Meant (To Be Yours) by Anaya Phoenix (best value ebook reader .TXT) 📖

fuck did she do to me?” She screeched, right before she passed out again for the second time that night.


Her body ached like she got hit with a two ton truck. Her private parts were sore and her abdomen ached. She sat up and stretched her arms, enjoying the popping and clicking of her joints. She looked beside her to see the bed was empty. She frowned and stood up, her legs felt a little sore too and she groaned. She walked over to her dresser and pulled out her towel. She walked into her small bathroom that was attached to her room and set the water onto it’s hottest setting. She let the water drench her sore skin and burn away all her pain. After scrubbing her skin raw with her cucumber melon body wash she felt rejuvenated. She got out the shower and stood in front of the mirror. Her body looked different, more… mature. Her hair, wet and limp, looked more red than it had in years, her eyes looked more vibrant. What shocked her though, what made her scream, was the tattoo that wrapped around her waist. The blue tribal tattoo that led to the blood red wolf scared her to no end. She knew Drew had marked her, but she was expecting words, not a frigging body tattoo! She stormed out of her bathroom and speed dried herself off, she pulled on a pair of skinny jeans with a white shirt and skipped down the stairs. She heard the Alpha’s, the Luna’s and her mate talking.
“I’ve racked my brain as much as I can, I remember nothing of a Blue Luna or a blue anything for that matter.” Alpha Jeb said and Penny sighed.
“I’ve heard of the Blue Moon, but that’s just a phase of the moon. That has nothing to do with the Luna’s though.”
“But you saw how she reacted to Luna, that’s only ever happened with Rosa and Marissa.” Molly sighed deeply.
“But that’s physically impossible, there are no more tales of any Luna’s. Rosa and Marissa are the only ones. Well… There are Rosa’s and Marissa’s mate, but I’d rather not think about that.” Thomas said. They all shared a quit moment and Sarah chose that moment to step in.
“Hey. Anybody wanna tell me how I reacted to Rosa?” she said softly and drew automatically stood up. The chair screeched against the floor and Thomas’ eyes widened.
“Drew, trust me. I don’t know what she told you, but this will not end the way you wish it to. You have to see it from her s-“
“I’ve seen it from every side possible. And if what she said is true, I won’t have long to tell her.” Drew said to Thomas then looked to her.
“I’m the rogue that killed your father.” Chapter 7

She stayed completely still for a couple minutes. Only blinking and breathing, her wolf whimpered inside her as anger swirled around in there. Her brows crinkled in confusion and she shook her head, taking a step back. She opened and closed her mouth, not knowing how to respond to that.
“You’ve stunned her.” Molly groaned and hid her head in her arms.
“I’m- I’m sorry. What?” She said after a while and Drew sighed and closed his eyes.
“Your father knew lots of things. He knew things were going to happen before they happened, he knew people before he ever saw them before. That’s because your father was a very powerful, very rare type of werewolf. He was a seer, a person of great gifts. One of them happened to be seeing the future. He knew I was your mate, before either of us knew. When he came across my path he said that I was a filthy rogue, I would never be worthy enough to have his daughters hand. That she would hate me, I would die alone because of her hatred. My wolf, she lost it. He didn’t know us, we’d never killed anyone, we were anti- rogues, even though we were rogues. We attacked him, he fought a good fight but he wasn’t strong enough. He died with a sick little smile on his face, knowing that he’d won. You would hate me forever, not only because I was a rogue, but because I’d killed your father. I wasn’t planning on telling you, you’d already hated me enough. Last night, I had the strangest dream where the Moon Goddess told me to confess to you. She said you would be able to-“ he was cut off when she let out a shrill cry and pounced on him. She wrapped her legs around his stomach and punched him in the face repeatedly.
“You stupid, stupid mutt!! He was my father!! My own flesh and blood and you tore him away from me!! I’m going to kill you, you fucking douchebag, asshole piece of shit!!!” She yelled as she punched and scratched him. Thomas and Jebediah reached around her waist to pull her off but she only swung at them, then went back to mutilating her mate. She had tears streaming down her face at her anger but she kept on doing.
“Stop it!! Save your anger!!” A small voice said and her hand stilled.

