My Journal by Catalina (best smutty novels .txt) 📖

that blonde cheerleader!” I shouted remembering the events of last night.

“No it’s not like that, I saw the whole thing.” He said

“Then please explain to me why Andy would do that to his so called mate?” I asked.

“After the cheerleader, whose name is Tori, if you were interested, said that little statement she kissed Andy. He then pulled away immediately and slapped her. He called her a whore and admitted he loved you to at least half the school. That’s when he caught my eye and I looked at him and then ran after you but you were too far ahead of me and I didn’t want to show off in front of normal people.”

“So he really does love me and I’m not a crazy little teenager?” I asked still a little unsure.

Then I heard the bell rang I ran to class and saw Andy. His head was in his arms looking down at the desk. I sat down next to him not saying anything. I never know what to say. That’s when I heard Andy’s voice.

“So do you forgive me?” He asked with his sexy half smirk raising his arm stretching.

I smiled and nodded my head.

He then kissed me. I didn’t know what to do, he was my first kiss, and then I started kissing back. I guess I did know what to do but was just panicking. He licked my bottom lip for entrance but I didn’t grant it. I pulled away.

“You have to take me on a date first so we can actually get to know each other” I whispered to him.

Then I saw Andrew looking at me. I winked at him letting know everything was okay. Then the bell ring. All three of us were walking down the hall to our next class. Me hand in hand with Andy, and Andrew hand in hand with Megan. Megan was Andrew’s girlfriend, he still hasn’t found his mate but I”m going to find him his. They kissed goodbye and me and Andy walked into class laughing and smiling at each other. That class went by quickly and so did the rest of the day.

I found myself in my bed talking to Andy on the phone.

“Okay, I’ll meet you there tomorrow and is it okay if I bring Andrew? I asked.

“Anything you want babe” Gaahh he called me babe again. I giggle and told him goodnight and he hung up the phone.

*beep* *beep*

I woke up did my normal routine and walked to school with Andy on my mind. I got to my first class, smiled at Andrew and Andy then sat down. Andy and I were just confirming our little get together after school and I started doing the worksheets. The entire day went by really fast and before I knew it I was at ihop with Andrew and Andy. I chose this place because I love pancakes and ihop. We took our seat when I saw Andrew with lust in his eyes. I looked to see who he was staring at. It was a waiter with short black hair and bright green eyes. I then looked at Andy and smiled. We started kissing, that’s when the waiter cleared his throat while staring at Andrew asking for our drinks. I ordered sweet tea while Andy ordered Pepsi and Andrew ordered Sprite.

“So Mr. Vampire how was your day?”I asked Andy.

“How…how’d you know?” He asked shocked.

“Andrew told me he’s a lycan”

Just then the waiter came back. I cleared my throat and asked him, “Can I have your number?”

“Umm sure, but only if you give it to …”

“Andrew, Andrew Jefferson” Andrew interrupted him shaking his hand.

I smiled and he wrote down his number. I knew this was Andrew’s mate. Even if it was a guy. Andrew didn’t seem to mind that his mate was a guy. Just that he found one. I was so happy for him.

“Wait! Andrews a lycan? What does that make you? A werewolf?” Andy started freaking out.

“Calm down hun.” I told him.

“Calm down? You want me to calm down? How about no, ill see you later.” He said.

I felt my heart sank. It felt like he was rejecting me. I got up and followed him outside, but time I got there he was gone. I didn’t know what to do. I ran to my house, tears falling everywhere to point where my vision was blurry. I opened my door and ran to my room. I let my tears fall freely by now. I was about to fall asleep when I felt a buzzing in my back pocket. The caller ID read Andrew. I awnsered it.

“Hello?” I said.

“Hey I need to tell you about my day, maybe it will cheer you up.” He said.

Every sense Andrew got here we have been inseparable. We talked about anything and everything and had total trust in each other. I didn’t mind him wanting to tell me about his new found mate.

“Go ahead.” I told him.

“Okayy so after you went chasing Andy, Angello told me to walk him home sense he was off in about half an hour. I agreed and walked home with him. That’s when he explained he was from Texas and moved to Virginia because he was kicked out of his pack. He was still a lone wolf but I didn’t mind that. He was my mate and I accepted him. I asked him if he wanted to join our pack and become an alpha with me. He agreed and by then we were at his house. He had a beautiful brick house that looked well maintained. It looked a lot like your actually except it was only a one story house. Anyway, before he left me he gave me a kiss on my cheek and I felt my legs go like jello. I asked him if I could meet him at school but he said no. He said he wants to keep his reputation as a foot team captain. Tomorrow I’m going to try out for football.” He said explaining what had happened.

