Mixed feelings by S. N. Nina Arthur (beach read .txt) 📖

“W.. what sur... Surprise?” I shuttered, my hand was shaking in his hand, His hold tightened and the look on his face was mocking me.

“Oh... No.. don't be scared, you’ll love it,” he said, smirking at me in a low voice. I was scared, these days he isn’t himself, and it’s scaring me. I licked my lips looking away from him. I was scared. I don’t want to find out what’s in that room, I just want to leave this place. I don’t want this, I want to have my space. His hold on my waist tightened, I hissed and looked up at him. He was angry. His eyebrows hitched in anger. “Don't. Do. That” He said pressing every word in a very intimidating attitude, I lowered my head. We danced in silence, he raised my hand and slowly spun me around, my back against his chest, his arms around me, my breath hitched feeling his erection against my back, I feel his breath against my neck. “Do you feel that?” He whispered in a husky voice, “This is what you do by doing that” he whispered, I gulped hard, I was controlling myself very badly. His manhood was poking my back. I took a deep breath and moved back, pressing my back to his manhood. I’ve decided to show him I have an upper hand in this. I wanted to see how he can control himself. I want to test him. I want to see whether he wants to punish me for doing this. I moved slowly, rubbing my back against his manhood. I can feel him taking a sharp intake, the song was playing slowly. His arms around me tightened, pressing my back against his manhood. This was turning me on, I was controlling myself not to rip his clothes off his body and put his dick deep inside my dripping wet sex, I feel his breath near my ear, “What happen?... Thought you don’t want this” He whispered sarcastically, I quickly came to my senses and turned my head back to look at him, He was smirking at me.

Fuck...Venessa can’t you just control your fucking hormones, what the fuck is wrong with you.

I turned around with a smirk on my face. “Trust me, I don't,” I said in a confident tone. I moved closer to him, my chest touching his. His manhood was touching my belly, I can see his eyes turning in a dark shade of green, It’s turning him on. I moved my body in a way that every part of my body is touching his, I know exactly how to turn him on.

He stopped dancing and took my hand in his pulling me with him, I looked around and noticed that many of the guests have left only a few people left on the dance floor. We climbed the stairs, He pulled to his room and opened the door. I led me in first, it was dark, I heard the door closing and the room was completely dark. I was panicking, I stepped back “Enzo..?” I called, He turned on the lights and I turned to him, he motioned me to look at something so, I turned to his bed there was an envelope placed on the bed, I was panicking again. I looked at Enzo, “Open it” He said in a serious tone, I gulped and walked towards the bed and took the envelope in my hands, I looked back at him opening the Envelope with shaking hands. Inside, the envelope there were photos. I pulled them out and turned them, I gasped when I saw my grandmother’s photos. They were candid photos of her talking to someone on the phone, playing with her cat and doing some work. My heart beating furiously with anxiety, I turned to Enzo, he was casually leaning his back on the door, I was looking at him with fear evident in my eyes.

“Do you see that?” He said, calmly.

I nodded, “I have my men watching her, If you do any small mistake you will find her on the streets like a beggar, If I find you reveling about our marriage to anyone get ready to face the consequences”

I felt my heart drop at his words, “W...what?...what did you just say?” I asked I was shocked at his threat, he sounded like Brian to me. All that abuse and harassment rushed back to me.

How...how can he do this to me when he knows this had already happened to me before, How can someone do this to their loved one? Did he not love me?.

“You heard me, one mistake and you will find her on streets begging for food,” He said holding his hands.

Tears were rolling in my eyes, I controlled myself not to cry in front of him. I will not show my tears to him, I’m not that old Vennessa who couldn’t fight for herself, who couldn’t stand up for herself. I’m not weak, I’m strong enough to fight for what I love. I love you Enzo but I will not stand aside and watch you destroy people I love. I couldn’t save someone I loved the most back then, Now I won’t stay back to save the people I love from you Enzo. I will fight back, I will.

“Why...Why do you want this?” I asked him in a straight and cold tone, he looked at me for a second and walked towards me. “What made you think that I will answer your questions, If you want your grandmother to stay happy without any problem Then you will have to do every single thing I tell you to do,”

I gulped down hard, with my heart racing at his every word, I gritted my teeth with anger, “Don’t You Dare Drag, my grandmother, into this” I warned him in my serious tone, He was taken aback by my words and tone.

“Touch her and I swear on my dead parents I’ll rip your parts one by one and feed them to the stray dogs,” I said in a dangerous tone stepping towards him. I took the ring out of my finger, I grabbed his hand and placed it in his hand, I strolled out of his room. I don’t know what got into me to warn him like that, I guess I had enough of men trying to control me. I had enough of this, I will change him in my own way. I have decided.

As soon as I entered my room, I broke down into tears, crying out loud. I want his love not this, I miss the Enzo who loved me, cherished me, I want him to come back to me. I can’t see him doing this, I will get it him back, I will get my Enzo back by hook or by crook.

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I woke up feeling my head pondering. With all the thoughts rushing inside my head, I stood up and walked inside my bathroom. Did my morning duties and rushed downstairs for breakfast, Judy saw me