A nightmare within a dream by Marwa Kodmany (top 50 books to read TXT) đ
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His face is impassive. All of a sudden, he gave me a familiar smirk, I know it meant something but I canât remember anything about this guy! He didnât answer my Why questions!! Iâm totally confused. There was no obvious reason for him to murder me in the kitchen!!! Iâm not gonna let him get away with his murder of me. He got to pay for it! Itâs my unfinished business.
He reached to the Mercedes and came back with a Nikon digital camera posted on his hand! Are we having fun around here!!?? Answer me you striking beautiful idiot!! I put on a fake smile and adrenaline is spiking through my body with every step he is making towards me. I canât fathom these feelings. I tried to breathe some of the bracing air around here to cool down but I failed. His electricity is just contaminating the atmosphere; Iâm completely drawn to him. All my body is tingling. He was gazing intently at me. What should I do?! I gotta act naturally. He has some big effect on me that I canât resist. I have this chance and only to chastise him. He deserves it! He stabbed me in the kitchen with his pride smile and his eyes fixed on me! He is a bloody murderer.
He is so intense and absent. It feels like, he is not here! Why is that? âHey! Where have you been? Hello Are you here?âI said and I smiled at him while Iâm chewing the bite of the chocolate he gave me earlier. He is taking photos. I did a thousand of poses and we laughed about it, we touched every time he tried to be captured too in the frame of the photo. Our eyes got locked million times. Itâs strange that you can feel comfortable and puzzled at the same time. Iâm enchanted by him! I got so involved in this. Somebody has to put an end to it! He turned to his lifeless face and gazed at me. His adorable smile has disappeared. âWhatâs going on with you today?â I grabbed him in the arm. âStop thinking please!!! Letâs enjoy nature! Life! Look at those snow-covered mountainsâ I said! LIFE? Do I have to talk about life in this timeless situation???. We stopped near to the edge. Suddenly, I heard an echo in my head. It was him telling me I love you, while his bladed knife in my stomach! Iâm not feeling well, I feel so giddy! I want to hug him so much, embrace his cheek and tell him; I love you back!
I put my arms around him so gently; Iâm so close to him now that he didnât feel my hands catching his pistol. My hands are shivering. He faced me. His beautiful sculptured face is just so close to mine. We are gazing! It looks like he wannaâ dig inside my eyes to know more.
â Darlinâ I said and I was trembling, I blinked rapidly, my eyelids matching my heart rate. Iâm in a total chaos.
Thatâs the moment when I gave you away my love! âI love you backâ I said and that strong harsh voice that came from between us has pushed him apart to the cliff where he fell. He didnât stop looking at me! He was grapping my hand, he didnât want to let it go! OH MY GOD! What have I done!??Iâm shocked myself! His fingers were catching my finger where the ring was found as if he wanted his ring back. He failed to take it! I watched him go down! I couldnât do anything! I was only watching! Maybe I cried, I had my tears back from last night or whenever it was, but unfortunately it didnât wash my memories or heal my wounds.
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chapter 3: OUT of my Head
Chapter3:
âohhhhhhhhhhh!!!! :O â I shouted myself out! Iâm sweating! Oh my Dear God. The phone was ringing I canât see who is calling!! Then suddenly I heard a voice coming
âOh my God here is a glass of water!â said a middle-aged woman I have never seen my whole life!! Why should I always be surprised?
âWho are you!??â
âDrink first!!! Miss. Mila told me to take care of you. The breakfast is ready. Its 11:20 am. I came here every Friday to clean up and do some shores; I was scared when I hear you screaming like that! And Iâm Mrs.cookâ
âNice to meet you!, but Where is Mila?â
âWhen I arrived she was about to go jogging. she does this every day with Mr.Christensen, he used to come here to wake her upâ
âDid he come today?â Why did bother asking such a question! I killed him! lol! Not funny I smiled.
âWhy are you smiling Miss. Underwood? You were about to kill me 2 mins agoâ she winked me and took the empty glass.
âYou can call me Marlineâ I giggled as she was leaving the room, she wouldnât even care to ask me about my nightmare that I obviously had.
The phone was ringing again! Thank God now I can see that is Mila.â
âYupâ
âWake up lazy, you went to your bed before me yesterday and yet you are too sleepy to answerâ
âIâm deadâ
âThe pretty man killed you again!!â she laughed mocking me.
