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“Been in the service ten years,” he said. “I’ve got a mother living with my brother somewhere down in York State. I’ve sort of lost track of them. Haven’t seen ‘em in five years.”

Billy was looking at him steadily. Slowly he rose to his feet, lifted his manacled hands, and turned down the light.

“Hurts my eyes,” he said, and he laughed frankly as he caught the suspicious glint in Brokaw’s eyes. He seated himself again, and leaned over toward the other. “I haven’t talked to a white man for three months,” he added, a little hesitatingly. “I’ve been hiding—close. I had a dog for a time, and he died, an’ I didn’t dare go hunting for another. I knew you fellows were pretty close after me. But I wanted to get enough fur to take me to South America. Had it all planned, an’ SHE was going to join me there—with the kid. Understand? If you’d kept away another month—”

There was a husky break in his voice, and he coughed to clear it.

“You don’t mind if I talk, do you—about her, an’ the kid? I’ve got to do it, or bust, or go mad. I’ve got to because—to-day—she was twenty-four—at ten o’clock in the morning—an’ it’s our wedding day—”

The half gloom hid from Brokaw what was in the other’s face. And then Billy laughed almost joyously. “Say, but she’s been a true little pardner,” he whispered proudly, as there came a lull in the storm. “She was just born for me, an’ everything seemed to happen on her birthday, an’ that’s why I can’t be downhearted even NOW. It’s her birthday? you see, an’ this morning, before you came, I was just that happy that I set a plate for her at the table, an’ put her picture and a curl of her hair beside it—set the picture up so it was looking at me—an’ we had breakfast together. Look here—”

He moved to the table, with Brokaw watching him like a cat, and brought something back with him, wrapped in a soft piece of buckskin. He unfolded the buckskin tenderly, and drew forth a long curl that rippled a dull red and gold in the lamp-glow, and then he handed a photograph to Brokaw.

“That’s her!” he whispered.

Brokaw turned so that the light fell on the picture. A sweet, girlish face smiled at him from out of a wealth of flowing, disheveled curls.

“She had it taken that way just for me,” explained Billy, with the enthusiasm of a boy in his voice. “She’s always wore her hair in curls—an’ a braid—for me, when we’re home. I love it that way. Guess I may be silly but I’ll tell you why. THAT was down in York State, too. She lived in a cottage, all grown over with honeysuckle an’ morning glory, with green hills and valleys all about it—and the old apple orchard just behind. That day we were in the orchard, all red an’ white with bloom, and she dared me to a race. I let her beat me, and when I came up she stood under one of the trees, her cheeks like the pink blossoms, and her hair all tumbled about her like an armful of gold, shaking the loose apple blossoms down on her head. I forgot everything then, and I didn’t stop until I had her in my arms, an’—an’ she’s been my little pardner ever since. After the baby came we moved up into Canada, where I had a good chance in a new mining town. An’ then—” A furious blast of the storm sent the overhanging spruce tops smashing against the top of the cabin. Straight overhead the wind shrieked almost like human voices, and the one window rattled as though it were shaken by human hands. The lamp had been burning lower and lower. It began to flicker now, the quick sputter of the wick lost in the noise of the gale. Then it went out. Brokaw leaned over and opened the door of the big box stove, and the red glow of the fire took the place of the lamplight. He leaned back and relighted his pipe, eyeing Billy. The sudden blast, the going out of the light, the opening of the stove door, had all happened in a minute, but the interval was long enough to bring a change in Billy’s voice. It was cold and hard when he continued. He leaned over toward Brokaw, and the boyishness had gone from his face.

“Of course, I can’t expect you to have any sympathy for this other business, Brokaw,” he went on. “Sympathy isn’t in your line, an’ you wouldn’t be the big man you are in the service if you had it. But I’d like to know what YOU would have done. We were up there six months, and we’d both grown to love the big woods, and she was growing prettier and happier every day—when Thorne, the new superintendent, came up. One day she told me that she didn’t like Thorne, but I didn’t pay much attention to that, and laughed at her, and said he was a good fellow. After that I could see that something was worrying her, and pretty soon I couldn’t help from seeing what it was, and everything came out. It was Thorne. He was persecuting her. She hadn’t told me, because she knew it would make trouble and I’d lose my job. One afternoon I came home earlier than usual, and found her crying. She put her arms round my neck, and just cried it all out, with her face snuggled in my neck, and kissin’ me—”

Brokaw could see the cords in Billy’s neck. His manacled hands were clenched.

