Author's e-books - self hate. Page - 1

This isn't based on real life, just a story that I made up. I did use my name Kat in it. This story is basically about a girl who blocks out the world, until she meets a certain guy, and it changes everything... -in progress-

My ears were buzzing and the room grew denser. Tears clouded my eyes as a lump built in my throat. I was dizzy and high. Her memory was too painful to bear. I don’t want to remember, yet I’m too afraid to forget. God, I miss her. The tears streaked my face as I thought of how she would react to seeing me right now.