SPECCHLESS FEELINGS by MORDHWAJ TIWARI (red white and royal blue hardcover txt) 📖

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Voiceless Feelings

 

Heart sounds faster than mouth

 

2/18/2020

 

By- Mordhwaj Tiwari

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Title book: speechless feelings

Author book: mordhwaj tiwari

 

© 2020, mordhwaj tiwari

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                                                                                      VOICELESS FEELINGS                                                                                          

 

A BOY loved a GIRL very deeply, but the GIRL didn’t love him, rather she thought that BOY was her one of the good friends. The BOY always tried to love her and cared about her feelings… The BOY got hurt or felt jealous if she gave any importance to any other BOY. Initially he spoke rudely to the GIRL and didn't talk with other BOYs as I got hurt. The GIRL had no fault as she thought him only friends, nothing more. But there is a fault in the case of that BOY as he thought herself as her girlfriend. Every-day the BOY hurt her and scolded her why she talked with others and ignored him. But fault was on the BOY as he was quite possessive.

One day the GIRL asked the BOY…

GIRL: Why are so possessive about me? I am not your Girlfriend or wife… So why you feel jealous if I will talk with any other boy?.

BOY: Sorry… I don’t mean to hurt you…But I feel something for you which I can’t express.

GIRL: I know what you feel for me… Even I know why you get jealous?

BOY: (having a smile) Could I speak something to you?

GIRL: No, don’t do that, I don’t feel for you what you feel for me…

BOY: Please let me speak what my heart feels for you…I will be happy…You just say negative no doubt but please let me speak…

GIRL: Why are you trying to hurt yourself? I know if I said “no” you must be hurt deeply… So please don’t… I don’t want to hurt you…

BOY: (Tears in his eyes) I will be not hurt… but please let me propose to you at least only once…

GIRL: No, not at all…

BOY: I don’t want to lose you… I want to live with you forever…

GIRL: Ok, We are friends and I promise you to live with you forever…

BOY: (weeping out his tears) Ok fine…

Then after some days the BOY had to go searching for a job outside… He had gone by a bus and unfortunately the bus had broken down…The BOY had known about it and was sure about the result… The BOY tried a lot to connect with the GIRL through the call…He wished to god for the last wish of happiness…Finally after sometimes the call is connected to that GIRL…

GIRL: Hello…

BOY: Hello…How are u?

GIRL: I am fine…How are you and how is at home?

BOY: Leave all these things. I have very little time and I want to tell you something…

GIRL: What?

BOY: I love you… yeah I love you…. I can’t live without you… You are my princess whom I don’t want to lose…

GIRL: (having some feeling with the words of the BOY) Why did you say that? I know what I am? I am not so beautiful, I use hard words for you sometimes, while talking I don’t give you respect…

BOY: I don’t why but I still love you…Love doesn’t need a reason why we fall in love with someone? Love gives eyes to see perfection and imperfection…I promise you I will not irritate or disturb you further… But please be happy though if I will not be present with you at any moment…This is my feeling which tends me to do like this…

The phone had cut and the bus had struck a huge tree… The BOY had died and his phone fell under the seat…

GIRL: (Tries to call several times to the BOY) What a nonsense network? Why is the call  not connected?…(Tears in her eyes… Full of emotions and feelings towards the BOY)…

Suddenly she found the BOY coming nearer her… He was right now in her room and the girl was surprised…

GIRL: Where you have gone and you know how much I miss you? When your phone had cut I was in tension… Could you feel my pain? I don’t want to lose you pagal…(Tears in her eyes)

BOY: Please don’t cry… Hey sweetheart don’t cry… I still love you… I come here to see you smiling and you are crying?…not fair… just make a smile….

GIRL: (Smiled… and Tries to hug the BOY) I love you…

The BOY vanishes…She tried to find out the BOY but could not get him… She thought that maybe it was a dream…

But the next day she found that there was a bus accident and 60 people had died on this… She had called the BOY’s home and found that the BOY was no more…

Tears came to her eyes… and she was speechless….

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Publication Date: 04-21-2020

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Dedication:
Heart sounds faster than mouth