“What would you have done, Brokaw?” he asked huskily. “What if you had a wife, an’ she told you that another man had insulted her, and was forcing his attentions on her, and she asked you to give up your job and take her away? Would you have done it, Brokaw? No, you wouldn’t. You’d have hunted up the man. That’s what I did. He had been drinking—just enough to make him devilish, and he laughed at me—I didn’t mean to strike so hard.—But it happened. I killed him. I got away. She and the baby are down in the little cottage again—down in York State—an’ I know she’s awake this minute—our wedding day—thinking of me, an’ praying for me, and counting the days between now and spring. We were going to South America then.”

Brokaw rose to his feet, and put fresh wood into the stove.

“I guess it must be pretty hard,” he said, straightening himself. “But the law up here doesn’t take them things into account—not very much. It may let you off with manslaugher—ten or fifteen years. I hope it does. Let’s turn in.”

Billy stood up beside him. He went with Brokaw to a bunk built against the wall, and the sergeant drew a fine steel chain from his pocket. Billy lay down, his hands crossed over his breast, and Brokaw deftly fastened the chain about his ankles.

“And I suppose you think THIS is hard, too,” he added. “But I guess you’d do it if you were me. Ten years of this sort of work learns you not to take chances. If you want anything in the night just whistle.” It had been a hard day with Brokaw, and he slept soundly. For an hour Billy lay awake, thinking of home, and listening to the wail of the storm. Then he, too, fell into sleep—a restless, uneasy slumber filled with troubled visions. For a time there had come a lull in the storm, but now it broke over the cabin with increased fury. A hand seemed slapping at the window, threatening to break it. The spruce boughs moaned and twisted overhead, and a volley of wind and snow shot suddenly down the chimney, forcing open the stove door, so that a shaft of ruddy light cut like a red knife through the dense gloom of the cabin. In varying ways the sounds played a part in Billy’s dreams. In all those dreams, and segments of dreams, the girl—his wife—was present. Once they had gone for wild flowers and had been caught in a thunderstorm, and had run to an old and disused barn in the middle of a field for shelter. He was back in that barn again, with HER—and he could feel her trembling against him, and he was stroking her hair, as the thunder crashed over them and the lightning filled her eyes with fear. After that there came to him a vision of the early autumn nights when they had gone corn roasting, with other young people. He had always been afflicted with a slight nasal trouble, and smoke irritated him. It set him sneezing, and kept him dodging about the fire, and she had always laughed when the smoke persisted in following him about, like a young scamp of a boy bent on tormenting him. The smoke was unusually persistent tonight. He tossed in his bunk, and buried his face in the blanket that answered for a pillow. The smoke reached him even there, and he sneezed chokingly. In that instant the girl’s face disappeared. He sneezed again—and awoke.

A startled gasp broke from his lips, and the handcuffs about his wrists clanked as he raised his hands to his face. In that moment his dazed senses adjusted themselves. The cabin was full of smoke. It partly blinded him, but through it he could see tongues of fire shooting toward the ceiling. He could hear the crackling of burning pitch, and he yelled wildly to Brokaw. In an instant the sergeant was on his feet. He rushed to the table, where he had placed a pail of water the evening before, and Billy heard the hissing of the water as it struck the flaming wall.

“Never mind that,” he shouted. “The shack’s built of pitch cedar. We’ve got to get out!” Brokaw groped his way to him through the smoke and began fumbling at the chain about his ankles.

“I can’t—find—the key—” he gasped chokingly. “Here grab hold of me!”

He caught Billy under the arms and dragged him to the door. As he opened it the wind came in with a rush and behind them the whole cabin burst into a furnace of flame. Twenty yards from the cabin he dropped Billy in the snow, and ran back. In that seething room of smoke and fire was everything on which their lives depended, food, blankets, even their coats and caps and snowshoes. But he could go no farther than the door. He returned to Billy, found the key in his pocket, and freed him from the chain about his ankles. Billy stood up. As he looked at Brokaw the glass in the window broke and a sea of flame sprouted through. It lighted up their faces. The sergeant’s jaw was set hard. His leathery face was curiously white. He could not keep from shivering. There was a strange smile on Billy’s face, and a strange look in his eyes. Neither of the two men had undressed for sleep, but their coats, and caps, and heavy mittens were in the flames.

Billy rattled his handcuffs. Brokaw looked him squarely in the eyes.

“You ought to know this country,” he said. “What’ll we do?”

“The nearest post is sixty miles from here,” said Billy.

“I know that,” replied Brokaw. “And I know that Thoreau’s cabin is only twenty miles from here. There must be some trapper or Indian shack nearer than that. Is there?” In the red glare of the fire Billy smiled. His teeth gleamed at Brokaw. It was a lull of the wind, and he went close to Brokaw, and spoke quietly, his eyes shining more and more with that strange light that had