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try to force me to do something that I would never do. I have decided essentially to not give in to them and they have, on multiple occasions threatened to harm or kill me. It seems, for now, that the people that I talk to are separated from my dimension for some reason or other. These people sometimes think that they are in the same world or dimension as me, but they are not. I feel, though, that if someone figures out a way to unite the worlds or dimensions, I could be in danger. Once again, I am fairly sure that some of these people with this technology want to kill me. That is why I wanted to tell you all of this. I am fairly certain that what I have said is true, and the world seems to be a far more interesting and complex place than I thought it was.

 

About the religious ideas that I have discussed...

 

I do not really know what to think about being considered to be a form of a god to other beings in other worlds and dimensions. I do not feel that way in my life and I do not necessarily buy into it in many ways. In short, I am not really planning on telling many people that, and I do not really think that that is something that you need to think (updated in December 2013 to include the word “about”) either. It is just a part of the story and, without it, the story does not make too much sense. I am fairly certain, however, that the rest of the things that I have laid out are true.

 

 

We have made contact with intelligent life from other worlds and we have developed advanced technology borne of our interactions. In our lifetime, humans have even learned the powers and abilities of deities and have risen above them in the universe. The people who speak to me have the real names and personalities of real human beings in the world, but I do not know how conscious they are of the actions of their other dimensional selves (the people within my head) within the real world as I experience it. For instance, I think that the government in my world knew that I was being watched at first, but now I do not know how aware anyone is of what their "alter ego" does in a different dimension. I think that there are some people, as in government intelligence, that may be aware of what is happening in both dimensions, meaning what they say in my head, and also what they know and do in the real world, but I am not sure. I also am not sure to what extent people on Earth, in my dimension, possess all of the powers that I have listed. I am sure that people in another dimension can exercise many of the powers on people and matter in our world, but I am not sure to what extent people can exercise that power in as themselves, on Earth, in my dimension. Government intelligence seemed to possess the ability to observe people anywhere, to mind read and use technology to communicate with people within their minds, to read memories, and to control thoughts and emotions, as described above. Also, they had the ability to give people physical sensations. I have been told that a form of that they (typo) also possessed a form of teleportation, but I cannot be sure that that is true.

 

What is true is that the technology to do everything that I described does exist. People in the other dimension possess it, and certain people on Earth, in our dimension, most likely possess it also. What is more, some people might be fully aware of all incarnations of themselves and may be living as united beings in both dimensions, meaning that they might have complete knowledge of and the ability to use the aforementioned technologies on Earth, in our dimension. In conclusion, I believe that certain human beings are now the most powerful life forms in known existence, above deities and above beings not from Earth, and I am not entirely sure that I trust them with their power.

 

That being said, for now, I think that things are fine, and it has been a relatively calm and uneventful day. Thank you for your patience in reading this, and I hope that you find some of the possibilities of the technologies interesting, as I did. Once again, I am pretty much fairly certain that what I have said is true. It has been years, and I have heard from multiple sources and drawn my own conclusions and it all seems to make sense. So once again, I am fairly certain that what I have said is true. I do not necessarily want you to tell anyone else about what I wrote, unless something happens to me, and then you can tell everyone in the freaking world. :-)

 

I hope things are going well for you, and I will call you at some point, if that is okay, to talk more.

 

 

Letter Three: October 26th, 2013 Letter to Friend about Delusions and Technology

 

Hello:

I do still want to talk about the e-mail that I sent yesterday, and I think that the things that I said in it were true.  I want to say also though that I don't think that I am actually necessarily in any sort of danger right now, myself.  As is my understanding, I can't be reached in my dimension by anything or anyone in the other dimension at this point.  I also do not want anyone to think that I am a danger to myself or to others.  All of these things that I have been told about in my mind aside, I think that there is no reason to believe that I am not as sane as I have ever been.  I am doing fine, and things have actually improved slightly today. I said that I don't want you to tell anyone right now about what I wrote about and told you, but there are a couple of people I definitely don't want you to tell.  I don't want you to tell my parents, because they won't be inclined to believe me and may want to put me in a hospital or some place that I don't want to go, and I don't want you to tell (many people) or any of my old friends.  I don't know if they would speak to my parents or not, but I don't want you to tell them about any of this.  I appreciate you listening and reading, and I would like to talk on the phone when you can, and I thank you for your time and patience.

