Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (top fiction books of all time .txt) 📖

The 2 am came really fast and my phone vibrated. I picked it up from the night stand and read the message. 'Come.' With a heavy heart I lift his head, hand and leg off of my body. His hands search for me and I instantly put a pillow infront of his hand. He nuzzles himself to the pillow and I stand before him. I bend down and peck his forehead.

"I will have a baby boy or girl in my arms coaxing him/her to stop their crying and go to sleep and you will be making funny faces to help me. We would both will be sleepy as it will be midnight. I will order you to bring something to stop his/her crying, you being annoyed will call one of the maids to do something"

I turn and come out of the room. My heart squeezes in pain as the memories of us flood in my brain. From our childhood till our wedding. I put my palm infront of my mouth to restrict my voice. I start running towards the backdoor.

Yes I promise you vihaan that I would never leave you. I would be their with you like how your shadow lives with you.

I would never leave you vihaan.

I love you vihaan forever.

As soon as I get out of the room I get engulfed in a hug. "Ahhhhhh." I shout and nuzzle my face in the familiar warmth of my brother.

"It's okay Disha."

"It's hu-hurting Bhai. It's hurting."

I promise you vihaan.

I feel been lifted but I don't remove my face from his neck. I push myself more to him to get the assurance or comfort but the only thing I get is the warmth.

"Bhai do tell.....do tell vihaan that I forgive him and...." I gulp and fight back the sob " I love him and it would never change."

"I will."

As he takes me away from the mansion my gaze falls on the garden. The garden where we trio used to play. Immediately I push my face in his neck and close my eyes.

We reach my home. My heart again squeezes realising that I would never be able to see mummy and dad.

"Go and see them but don't make noise." Bhai says and I nod in assurance.

I think I did a great mistake by letting vihaan into her life during childhood. Ahh I wish I was not friends with Raj then my daughter would have been daddy's princess and not Vihaan's princess.

I open their door and come in. It takes me few minutes to get comfortable with the darkness. As soon as my eyes gets comfortable with the darkness they fall on their sleeping figure. I kiss their both cheeks.

I am sorry sweetie. I wish I could have spend more time with you. I and your dad were always busy with our work and I am sorry for it.

"Now I am sorry mom and dad. I wish....I wish I could get more time to spend with you both. Please do forgive me. I know dad that you would understand me and please....please try to get mummy also to understand." I whisper.

"Let's go Disha. We don't have time." Bhai whisper shouts from behind. I stand up and touch their feet for blessings and I still as I see dad stir. We both get out and take a breath of relief.

The whole ride to god knows where I was lost. Lost in the memories of past.

We would be together for forever.

No vihaan we could not be together. We could not. Again a sob escapes me.

"Bhai why do it have to turn like this. Is their really not happily ever after? I love him but....but I can't live with him Bhai. I wish I would have never been pregnant or I could have known earlier that I was pregnant then nothing like this could have happened."

My body jerks forward as he press the break suddenly.

"You were pregnant." He shouts. I nod. Didn't he knew?

"That motherf***Ker. What did he do Disha?"

"He.....he got me abortion without me....me knowing."

"And he called this a petty fight. You are doing right thing Disha." With that he again starts the car. I don't say anything as my mind is not thinking properly.

In a few minutes we reach the airport. We board the plane I got to knew that we are going to Dehradun. In a blink I find myself in a small town of Dehradun malidhar. Without saying anything I just lay in the bed which Bhai has prepared for me.

We would be together forever.

A mocking laugh escapes me. There is never a happily ever after.
 

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