Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (top fiction books of all time .txt) 📖

I wanted his eyes to rest as they were not blinking so as I neared his right eye it closed but his left eye was still open. I kissed his right eye then his left eye. His hands which were limp on his side grabbed my waist and pulled me on his lap. They were so tight that I am sure it will be bruised. I kissed his forehead. He pulled me in his embrace and tightly hugged me. His head went in the crook my neck warming my neck. The wetting of my shoulder tells me that he is crying. For the whole month he didn't expressed anything. He was trying to be ignorant of what is going to happen.

"Vihaan beta(son) let's have dinner" I heard Suman aunty say. Her voice was broken. There were two reasons for this first of her son going away and second that his son is giving more affection to me.

Vihaan doesn't move and I want him to eat as I am sure Suman aunty must have made on her own. He will be deprived of these food their. "Vihaan let's eat food" I murmur slowly in his ear and peck his ear. He takes a deep breath and stands up. He beckons me to cradle his body like a baby and I do without a protest. I know tomorrow I would be embarrassed but today I want to make him happy. Make his hurt go away. Make his aloofness to disappear.

"Vihaan let her seat on her chair" I hear Raj uncle say but I don't understand him. My beautiful vihaan. I again peck his cheek. I didn't heard what he said. He kissed my side neck and my toes curled. This is the first kiss he has given me after I came here. And it's a bliss.

Vihaan starts feeding me and himself. We all finish our food without any talk. And I am sure no one has eaten except us both.

"It's time". And that made me cry loudly. Vihaan again hugs me tightly peppering kissed all over my neck, ear, cheeks, shoulder. This is not helping at all. I cry more. I don't want him to leave me. Why can't he stay here? Why can't I go with him? Why can't I let him go?

When I calm down from my crying session I see myself still on Vihaan's hold and we are standing at the entrance of the airport. And that made me cry more. "No no please don't go vihaan. Please I beg you". He just pats my back and head. But he don't understand that patting is not helping at all. Who would pat me when he is away?

"Please dad don't let him go. Please Raj uncle. I beg you all. I will be not able to leave without him" I scream. Vihaan puts me down. My eyes are closed. I don't want to see him leaving me. Vihaan tightly hugs me and pecks my head and I don't feel his presence. I open my eyes and see him going away. Away from me. He didn't even said 'I love you'. I try to move his way but get stopped by someone. I try to go to him. He must be hurting more than me. He must be in pain.

"Vihaan I love you. I love you vihaan. I love you" my voice gets slow with each passing confession. I am dying to hear him say it. I am dying to see his face. I am dying for him to turn around and see me. But that never happened. He didn't turned around and left. I fall on my knees crying.

I thought I would be able to say goodbye. But this hurt. It's hurt way to much.

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