Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (top fiction books of all time .txt) 📖

"Now go and freshen up. I am hungry" I say.

"Baby I am also hungry way too much hungry" he says and turns around. I don't know why but I think it has a double meaning. "Wow did you renovated my room?" he ask. I eagerly nod waiting for his compliment.

The room is painted in black. It has a king size bed in the middle with white bedsheet and black pillows and quilt. A big rectangular mirror just above the headboard of the bed. Black carpet. One side has balcony with a swimming pool. The balcony has black marble tiles. A big chandiler in the middle. I have not changed his closet and washroom they are the same.

"It's beautiful baby. But how did you do it alone".

"I didn't. The design is mine but the whole thing is done by Raj uncle. I just gave him designs" I say. Raj uncle was a big help in this. "And yeah you can hang any photos you want I have kept it empty so that you can do that on our wishes" I inform him.

"You are the best girlfriend ever anyone can have. Even though I am not going to leave you or any other person to have you" he has a serious look on his face while saying this. I just give him a smile. I also cannot ever give anyone Vihaan's place in my life and it was confirmed in this 3 years.

He goes to the washroom. I hear the shower getting on. I go and seat on his bed. It's like it was decades ago when vihaan and bhai used to play video games here and I used to study. They never allowed me to play video games. At one side they would play video games and at one side I would be studying. They were quite bully in my childhood. They both has always restricted me from doing many things.

I lay down on his bed with my leg hanging. The white chandiler is complimenting the black mirror shiny painting. I close my eyes. It's hard to believe that vihaan is really in front of me. But for how many days? I am sure he will be going back. It will be more hard to digest this time. Ahhh don't think about that now Disha. I didn't know when but all this thinking pushed in a slumber.

I am being pulled in someone arms. It must be vihaan and this time it's not a dream. But to be sure I pinch his stomach. A groan erupts from her and that made sure that it's not a dream it's a reality. I scoop more closer to him. Literally I climbed on his body. I feel been kissed on the crown of my head. I nuzzle his neck. A content sign leaves me.

"I really missed you their. It was a torture to leave their without you".

"You also don't know how I was leaving here without you. I was alone always. When you were here I had never got the feeling of loneliness but as soon as you l-left......... I-It was really hard for me" I stop myself to say more. If I say some more I would start crying and I don't want to look like a crybaby.

Now the sleep was long gone. To make the atmosphere light I ask him. "Now you are not stinking"

A full blown laugh comes out of vihaan. As his body is shaking I am also shaking. "Ahh I really missed this"

"You have said this second time now by the way" I tease him. "Vihaan why were you so aloof towards Raj uncle, Suman aunty and daddy?" I ask him as his mood is good. I don't want to make him angry but I also cannot see them sad. When I suggested Raj uncle about Vihaan's room renovation he was so excited. Even though he was busy he made time for all of this.

"I don't want to talk about them". I know his mood is dampen but he has to understand it's important. I know in his heart he also want to have the same relationship which he had with them in the past and I will do anything to make vihaan happy.

I remove my face from his neck and give him a puppy eyes "please vihaan"

He shakes his head and I know now he is going to spill everything. My vihaan has not changed. Good.

"Because of them only we have to live like this. If they would have allowed us we would have been together not the other way round". I knew it.

"But vihaan everything happens for the reason. And this separation must have some reason. And what if we were never friend from childhood and I didn't know you then.............."

"Don't even think about to complete that sentence. 'What if' can never come true. And what good did brought this separation" I know he is irritated by his voice.

"The separation made it clear that we were together not because of we were habitual of living with each other but because of we love each other" I point out. I have heard some students gossiping that me and vihaan were together because we were childhood friends and we were habitual of living with each other. I didn't got offended but it did made me realise that this can be a reason. But with passing days it was confirmed that it was love and I am sure it is the same for vihaan.

"What the. Were you thinking till now that we were together because we were childhood friends" vihaan has made me sit on his bed and he was seating infront of me. Now vihaan is mad. Not mad furious.

"No vihaan. I love you. I was just giving you a reason so that you don't see this separation in a negative way. And are we not still together. We still love each other even after 3 years" I point out calmly.

"Yeah whatever you say" vihaan replies. And I know he just said this to end this topic.

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