Damaged Beyond Repair by Kashmira Kamat (KittyKash) (ebook reader below 3000 .txt) 📖
- Author: Kashmira Kamat (KittyKash)
- Serie: «Damaged Beyond Repair»
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I shut the ward room door behind me and settled down in the desk chair. The irregular breathing began to take pace, my hands began shaking. I was in urgent need of something. A drink would probably solve everything but it wasn't like I could find a bottle of Jack in an asylum. My hands traveled to my hair as I caught a fistful. I grabbed for the pencil out of the holder, positioned my hand over the desk and spread my fingers. With slow motions, I hit the open spaces between the fingers with the pencil.
One, two, three, four, five and back.
I repeated this over and over, the pace of the hand moved faster in perfect sync with my breathing. I let out an irritated growl as I shoved everything off the desk in one swift motion. I had to get it under control before it got out of hands, besides those fucks kept the rooms under surveillance which also increased my opportunities of customary screw ups.
I didn't need to give them a chance to raise a finger or tag me as bat-shit crazy before I even had time to pull myself together. I remained seated and let the tears flow and who said a man never cried? I could cry here without any hindrance from anyone and become fancy-free. Minnie didn't have to see her daddy crying. Facing my demons head-on was going to be an even greater adversary than I thought because this time I didn't have Alana or Minnie to keep me down. I was all alone. How would the story turn out if the villain of the story is the hero himself? Before I had any more time to remain preoccupied, the medication kicked in and I dozed off.
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