Bitter Love by Angelika Serafin (ebook reader library TXT) 📖

She knew that kissing a teacher was something she couldn’t do. Stacey never felt like she belonged anywhere, at home she was lonely and at school everybody loved her. She didn’t like being lonely but in school she couldn’t think because everybody wanted to her.

Everybody wanted to be Stacey except Stacey she hated her life, she had everything but she still felt empty inside. Something was missing, some part of her was missing. The other half of her was gone and she couldn’t find it. The only time she felt happy was around Bill but maybe that was because it felt so wrong and at the same time it felt so right.

Stacey’s mom was sitting in the lounge with John her husband they were talking about Christmas. This was the biggest celebration in the Jones’s family. Every year couple of days before Christmas they made this huge party, there were about seventy people. The house is quite big it has two lounges and seven bedrooms also the house had enormous garden. There were only four people living in the house so there were couple bedrooms left for guests.

The party was the day after tomorrow so the house was getting ready, there were people putting up decorations. Stacey hated the party’s she had no privacy and everybody acted so weirdly and most of the people got drunk after a couple of hours.
Stacey had everything what she wanted including popularity, friends, boyfriends and money. But she wanted something different something she didn’t have something she could only dream about.

“What are you looking at, my beautiful” said Bill leaning over to kiss Stacey. “It’s all so perfect you and me together” answered Stacey while kissed Bill. “Stacey we are meant for each other, I don’t care what people will say, I love you”. Said Bill kissing Stacey. His lips when down to her neck. He kissed her neck slowly making his way up. “I love you too” Said Stacey.

“Wake up Stacey you will be late for school” said her mother. Stacey opened her eyes and realised that her kissing Bill was a dream. She nearly started crying she wanted it so much to be true. She was so sad that it was just a dream she wanted it so much to be a reality. Maybe it was all a dream maybe they never kissed, maybe she is imagining the butterflies in her stomach, maybe all of this never happened.

Stacey skipped a day of school but she decided to go to Stephans’s house. His house was huge it had about ten bedrooms and his front door was about the size of her whole bedroom. Stacey walked over to the door and knocked. Stephan opened the door and made a small cute smirk. Stacey walked inside looking directly into Stephan’s eyes. Stephan closed the door behind Stacey but he as well didn’t take his eyes off Stacey. Stacey walked into a living room, she notice a photograph so she picked it up.
“That’s me when I was ten” Said Stephan but instead of looking at the photograph he was looking at Stacey. “You use to be so cute” Joked Stacey. “So you don’t think I’m cute”
“I never said that, I think you are still a bit cute”
“A bit” Said Louis with a sexy angry voice.
“Well I’m just going have to change your mind” Said Stephan. Stephan didn’t wait another second he started kissing Stacey, faster and faster. Stacey didn’t kiss him back but she didn’t pull back.
She though about Bill the whole time Stephan was kissing her.
She wanted Bill to be Stephan, just for one day just for one kiss, just for one touch. But that would never happen.

She pulled back and put her hand on Stephans’s chest so he wouldn’t’ kiss her.” What’s up Stacey, I though you want it” Said Stephan with a confused look.
“I do but not today”
“I understand” He touched her cheek gently
Stacey looked Surprised, Stephan never understudy nobody he just thought about on thing
“You are worth waiting for” Added Stephan

Stacey couldn’t believe what she heard, Stephan would wait for her. Wow that’s a kind of Stephan she never knew. Stephan kiss was one of the best she ever had except Bill, Bill kiss was perfect the timing, everything.
She tried so hard to forget about Bill but Bill was even in her dreams. She loved him and the only way to stop was to fall in love with someone else. But the problem was that Stacey couldn’t, love was the hardest emotion for her. She never loved no one except for her parents. She never loved a guy it was impossible for her. She felt something towards Bill but was it love or was it confusion.
It’s like Romeo and Juliet. Forbidden love. Love that can never happen. Making two people miserable.

Stacey left the house when her best friend texted her asking how the date was.

