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“This is going to be a big sight easier than hanging, or going to jail for half my life, Brokaw—an’ you don’t think I’m going to be fool enough to miss the chance, do you? It ain’t hard to die of cold. I’ve almost been there once or twice. I told you last night why I couldn’t give up hope—that something good for me always came on her birthday, or near to it. An’ it’s come. It’s forty below, an’ we won’t live the day out. We ain’t got a mouthful of grub. We ain’t got clothes enough on to keep us from freezing inside the shanty, unless we had a fire. Last night I saw you fill your match bottle and put it in your coat pocket. Why, man, WE AIN’T EVEN GOT A MATCH!”

In his voice there was a thrill of triumph. Brokaw’s hands were clenched, as if some one had threatened to strike him.

“You mean—” he gasped.

“Just this,” interrupted Billy, and his voice was harder than Brokaw’s now. “The God you used to pray to when you was a kid has given me a choice, Brokaw, an’ I’m going to take it. If we stay by this fire, an’ keep it up, we won’t die of cold, but of starvation. We’ll be dead before we get half way to Thoreau’s. There’s an Indian shack that we could make, but you’ll never find it—not unless you unlock these irons and give me that revolver at your belt. Then I’ll take you over there as my prisoner. That’ll give me another chance for South America—an’ the kid an’ home.” Brokaw was buttoning the thick collar of his shirt close up about his neck. On his face, too, there came for a moment a grim and determined smile.

“Come on,” he said, “we’ll make Thoreau’s or die.”

“Sure,” said Billy, stepping quickly to his side. “I suppose I might lie down in the snow, an’ refuse to budge. I’d win my game then, wouldn’t I? But we’ll play it—on the square. It’s Thoreau’s, or die. And it’s up to you to find Thoreau’s.”

He looked back over his shoulder at the burning cabin as they entered the edge of the forest, and in the gray darkness that was preceding dawn he smiled to himself. Two miles to the south, in a thick swamp, was Indian Joe’s cabin. They could have made it easily. On their way to Thoreau’s they would pass within a mile of it. But Brokaw would never know. And they would never reach Thoreau’s. Billy knew that. He looked at the man hunter as he broke trail ahead of him—at the pugnacious hunch of his shoulders, his long stride, the determined clench of his hands, and wondered what the soul and the heart of a man like this must be, who in such an hour would not trade life for life. For almost three-quarters of an hour Brokaw did not utter a word. The storm had broke. Above the spruce tops the sky began to clear. Day came slowly. And it was growing steadily colder. The swing of Brokaw’a arms and shoulders kept the blood in them circulating, while Billy’s manacled wrists held a part of his body almost rigid. He knew that his hands were already frozen. His arms were numb, and when at last Brokaw paused for a moment on the edge of a frozen stream Billy thrust out his hands, and clanked the steel rings.

“It must be getting colder,” he said. “Look at that.”

The cold steel had seared his wrists like hot iron, and had pulled off patches of skin and flesh. Brokaw looked, and hunched his shoulders. His lips were blue. His cheeks, ears, and nose were frostbitten. There was a curious thickness in his voice when he spoke.

“Thoreau lives on this creek,” he said. “How much farther is it?”

“Fifteen or sixteen miles,” replied Billy. “You’ll last just about five, Brokaw. I won’t last that long unless you take these things off and give me the use of my arms.”

“To knock out my brains when I ain’t looking,” growled Brokaw. “I guess—before long—you’ll be willing to tell where the Indian’s shack is.” He kicked his way through a drift of snow to the smoother surface of the stream. There was a breath of wind in their faces, and Billy bowed his head to it. In the hours of his greatest loneliness and despair Billy had kept up his fighting spirit by thinking of pleasant things, and now, as he followed in Brokaw’s trail, he began to think of home. It was not hard for him to bring up visions of the girl wife who would probably never know how he had died. He forgot Brokaw. He followed in the trail mechanically, failing to notice that his captor’s pace was growing steadily slower, and that his own feet were dragging more and more like leaden weights. He was back among the old hills again, and the sun was shining, and he heard laughter and song. He saw Jeanne standing at the gate in front of the little white cottage, smiling at him, and waving Baby Jeanne’s tiny hand at him as he looked back over his shoulder from down the dusty road. His mind did not often travel as far as the mining camp, and he had completely forgotten it now. He no longer felt the sting and pain of the intense cold. It was Brokaw who brought him back into the reality of things. The sergeant stumbled and fell in a drift, and Billy fell over him. For a moment the two men sat half buried in the snow, looking at each other without speaking. Brokaw moved first. He rose to his feet with an effort. Billy made an attempt to follow him. After three efforts he gave it up, and blinked up into Brokaw’s face with a queer laugh. The laugh was almost soundless. There had come a change in Brokaw’s face. Its determination and confidence were gone. At last the iron mask of the Law was broken, and there shone through it something of the emotions and the brotherhood of man. He was fumbling in one of his pockets, and drew out the key to the handcuffs. It was a small key, and he held it between his stiffened fingers with diffic ulty. He knelt down beside Billy. The keyhole was filled with snow. It took a long time—ten minutes—before the key was fitted in and the lock clicked. He helped to tear off the cuffs. Billy felt no sensation as bits of skin and flesh came “with them. Brokaw gave him a hand, and assisted him to rise. For the first time he spoke.

