Author's e-books - Suicide. Page - 2
This is my collection of poems, all of them tell parts of my life, I have never before shared my poems so the is my first time. They have everything from depression and suicide to pain and abuse.
I think you should read this, it is very very very deep in detail and it is very depressing and as my boyfriend says its not normal. I hope that you enjoy this! Please comment and tell me what you think!
"Sami! Sam, don't do it! Sami, please!" I have never resented the distance separating us more than in this moment as I try to reach her through the webcam. "SAMI, COME BACK HERE NOW," I shriek, crying hysterically.
When the black-haired girl walks out of her bathroom and back into my sight, her look says it all; I know instantly it happened again. It's never hurt quite this much, though. This time, there's the heart-wrenching pain of knowing that I was right here, unable to do anything. And she did it on purpose. She knew it would hurt me.
She looks at me, expressionless. "I'm sorry," Sam whispers, closing the laptop as the tears stream down my face.
The words echo through my mind relentlessly.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
A short poem about suicide.
"the walls close in as
cold air touches my skin
I'm tired of the lies
trying to pretend
that I'm not dying
I fake a smile
luckily they don't care enough
to dial into my real emotions
they couldn't bare
the truth
if only they tried
pealing through my layers
to see the real me
then maybe
they would finally love me"
A little short story I made up. Short Fiction. About; A teenager wakes up from a scream next door and he goes to see what happened. Read to find out.
A short story about a woman who thinks she has all the answers. However in this story she discovers that love isn't as pointless as she thought.
“Between the lines of guilt and pain, you begin to wonder why you came...”
“Pray to God he hears you, and I pray to God he hears you...”
“I lost a friend, somewhere along in bitterness...”
We used to be the best of friends. In fact, we were practically joint by the hip.
That was until... she died.
She died...
She died...
And it was my entire fault.
I didn’t know How to Save a Life. And it was killing me inside. The guilt was overwhelming and I slowly slipped into depression.
Now it was I that needed saving...
And my Prince Charming came in the form of Austin Parks...
Jerry is a nerd, a loser, a nobody. He is invisible in his high school especially to his popular, beautiful next door neighbor Tiffany. Always being caught staring at her, Jerry is confronted by Tiffany bringing him his chance to talk to her face to face for the first time. Only if he would have known what a chance it would be.
This is my collection of poems, all of them tell parts of my life, I have never before shared my poems so the is my first time. They have everything from depression and suicide to pain and abuse.
I think you should read this, it is very very very deep in detail and it is very depressing and as my boyfriend says its not normal. I hope that you enjoy this! Please comment and tell me what you think!
"Sami! Sam, don't do it! Sami, please!" I have never resented the distance separating us more than in this moment as I try to reach her through the webcam. "SAMI, COME BACK HERE NOW," I shriek, crying hysterically.
When the black-haired girl walks out of her bathroom and back into my sight, her look says it all; I know instantly it happened again. It's never hurt quite this much, though. This time, there's the heart-wrenching pain of knowing that I was right here, unable to do anything. And she did it on purpose. She knew it would hurt me.
She looks at me, expressionless. "I'm sorry," Sam whispers, closing the laptop as the tears stream down my face.
The words echo through my mind relentlessly.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
A short poem about suicide.
"the walls close in as
cold air touches my skin
I'm tired of the lies
trying to pretend
that I'm not dying
I fake a smile
luckily they don't care enough
to dial into my real emotions
they couldn't bare
the truth
if only they tried
pealing through my layers
to see the real me
then maybe
they would finally love me"
A little short story I made up. Short Fiction. About; A teenager wakes up from a scream next door and he goes to see what happened. Read to find out.
A short story about a woman who thinks she has all the answers. However in this story she discovers that love isn't as pointless as she thought.
“Between the lines of guilt and pain, you begin to wonder why you came...”
“Pray to God he hears you, and I pray to God he hears you...”
“I lost a friend, somewhere along in bitterness...”
We used to be the best of friends. In fact, we were practically joint by the hip.
That was until... she died.
She died...
She died...
And it was my entire fault.
I didn’t know How to Save a Life. And it was killing me inside. The guilt was overwhelming and I slowly slipped into depression.
Now it was I that needed saving...
And my Prince Charming came in the form of Austin Parks...
Jerry is a nerd, a loser, a nobody. He is invisible in his high school especially to his popular, beautiful next door neighbor Tiffany. Always being caught staring at her, Jerry is confronted by Tiffany bringing him his chance to talk to her face to face for the first time. Only if he would have known what a chance it would be.