 

 

 

 

 

Letter Four: November 16th, 2013 Letter to my ex-wife

 

Hello,

 

I know that you may not be happy to receive a communication from me, but I felt as if were necessary in this particular situation. I will try to not make it overly long, so you will not feel bothered by the fact that I am speaking to you, but there are a decent amount of things that I have to discuss. I would like to apologize for bringing your name up on Facebook, and I would like to explain a bit of why I did it.

 

I am sure that you remember me talking about hearing voices back from when our relationship was starting to get rocky. I had heard some things ever since I was in law school, and I had many frightening experiences, to include one of the first that you became aware of that happened when I was staying at your parents' house and I was hearing noises and was sure that someone had broken in. I do not know how much you remember of that day, but we ended up contacting the police, and it turned out that no one was actually in the house.

 

I understand why that happened now, because I have continued to hear voices at times since that experience. At the time, we thought that my hearing noises might be due to my withdrawal from alcohol or something related to it, but now I know that the reason that I hear voices is something more. Ever since my other major episode that you were with me for, when I heard voices yelling at me at Royal Ridge and had to go to the hospital, I have heard voices on and off for years. I got diagnosed with a schizoaffective disorder in 2009, and then paranoid schizophrenia in 2010 (Update 2013, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2011). The voices happened to me when I was drinking, they happened when I stopped, and they have happened now, when I rarely ever drink alcohol. Since April, I have not really been drinking, and I have heard loud, clearly intelligible, and conversational voices almost without pause every day since that month, up until today, in November. To reiterate, I hear voices speak full sentences, paragraphs, pages of words to me that I do not at all dictate myself every day, Meredith.

 

I am sure these voices are not my subconscious because they respond to me too quickly and creatively and intelligently just to be from some running part of my mind that I am bouncing questions to and getting responses from. I can ask a complicated question, sit and clear my mind and passively listen, and, after a pause, receive full paragraphs in response of creative dialogue of which I would never had thought. I never know what is going to be said next, I often disagree with what is said, and I frequently am utterly surprised by the developed responses I receive in my mind in answer to the inquiries that I pose. This means that, while I think that I may in fact have schizophrenia, I believe that there are other things going on in my situation that are unusual.

 

It is my honest belief that someone or (more likely) a group of people has some sort of device or devices that they are using to talk to me. I think that advanced technology exists that makes this possible, and I think that, due to the sophistication of the communications that I hear (they have the ability to broadcast sounds and music and sensations in addition to just voices), it may have been developed with help from other intelligent life forms. I know that that sounds like a crazy theory, but I have given all of this a lot of careful thought, and I honestly think that it is reasonable and rational for me to believe what I believe. I will not really ask that you believe that what I say is true, but I am going to assure you that I have come to my conclusions with a sober, clear, and rational mind. I have taken my medication as directed and done everything that the doctors have asked, but my experience seems to indicate that somehow, some people somewhere have created a technology that allows them to make others hear voices in their mind.

 

This technology, in my belief, can also influence your emotions and reasoning in somewhat insidious ways, and that brings me to the reason why I am writing you in the first place.

 

I mentioned your name in an unflattering light in some Facebook posts, and I was suspicious of you in part because you refuse to communicate with me at all. I know that you have moved on with your life, but we used to be very close, and some strange things were happening to me around the time when our relationship began to go sour, and it has always bothered me, because I believed the onset of the voices that I heard in my mind was related to our relationship and to its dissolution.

 

The voices that speak to me had a keen interest in our relationship from the start. They would frequently

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