to try again!? Just in case you don’t want to give US another shot, I want to give you this, go down stairs now and open the back door there is a present for you’
I didn’t text anything back I just jumped out of bend and ran downstairs. Olivia came after me and because she was in a gown, she did fall a few times, which made a lot of noise. Mum heard Olivia fall and came to see what was going on. She shouted us but we kept running. Mum then started running after us as well. As soon as I got to the back door, I opened it slowly and there were flowers on the floor and a box wrapped neatly in baby blue and a satin bow stuck at the top. I went and picked them up instead of putting the flowers in water, I stood on them and took them inside to give him back the next day. Then the present I opened had a CD and a photo of me and Sam in a nice black frame. Me, Olivia and mum watched the video together with popcorn. It was a memory of me and Sam together and all the fun we had had. It made mum and Olivia cry but their just suck ups. We went to sleep straight after the movie. All night I couldn’t stop thinking about Sam.


July 22th 2010
I know what Sam did was wrong but at least he tried to say sorry, said Olivia this morning at the table whilst we were having breakfast. We were getting ready to go to school. We had our clothes on for today’s none uniform. I was wearing some grey denim shorts, skin coloured tights with a white strapless top. Olivia added the writing it said, it’s all about Me Me Me. I was also wearing some black high heels, a black leather jacket and make up. Olivia was also wearing denim shorts but instead her shorts were black with a purple belt. She wore a purple strapless top with black high heels. She curled her hair and I straightened my hair. I added a purple flower clip in my hair and Olivia added a white flower clip. On our way to Sam’s house, Rachael, jack’s new girlfriend, came up to us in a hurry, she asked if we were nearly finished on the designs. We refused and carried on walking. She wanted to come with us. I get along with Rachel she’s coming to my sleepover. I put the rotten flowers on Sam’s doorstep. We were walking off laughing about the whole idea if his mum or dad would open the door as we were putting the flowers on the floor. We heard the door open and we stopped we thought it would be his mum or dad but it wasn’t. It was Sam’s sister, Melanie, who is also coming to my sleep over tonight. She walked with us to school. Then Sam cached us up he had Melanie’s lunch money. She had left it on the table. Sam looked more tanned than he was last I saw him which was like... 3- 6 weeks ago. Rachael, Olivia and Melanie walked ahead and left me and Sam. At first it was just silence then Sam started talking.
“Look please if you will just give me 2 minutes to explain...”
“EXPLAIN WHAT...? you have 1 minute and 30 seconds.”
“Thanks, by the way you look nice. I’m sorry ok when you caught me and Jack together, I went over there to fix things and see why he did it. But he lowered me into a game of poker...”
“30 seconds left” he started speaking faster after that some of which I didn’t even understand what he was saying.
“Then he explained saying stuff like he wanted you but it would be wrong if he did it again so he said when you were in the library he wanted to apologise but you came onto him to fast. Just please I’m really sorry I swear I really was trying to sort things out. I miss you so much every day I look at the picture on my head board of me and you. How happy we were. Please” I hesitated at first to tease him it worked I eventually said yes. We caught up with the others. There were more people now one of which was Jack. We told everyone that we got back together they all cheered and arranged to go to “fruit ‘n’ splash” to celebrate. It’s a drink shop across my house. Jack didn’t really seem happy about me and Sam getting back together and I didn’t really seem happy about the idea that he was here and coming to the shop after school.
Later at school, Jennifer, Jacks ex, was giving Rachael the evil eyes all day. It made her seem uncomfortable but she didn’t seem to care.
“Just what do you think you’re playing at?!” shouted Jennifer. We didn’t know what she meant so we tried making a joke out of it.
“Um we’re playing... M.F.O.P.” It was a game we had made up, it stands for ‘Make Fun Of People’ It’s because some people were wearing some ridiculous outfits. But, I didn’t realise she was talking about my sleep over party.
“You threw a sleep over party on the same day as my birthday party?! How dare you, worst of all, you didn’t even invite me. Just because you raped jack, doesn’t mean me and you can’t be friends rapist! Hey everyone, Emily is a rapist watch out!” she walked off laughing with her little posy. After that, every were I went people were teasing me even Jack. I couldn’t believe jack told her that I was the one who raped him. The whole day, Rachael, Olivia and Melanie were suggesting I should go police and commit I was raped then made fun of for it. I didn’t really want to make it a big deal until Marvin harpy came up to me and said,
“You know, I was raped once but not by a girl. Thank you for proving girls rape as well! Rapist” it made me feel upset so I started thinking about going to the police about it too. Then what really set me off was the cheerleaders, Rangers, they made a cheer about me it was so hurtful. Lots of people were recording it to put on yoface.com.
“E.M.ILY rapist is her middle name, G.A.M AND E this girl thinks she got game! LETS GO EMILY LETS GO (X2) GO EMILY!” That’s what made me really sad. I made up my mind. I’m not gonna tell the police, I’m gonna deal with it by myself. I wanted to prove that I’m not a coward who gets bitch slapped across the face then runs off to the police.
“BRAVO, BRAVO.” I said clapping my hands and smiling sarcastically “You finally get what you want then eh? Me to be humiliated then randomly run of like some fucking coward, well no, you know what, it doesn’t bother me what any of you snobby bitches think. Look at me, look at me and tell me what you see, I’ll tell you, an innocent girl who moved here 3 months ago because at her old school, she had no friends, just 1 girl who hanged out with her. I come here, and so far meet lots of people who cared about me, until on my birthday, terrible I got raped by a boy whose name I shall not say. Because that’s the kind of girl I am I don’t lie or snitch names. Then another boy who’s name I will say because he has nothing to be ashamed of, Sam, my boyfriend. I love him he cares about me. Until today a jealous what’s the word for this girl...? Oh yes, COW! A jealous cow spreads an untrue rumour about me to you lot and stupidly enough you guys fall for it, Marvin, cheerleaders everyone ells. Take a good look around you, do you really think any of you lot will rape each other. If you think no, you’re wrong because Jack will. Yes Jack. Now tip for all of you, don’t always believe what people say especially animals that belong on a barn. Think about it first before you go hurting some ones feelings!” ever since then everyone has been returning Jennifer’s party invitations.
Mum, Olivia and me have been getting the spare room on my floor ready for my sleep over party. Even my mean cousin, Izy, was coming to the party.
Everyone is here at last. Apart from Izy. We were in the game room for a while then we heard the door bell ring. I had already told everyone about Izy coming. We thought it was her who was here so we decided to hide and surprise her. Instead it wasn’t it was Sam, Scott, Dylan, Kyle etc. They were our boyfriends. We were all wearing our pj’s already. They were coming upstairs with kebabs when we shouted out and yelled ROAR!!! What made it scary was because we put on scary masks and witch nails from Halloween. After finishing eating and remembering Izy still hasn’t eaten yet, we rush downstairs and put our morning slippers on. We go outside to the kebab shop then on our way back, we see the boys again. We rushed over to then running across the road but because I fell, I stood back up again then
BOOM!
It went blank. I don’t know what happened next but all I know is I survived. I got skid marks on my back. Car marks. Then what...?

July 23th 2010
I’m in hospital. Why, I’m ok. All my friends that were there on the night are here.