Mixed feelings by S. N. Nina Arthur (beach read .txt) 📖

 I ran out of that room and stepped inside my mom’s room; I was breathing heavily.
 

“How dare that bastard, he fucking smirked at me while fucking my auntie” I mumbled in anger. I quickly took the gift and went to my mom.
 

After some time, I saw my auntie walking towards my mom, who was talking to one of her friends.
 

She is disgusting; she just fucked someone who’s younger than her. I don’t know how my uncle will react to this.
 

I turned around to search my cousin Jose; I didn’t find her anywhere. “Maybe she’s in her room,” I thought to myself,

As I walked inside the house and climbed the stairs. I got confused where her room was located, I took a right to her room. When I reached her room, raised my hand, and was about to knock on the door but someone pulled me back with a hand on my mouth.
 

I was struggling to take that hand off my mouth but couldn’t. He took us to his room and locked the door.
 

He lifted me up and threw me on his bed and climbed on me. “Leave me....let me go” I screamed, trying to push him off me, “shh.....” He said putting a finger on my lips “if you make a noise I will do exactly what I did with your auntie sweet” he whispered in my ear, I quickly shut my mouth. I was sobbing and begging him to leave me, “please, let me go I promise I won’t say a word to anyone please let me go, please” I begged him, tears streaming down my eyes.
 

“No, I won’t. your mine... mine... your body, your soul everything is mine, you're my pet from now sweety and you will enjoy Daddy's torture” he ripped my clothes off my body, I was trying to stop him but miserably failing.
 

From that day, he used to come to my house pretending to help my mother as her brother and telling her he would look after me like a brother.
 

He appears at my house when my mom’s at work and harasses me until he’s satisfied with my body.
 

I tried to hide from him so many times, but he would eventually find me and punishes me.
 

I tried to tell my mum about this. Somehow he knew that and he threatened me to kill my mother and make it look like an accident.
 

For months he tortured me, nobody helped me, no one knows what was happening with me. There was a change in my behavior, I'm wasn't that girl who was outgoing, Happy, enthusiastic, mother sometimes noticed my behavior and asked me, I controlled myself not to tell her anything about this. For the sake of my mother, I tolerated every single torture.
 

One day he saw me talking to my friends in school, he forcefully brought me home. Outside the house, he acts like a gentleman but once he steps inside my room, he shows his other sides.
 

It scared me to step inside the house; He opened the car door and pulled me out and closed it, he pulled me with him inside the house.
 

He pulled me with him to my room. After opening the door, he pushed me inside. I turned towards him.
 

“Please, please I will not do that again, please “
 

I was pleading to leave me, he gripped my hair making me inches away from his lips “I told you not to talk to them but you bitch never wants to listen, huh? You want them to touch you my little pet, you want them to kiss you, fuck you that’s the reason you go to them, wanting fucks don’t you bitch “
 

“No, no, no I am not like that they’re just my friends Please listen to me,” I said, crying hard.
 

He pushed me, I fell flat on the floor.
 

He unbuckled his belt and started walking towards me with a wicked smirk.
 

“Please, please don’t hurt me, please “
 

He bends down and ripped my clothes off my body. I was naked in front of him. He pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me on my bed.
 

I begged him not to hurt. I apologize for my mistake. I pleaded him for mercy, but he didn’t listen to any of my requests.
 

As his belt touched my butt, I cried my lungs out for mercy and help.
 

He didn’t listen, He kept on beating my butt laughing like a madman.
 

The next day in school, my friend Chole accidentally saw bruises on my hands and neck area. She begged me to tell her everything. I cried and said every single thing to her, she promised me she would help me no matter what, I had a hope that finally, someone will help me.
 

The next day, the news of her death smashed my hope, she died in an accident. I and mom went to her home, cops said it was her mistake she came in front of that car, that driver escaped from that place. They didn’t find him and closed the case.
 

After her funeral, I went to school every day but never talked to anyone my mom was worried about me.
 

One day after school, I came to my house and freshen up.
 

I was sitting on my bed with my hands around my knees, crying for my friend’s death. I heard the sound of opening door Brian came inside my room with a smirk on his face. I looked up at him. “I told you not to share our little secret with anyone, didn’t I?”
 

Author's Note:
 

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