“Well congratulations, I think my mate just rejected me and I feel like shit. I don’t know if I’m going to school tomorrow.” I told him.

“Yes you are going to school and showing him you don’t need him. “ Andrew said.

“Okayy but I need my beauty sleep.” I told him laughing.

“Night night sleep tight.” He said.

*beep* *beep*

I woke up with red puffy eyes because I had been crying all night. That’s when I heard a tapping on my window. I looked and saw Andy.

“Let me in babe?” He asked..

As much as I wanted to I didn’t. I walked into the bathroom and took a shower. I came out with just a towel on and saw Andy on my bed.

“Get out I’m changing!” I shouted while lifting my arms up pointing to the door.

That’s when I saw his eyes go wide with lust. I looked to see what he was staring at and I was naked. My whole body naked in front of my mate. I thought. I picked up my towel from the floor wrapped it back around my body.

“Please get out so I can change.” I said with an embarrassed tone.

He finally walked out and I got changed. I walked out of my bedroom door ignoring Andy and walked to school. That’s when I saw Andrew walking alone with tears about to break in his eyes.

“Who am I punching?” I asked him.

He smiled and responded, “No one, it’s just a little jealousy, like when you got jealous of Andy.”

“Oh.” I said.

Andrew and I walked to class together and sat down. Nothing happened. Before I knew it, the lunch bell was ringing and I entered the cafeteria, only to be greeted by Andy kissing another girl. I saw that, dropped my empty tray and ran. I didn’t want to go home so I ran to the forest right next to my school. That’s when I saw my dad. He was in human form, with other humans. Then he gave an order. I wondered why was he giving orders when Andrew was the alpha. Then I thought what if this was a whole other pack. That would be the only explanation. Then he saw me. He looked right into my eyes and then whispered to his friend. They all looked at me. I wanted to run but I couldn’t.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” They all shouted.

I ran to my dad letting the tears out.

“Whats wrong hunny?” He asked

“It…its my….mate” I said between cries.

“What happened?”

“Well yesterday we went to ihop with Andrew and Andy, that’s his name. I told Andy I knew he was a vampire and he asked how he knew. I told him its because Andrew was a lycan and Andy flipped out and ran out the doors. I tried chasing him but he was gone. I felt like he rejected me. I was crying all night last night and then this morning Andy showed up in my room. I told him to get out and then I walked to school ignoring him. I was ignoring him for the rest of the day and when I wasked into the lunch room Andy was….” I broke into tears again.

“He was what?” my father insisted.

“He wsa kissing another girl, her name was Tori, they were going out before and I thought they broke up but apparently they haven’t.” I said.

Then I blacked out.

*beep* *beep* *beep*

I kept hearing my alarm go off. Only it wasn’t my alarm, It was a hospital bed. I lifted my head up and Andy was there. Of all people why did he have to be there? I asked myself.

“Can you go get Andrew?” I asked him.

All he did was nod and a few moments later Andrew ran into the door. Soon after, Angello was there. I smiled at the thought of them being together. They didn’t make a bad couple.

“There is so much I have to tell you.” Andrew said with a smile on his face, “but first, I need to tell you about what happened to you. You probably want to know why you blacked out. Its because you need blood, but the doctor doesn’t know that. On top of the vampire transformation, your werewolf transformation his happening.” He said with concern in his eyes.

“So I’m a hybrid of the two?” I asked.

“Well, yes, basically but if your body cant handle the transformations on top of each other, well lets just say bad things will happen.”

I knew what he meant.

“Can I talk to Andy? Alone please?” I asked Andrew.

He nodded and got Andy.

Andy walked in, I looked him up and down, He was wearing his favorite vans, followed by his black skinny jeans, an asking Alexandria shirt, his hazel eyes that looked almost green now, all topped off my his sexy black hair that he flipped. He saw me looking at him and smiling and he smiled back. Then I remembered Tori.

“What’s your relationship with Tori?” I asked

“Well you see, I know we are meant to be mates but, I honestly don’t want a werewolf as my mate” He said with no sympathy.

I started tearing up. Before I knew it the tears were coming down like rivers.

“I want to be mates with a beautiful girl, who is one in a million, and can make me smile by looking at her.”

I couldn’t hold back, all my tears fell and before I knew it Andy’s lips came crashing onto mine. After some confusion I couldn’t fight him anymore. I gave in and started kissing him. He licked my bottom lip and I let him explore my mouth