So how was the date
You will be surprised, Stephan is actually sweet
Omg, you did it with him
No, I’m not a slut
Then what happened
He acted like he cares about me
Are we talking about the same Stephan
Stop joking around, Stephan has changed
Yeah right, I will believe it when I see it
What ever got to go see you tomorrow at school
Bye Stacey
Bye Laura

The next day was like no other but at the same time so different. At lunch time in the cantina she saw Stephan. She didn’t know what to do, her friends were pushing her to go to him. But Stacey wasn’t sure. She had no idea how he was going to react. But her friends gave her no choice so she started walking to him, but half way there she noticed how she was walking. It was a goofy walk so she immediately changed it to a full of confidence walk and she started to walk like professional model.

Stephan table was always filled with boys sitting down and all girls standing up and dribbling over the guys. The girls weren’t popular, they were sluts trying to get popular by sleeping with a popular guys but that never worked. Boys wanted something they couldn’t get.

All of the boys on the table including Stephan noticed Stacey walking towards them. Half of them started to dribble like some crazy dudes. And that made Stacey smile, she knew that she could have everyone except one person Bill and that’s what made her want him even more.
By their looks they were latterly begging her to come over to them. Stephan noticed how all of them looked at Stacey and that made him full of jealousy. “Stac come over hear” said Stephan pointing at an empty chair opposite him.
Stacey smiled and walked over and sat down looking deep into Stephans’s eyes and she could see that they were full of jealousy. But what was he jealous of, it’s not like they were dating or were they. Though Stacey.

“what’s up sexy” said some random guy.
“Get out of here” said Stephan with an angry face
The guy started running before Stephan finished his sentence.
The girls around the table didn’t get no attention so they all left leaving Stacey all alone with seven guys. “Hey bro is this you girlfriend” Asked some stranger that Stacey never saw before.
Stephan didn’t quite know what to say. Stacey thought about trying to fall in love and Stephan was the perfect match, so she thought what the hell I have nothing to lose. So Stacey gave him a look that meant yes. Stephan looked so relived, so happy like he just won a million bucks.
“Yeah she’s my girl” Said Stephan with a cute smirk

Wow she was officially Stephan’s girlfriend, what has she done. Stephan moved over and sat beside Stacey putting his arm around Stacey’s shoulder. Announcing to the whole school that they were officially together.

The bell went for the next lesson and everybody started to leave the cantina except Stephan and Stacey they were too busy making out.
At the end of each lunch time teachers checked if all students left for their next lesson. Usually it’s a senior teacher like a Head teacher or vice deputy.

Everybody was gone except Stacey and Stephan. They didn’t even noticed when Mr Williams was going towards them. They were too busy kissing.
Bill was standing there watching them with anger and jealousy. They didn’t move, so Bill decided to clear his voice so they can stop kissing and look at him.
Stacey was the first to stop. She looked up and saw Bill. She was so scared, she didn’t even move, she just stared at Bill.
Stephan got up and started making some lame excuses for both of them. Bill didn’t want to listen he was too angry.
“Get to your class” said Bill looking angrily at Stacey.

Bill felt strange he wanted to say how he felt but at the same time it was too hard for him. He wanted to be with her, that was his dream but it could never happened for one he was a teacher and she had a boyfriend. And yet again he new that she felt something and so did he. From the first time he saw her he knew that she was the one. His soul mate the other half of him.

She wanted Bill more then anything but she couldn’t’t show it.
For a second she though about braking up with Stephan but there was no point she could never be with Bill. It was illegal for them to be together.

Stephan left for class right after they left the cantina. Stacey didn’t want to go to lesson she needed to take a deep breath which she couldn’t do in public. So she went to the girls toilet. But instead of breathing she started to day dream.
Stacey loved to day dream sometimes about her future and sometimes about meeting the perfect guy. But that made her late to most of her lessons. One of her teacher’s noticed that and the teacher send her to the deputy head to sort it out.

Stacey had to go to Bill right after he saw her kissing a popular jerk. She thought about him and his reaction and