“Guess you’ve got me beat, Billy,” he said.

“Where’s the Indian’s?”

He drew his revolver from its holster and tossed it in the snowdrift. The shadow of a smile passed grimly over his face. Billy looked about him. They had stopped where the frozen path of a smaller stream joined the creek. He raised one of his stiffened arms and pointed to it.

“Follow that creek—four miles—and you’ll come to Indian Joe’s shack,” he said.

“And a mile is just about our limit”

“Just about—your’s,” replied Billy. “I can’t make another half. If we had a fire—”

“IF—” wheezed Brokaw.

“If we had a fire,” continued Billy. “We could warm ourselves, an’ make the Indian’s shack easy, couldn’t we?”

Brokaw did not answer. He had turned toward the creek when one of Billy’s pulseless hands fell heavily on his arm.

“Look here, Brokaw.”

Brokaw turned. They looked into each other’s eyes.

“I guess mebby you’re a man, Brokaw,” said Billy quietly. “You’ve done what you thought was your duty. You’ve kept your word to th’ law, an’ I believe you’ll keep your word with me. If I say the word that’ll save us now will you go back to headquarters an’ report me dead?” For a full half minute their eyes did not waver.

Then Brokaw said:

“No.”

Billy dropped his hand. It was Brokaw’s hand that fell on his arm now.

“I can’t do that,” he said. “In ten years I ain’t run out the white flag once. It’s something that ain’t known in the service. There ain’t a coward in it, or a man who’s afraid to die. But I’ll play you square. I’ll wait until we’re both on our feet, again, and then I’ll give you twenty-four hours the start of me.”

Billy was smiling now. His hand reached out. Brokaw’s met it, and the two joined in a grip that their numb fingers scarcely felt.

“Do you know,” said Billy softly, “there’s been somethin’ runnin’ in my head ever since we left the burning cabin. It’s something my mother taught me: ‘Do unto others as you’d have others do unto you.’ I’m a d– fool, ain’t I? But I’m goin’ to try the experiment, Brokaw, an’ see what comes of it. I could drop in a snowdrift an’ let you go on—to die. Then I could save myself. But I’m going to take your word—an’ do the other thing. I’VE GOT A MATCH.”

“A MATCH!”

“Just one. I remember dropping it in my pants pocket yesterday when I was out on the trail. It’s in THIS pocket. Your hand is in better shape than mine. Get it.”

Life had leaped into Brokaw’s face. He thrust his hand into Billy’s pocket, staring at him as he fumbled, as if fearing that he had lied. When he drew his hand out the match was between his fingers.

“Ah!” he whispered excitedly.

“Don’t get nervous,” warned Billy. “It’s the only one.”

Brokaw’s eyes were searching the low timber along the shore. “There’s a birch tree,” he cried. “Hold it—while I gather a pile of bark!”

He gave the match to Billy, and staggered through the snow to the bank. Strip after strip of the loose bark he tore from the tree. Then he gathered it in a heap in the shelter of a low-hanging spruce, and added dry sticks, and still more bark, to it. When it was ready he stood with his hands in his pockets, and looked at Billy.

“If we had a stone, an’ a piece of paper—” he began.

Billy thrust a hand that felt like lifeless lead inside his shirt, and fumbled in a pocket he had made there. Brokaw watched him with red, eager eyes. The hand reappeared, and in it was the buckskin wrapped photograph he had seen the night before, Billy took off the buckskin. About the picture there was a bit of tissue paper. He gave this and the match to Brokaw.

“There’s a little gun-file in the pocket the match came from,” he said. “I had it mending a trapchain. You can scratch the match on that.”

He turned so that Brokaw could reach into the pocket, and the man hunter thrust in his hand. When he brought it forth he held the file. There was a smile on Billy’s frostbitten face as he held the picture for a moment under Brokaw’s eyes. Billy’s own hands had ruffled up the girl’s shining curls an instant before the picture was taken, and she was laughing at him when the camera clicked.

“It’s all up to her, Brokaw,” Billy said gently. “I told you that last night. It was she who woke me up before the fire got us. If you ever prayed—pray a little now. FOR SHE’S GOING TO STRIKE THAT MATCH!”

He still looked at the picture as Brokaw knelt beside the pile he had made. He heard the scratch of the match on the file, but his eyes did not turn. The living, breathing face of the most beautiful thing in the world was speaking to him from out of that picture. His mind was dazed. He swayed a little. He heard a