“Get off of him, and take a run through the woods. Calm your mind, it helps.” Another voice said, this one was more mature. She got off him slowly and with clenched fists. She was angry at herself for following an unknown persons rules, but she still did them. She shifted into her wolf and ran all of her anger and misery out. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before, her wolf thought lowly, you weren’t ready to be told yet, apparently Mother Moon had another plan. She growled and shut him away from her, all this time… he knew! Yet he still defended the little bitch. She stopped running and snarled viciously. He took her virginity!! The man who killed her father took her virginity!!! He is your mate, the person you saved it for,her wolf thought to her defensively. You shut the fuck up!! You didn’t protect me, he killed my father! She thought back to him and he growled at her, she snarled back at him and he stood down. I am so sick and fucking tired of everybody thinking they know what’s best for me! I need my father, I love my father!! How dare you act as if I’m just being some sort of brat!! Just… leave me the hell alone for the rest of the night!

She yelled at him and he whimpered in his little hole in the back of her mind. She ran until the sun came up and by then she was unbelievably tired. She slinked back to the pack house and changed into her human form. Her body was sore as hell but she continued to walk into the house. Drew immediately stood up and looked at her. She felt bad when she saw the scratches and bruises on his face, but then her father’s smile popped in her face. He killed your father, he killed your father, he killed your father. She looked away from his face and stormed past him and up the stairs. Luna and Marissa sat by her door, their faces taut and serious.
“You know if you don’t do as she asks, she gets pissed. When she get’s pissed she takes it out on us. She’s been in our head all day. Quite frankly, it’s pissing me off. Do you know what happens when I get pissed off?” Marissa’s eyes swirled red and her nose crinkled in anger.
“The people around me suffer.” She growled and in a flash she had Sarah pinned against the wall by her throat.
“Mother Moon herself told you to forgive and forget, yet you still ignore her commands. Are you asking for a death wish?” She growled and Sarah’s anger flared in her. With a grunt she wrapped her hand in Sarah’s hair and grabbed a fistful of it. She yanked it and Marissa pulled away from her, she used her other hand to grab her throat and lift her up in there. She shouldn’t be this strong, even with the werewolf strength, but she didn’t care she was pissed. Marissa’s eyes turned a violent shade of red and she smiled, showing sharpened canines.
“Oh, you wanna bring you powers out to play? Let’s play.” She growled and wrapped her legs around Sarah’s throat, her nails scratched against Sarah’s back and she let out a laugh when Sarah howled in pain. Sarah ran into the wall opposite her, enjoying Marissa’s small grunt of pain. Sarah lifted her arms and pushed Marissa off of her.
“You don’t wanna play the games I play.” Sarah growled and stomped on Marissa’s stomach. She didn’t even have time to shriek in rage before a small mouth wrapped around her neck and bit down hard.
“Two against one isn’t a fair fight, now is it Luna’s?” She asked and took the child off her back. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes.
“I don’t fight pups.” She said and put the small child on her butt. Her sneaky eyes glowed red and she wore a small little smirk.
“Because you’re weak, but don’t worry. Once you spend enough time with us, you’ll grow a spine.” A small voice said and Sarah crinkled her brow.

“Is that you speaking to me?” She asked Rosa and the little child rolled her small eyes.
“Duh, who else would it be? Oprah?” she asked and Marissa laughed under her foot.

“You sound nothing like Oprah, try Doctor Phil with that country accent of yours.” She said lightly and Luna scrunched her little nose up.
“You’ve got the same accent, and if anything I’m like a skinny Paula Deen.” The small child said, lifting her nose up in the air. Sarah giggled at that.

“Nah, just regular Paula with that tummy of yours.” She remarked and they all laughed.
“Welcome to the Luna club, Sarah. Where the hugs are few, and the insults are plenty. I think you’ll fit right in.” Marissa said, moving her foot from off her and flipping up.
“Ooh, bravo. You used your legs for once, clap, clap, clap, clap, clap.” Rosa said snobbishly and Sarah snickered quietly. Marissa narrowed her eyes and Sarah smiled. She was gonna like it in this club, even though she wasn’t a Luna.

Her side hurt from her laughing so much. She hadn’t gone back down stairs since her run and she was feeling at peace. She’d thrown on some sweat shorts and thin tank top and holed up in her room. Marissa and Luna made good company, they had a dark sense of humor that Sarah loved about them. She knew she would have to go downstairs soon, she was just fighting it off.
“Ok girlie, can’t avoid him any longer. I’d say his wolf has put him through hell enough. Oh damn! That’s what I forgot to ask her!” Marissa yelled and slapped her hand on her forehead.
“Don’t worry I asked her, she said she had to give them cross gender wolves, so she wouldn’t forget to mate the. Apparently they’re special.” Rosa sneered and Marissa snickered at Sarah’s confused expression.

“Looney over here doesn’t like the Moon Goddess. She says she’s just all smoke and