âNo I revenged! I killed him backâ I said and I was so aware that she would never ever believed that I truly dreamed of killing her fiancĂ©e in a valley I âve never been in to.
âhahaha well Iâm about to kill my man tooâ she said in a sarcastic-serious tune.
âWhat happened?â poor guy!
âWe had a great romantic night yesterday! A great dinner and we danced all night then he received a call and decided to drop me in my apartment!â
âYeah?!â
âOk I got over this! itâs ok Iâm a cool girl! Maybe he has something important. You know he is a business man .Then I woke up early in the morning, and I went to my daily jogging without him because he didnât answer his phone but two minutes ago I called him again. He turned up to be furious and frustrated then he told me that he wants to step away. For God sake this man proposed yesterday!â angry voice
âChill out! He could be tired! When are you gonna stop calling people early in the morning?â I laughed. I guess itâs all about his mother and the proposal! I wonder if she knows about this.
âNo Marline! Itâs serious!â
âOk you both will work it out eventually!â I said this and I was so guilty that I envied her last night about that courageous proposal and Iâm not quite sad about all this. Thatâs bad.
âYou have major problems to solve! Try to be mature. He will call believe meâ
âMarline honestly! What do you think of Ethan?â she asked
âBelieve it or not! Iâm not the right person to askâ I giggled but I know deep inside that these complex nightmares with this guy are going to ruin my entire life and maybe hers too.
âOk am coming home see yaâ
â See yaâ
I know one thing that yesterday I woke up wondering about that guy who killed me, who could be and what the murder can tell me about him!? But today I woke up feeling bad about two things: 1- cheating on my sister awkwardly and second is the fact that I killed him hypothetically. Even itâs just a nightmare and everything seems to be insane for the last 24 hours. But the oneâs unconscious can tell a lot. All those berried desires and all fears can be shown in your dreams occupy your thoughts. If you get carried it out it would dominate your conscious so you will end up either in a mental health institution or those unconscious feelings will be manifested in actions like being angry, sleepy or hustle. Now Iâm fighting for my sanity maybe my self-respect that I should define what is real whatâs not. Ethan is the only reality that gonna mess things up. There is something weird about him; there should be a reason why a guy like him would risk harassing his fiancĂ©eâs sister the same party he proposed in.
All my thoughts had been shut when the door bell ring, I was going to open it when I remember that It could be Mila. I opened the doomed door when I saw the blue eyes of every night, the sanity Iâm searching for but it seems itâs the madness which has nothing to do with my sanity or self- respect kind of thing.
âGood Morning Crazy ladyâ said Ethan who was caring a flowerâs bokeh. Why should I bear seeing him in my both consciousness and un- consciousness?
âGood morning Self-loved, messed up- minded whoeverâ I said
âDonât be harsh on me! Where is Mila?â asked me as soon as he entered before I let him in. This guy should be mannered.
âWhat do you want?â I asked him without even looking at him.
âWho are you again?â he put on his sneaky smirk.
âShe is jogging!â I answered
âWell I used to jog with her but I was tired and errrâ he said interrupted by me.
â I donât care!â I said. He was looking surprisingly at me as it was the first time in his life ever got offended.
âNice! Thatâs niceâ he clapped his hands. He continued âWhatever you trying to prove Mean lady! Keep it to yourself! i knew you are a journalist I recommend that you should be more diplomaticâ
âYou started richy boyâ we were looking intensely at each other.
âWell you showed up in my kitchenâ he laughed. The same moment Mila opened the door.
He was gripping the bokeh so tightly and came closer to her âBaby Please I miss youâ he said
He was just another person; he just put on a different face. Heâs not acting himself. Ethan is the guy who was talking to me 1 minute ago. Not this one who is leaning on my sister. She is killing me that she is overwhelmed by him. Maybe so am I but every one of us has own self pattern. I left to my bed room and told the maid to make us coffee or anything could contain caffeine so I can add some piece of mind to my day.
I closed the door then I start writing I need to focus on this conscious matter. There was a knock on the door âyesâ
âThe coffee Miss.Marlineâ said Mrs.cook when she opened the door smiling
âThank youâ
âLove birdsâ she sighed âI like Mr.christensen but Iâm quite baffled, there was a battlefield minutes ago. Whatâs wrong?â
âmmm what do you know about him? You just see him here right?â I asked with my full intension to know more about him.
âYou are asking
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