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id like to say im numb to the pain. you know what pain im talking about. the one where your chest feels like its closing in on itself, where you can barely breath due to your fight with tears, the one where it literally crumples you to the ground ,your hands shaking and water suddenly leaks from your eyeballs. thats the pain i thought i was immune too. thats the pain that i want to forget.
Poem about a beloved cold person.
It is fragile to love someone like you. Even my tear drops are frosting.
I crave & adore you, my dearest creature on earth.
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I suffered because I cared too much for him.
I got hurt because I protected him.
I ignored my feelings because I wanted him to be happy.
In the end I got blamed for being egoistic because it became too much. But still I love him even if he hates me. Isn't that the curse of being family? Not telling them how much you suffered for his happiness and not tell him what you did even if he blames you? Isn't that what makes you family? Is it a gift or a curse? It depends on yourself and your family!
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Thoughts and feelings through the eyes of a tortured prisoner.
Love is different colors depending on how you treat the object of your affection. Red for romance and attraction( Edward and Bella), Blue for friendship (Jacob and Bella) , White for hatred (Edward and Jacob, BEFORE breaking dawn) , BUT when you have a love with hatred,friendship and romance, then... what color is it? Oh, right- it's lavender, which is the color of Alec's and Devi's.
id like to say im numb to the pain. you know what pain im talking about. the one where your chest feels like its closing in on itself, where you can barely breath due to your fight with tears, the one where it literally crumples you to the ground ,your hands shaking and water suddenly leaks from your eyeballs. thats the pain i thought i was immune too. thats the pain that i want to forget.
Poem about a beloved cold person.
It is fragile to love someone like you. Even my tear drops are frosting.
I crave & adore you, my dearest creature on earth.
[f]
I suffered because I cared too much for him.
I got hurt because I protected him.
I ignored my feelings because I wanted him to be happy.
In the end I got blamed for being egoistic because it became too much. But still I love him even if he hates me. Isn't that the curse of being family? Not telling them how much you suffered for his happiness and not tell him what you did even if he blames you? Isn't that what makes you family? Is it a gift or a curse? It depends on yourself and your family!
[f]= finished
[w]= working
[p]= pausing
Thoughts and feelings through the eyes of a tortured prisoner.
Love is different colors depending on how you treat the object of your affection. Red for romance and attraction( Edward and Bella), Blue for friendship (Jacob and Bella) , White for hatred (Edward and Jacob, BEFORE breaking dawn) , BUT when you have a love with hatred,friendship and romance, then... what color is it? Oh, right- it's lavender, which is the color of Alec's and Devi's.