She is the one by Asheslove (mobi reader android TXT) đ
- Author: Asheslove
- Serie: «Toxic but love»
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'I am not mad at you Elena, it's just that I am too worried honey. You should have told us, atleast called us for once' her voice turned completely soft.Â
'How are you, are you fine, is something happened, are you alright?' she asked all in once.
'I am fine mom and doing great it was just work stress. How are you doing, how is Alex doing' I said wiping my tears away to calm myself. My mom is too good on catching my emotions only by hearing my voice.
'I am good El, we all are good but you are not I know that. Tell me what happened Elena that you left suddenly, don't lie to me'.
A whimper left my lips and I grabbed my mouth.Â
'Nothing is wrong mom, I am fine and I am not lying. Why will I lie'
'El, you are crying, you are crying I can hear you. Tell me whatâs wrong sweety you are scaring me' her worried voice was making my heart clench more painfully.
I took long breaths and composed myself.
'No mom I am not crying, why will I cry and nothing is wrong. Can't I go on a vacation'. I said making my voice strong so she could believe me.
'Of course you can honey but not like this, not without telling anybody. I know you are hiding something and how can even Julie don't know about where you are.'
'I am sorry mom, please forgave me this time'.
'Its fine Elena but I was scared, we all were scared. I feared that something happened with you, something bad which triggered you and that's why you disappeared suddenly. You are telling everything is fine but my heart isnât believing you El and I know you are hiding something'.
You are right mom, your fear is right. They returned back and this time I donât know what to do, I donât have you with me and the people here are monsters ready to feed on it so I canât even act.
'No mom I am absolutely fine. I will explain you everything when I will be back' and I burst into tears.
'I miss you mom, I miss all of you terribly' I said holding my whimpers.
'We miss you too El' her voice came soft and after that she cleared her throat.
'You are fine then when are you coming back'.
'Soon mom, soon' I tried to sound strong but from inside my heart was shattering into pieces.
'When? Alex birthday is this Friday and I am sure you certainly wonât miss that. Alex is already mad at you'.
I shake my head in tears
'I wonât mom, and about Alex then donât worry I know how to persuade himâ I muttered and smiled.
âThen when are you coming backâ she asked again.
I donât know mom because itâs not up to me and I also donât know whether I will be able to see you again or not.
âI love you mom, I love you all and I always willâ I cried.
âElenaâ her voice came tensed.
âWe love you too but why are you crying sweety, please El tell me what's wrongâ
âItâs just I am missing you very badly. I truly wants to be with youâ
âThen came back, its fine, no one will be angry at you ok, or tell me where you are we all will came thereâ.
âNo mom, I will come back. You donât worryâ.
âEl, are you truly alright dear. You donât sound wellâ
Please mom, please donât ask this again and again otherwise I will end up breaking miserably.
âYou are scaring me Elenaâ
âI am alright mom. I will be with you all on Alex birthdayâ I said to insure her but from inside I was breaking like someone is shattering me in pieces.
âEl, promise meâ
I paused, promise.
 No I canât promise her, I donât even know if I will be able to escape him and return back to them.
âNo mom. Why are you asking for a promise you already know I canât miss monkeys birthdayâ I said to convince her.
âI know, but I donât know why this time my heart wonât believe you so just promise me so that I can ensure myself.â
âNo mom, I canât, I canât promise you but you have to believe me I will certainly be with you, donât worryâ
âNo El, you have to promise me firstâ
No mom, I canât why donât you understand I canât break my promise and I donât know whether I will be able to escape from this place so I canât give you a fake promise.
Sniffing I said again in a mere whisper âNo mom I canât but you have to trust meâ
âOk, if you canât then tell me where you are, we are coming to get youâ
âMom please, try to understand. I will come donât worryâ
âI already know something is off El but you are not telling. I am not forcing you to tell me right now, when you will came back we will talk about it until then I want your promise to ensure myselfâ
What should I do, why are you not understanding mom that I canât.
âPlease momâ
âNo Elena, I am pleading, please promise me baby. I donât felt rightâ her voice came out so soft.
And this broke me all and I gave up, I have to ensure her, I don't care whatever happen but right now I have to ensure her.
âI promise you mom. I promise, don't worryâ I said making my mind strong and wiping my tears away, I promise your daughter will be with you on Alex birthday.
âI love you; we all love you and please donât do something like this againâ
âI love you too mom, I love you very very muchâ
âBbbyy momâ I whispered disconnecting the call without waiting for her reply.Â
Clutching the phone tightly in my hand I cried loudly letting my tears flow now freely which I was controlling.
Taking the seat near me Leo took my phone and rubbed my back calming me. After few long minutes when I calm down he asked
âAm I forgiven now?â
I turned to him, tears still flowing from my eyes and anger took its place and without thinking anything I pounced at him. My emotions were all shattered, they were not in my control.
âYou people destroyed my life; you took everything away from me. What did I ever done to him' I screeched punching and hitting him on his face and chest.
 âWhy he had to kidnape me, why he had to kill Simon in front of me, why? why? why? I believed you Leo. There is only you in this horrible place whom I believed then why didnât you stop him, why didnât you help me when I asked youâ I said hitting him and weeping loudly.
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