Lost Wife by pokhila (management books to read .txt) 📖

         Finding my way to the door , I stumbled and fell on the bed , jiju finished his call  and came inside , it was his room he knows the way , 

                I was already feeling hot ....... ,looking at their foreplay , so when  jiju grabbed me thinking me di , I couldn't resist , I allowed him to kiss me and touch me , it was not even a minute , the lights were on and di was looking at us ........

        Jiju pushed away from me like I was a dirt ......

        He screamed at me , telling me to get out .......... I felt like a pros ........ 

                           Mom was too happy to know that Arunima di left home , she threatened me to stray back and take care of all jiju's needs , even his physical ones , I tried , I even wore di's saree and tried to make breakfast , lunch and dinner , but for whom , jiju never eat anything cooked by me , he even locks his bedroom door .

              But then a miracle came to my life .....Sumit .

              He brought a new day , in my gloomy life , his love gave me hope , that I can be loved , what if I'm not highly educated , I can be a good wife , not a home breaker .

                Our love was just in its initial stage , something happened , he stopped coming to visit me , stopped taking my calls , again I was depressed ,but I still hoped ...he will come .

              On that night I was feeling restless , so I was sitting by my window looking out to the beautiful sky , I saw jiju's car come , but even after a long half hour jiju didn't come out ,

                I got a little worried so I went down to check ...there , jiju was fully drunk , I tried to pull him to  come inside but he don't want to ...so I lied taking Arunima di's name , he jumped out of the car and exitedly came to the room , but fell asleep on the sofa .

            I removed his shoes and even his shirt , but then I remembered , how much he hate me , if tomorrow he find out from the servants that none of them came but it was me who brought him and helped him undress , he will surely kill me .

       After opening his shirt buttons I left for the drivers quarter and brought him to Anirudh jiju , the rest of the clothes were removed by the driver , I didn't even return , even Mrs Roy was awake  with the hustle and bustle .

                         Late that night Sumit called me , he said he wants to meet me the next day , I was in  seventh heaven  . I woke up early , did all my routines and even felt hungry , due to exitement ........

              I made parathas for all , so no other breakfast was prepared , Mrs Roy kept some for Jiju on the dining , she also know that jiju take only green tea in the mornings , all was kept ready , jiju woke up late and in a hurry he ate the parathas along with his green tea ,

        I was so happy , maybe jiju will forgive me now , that afternoon I got ready , and was waiting for Sumit , feeling bore I played some  bollywood music and remembered my carefree  days , little did I know after a few minutes all my life will turn upside down .

         Jiju came early , he didn't talk , just looked at me and went to his room . 

                      When jiju came down screaming my name , I thought  , I didn't do anything wrong , did he know about Sumit , but there , I was held guilty , he slapped me called me names , again and again , this time I didn.t do anything wrong , that;s why it hurts the most .

                 That slap still hurts , not on my cheeks ,but somewhere deep , its been nearly a month now Jiju was leading a life like zombie , I want to make it right , I want to tell jiju that  nothing happened , our relation of jija and sali( sist in law ) is not stained . 

             This time I will tell everything to jiju , everything I did , why I did and all about mom  .

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