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The best and the last love in your entire life

Love means:
You are not finding a suitable person.
You be the suitable person made of love.

Does HEAVEN truly exist ?
Why are there so many creatures suffering in the secular world ?
What is the purpose of life ?
Where is the paradise ?
Does it truly exist ?
No one knows !
I only know so many creatures’ live as the living hell.
Are we paying for our own Karma ?
Do you understand the reason why ???

Blood, Everywhere... The smell of death... all so faint, Spinning around me. The memory, so horrid, death everywhere, everyone, blood, faint, memory, d...e...a...t...h

Main characters:

Bruce Loan: Detective (main figure of the story)
Steven: colleague
Bob: His Neighbor
Gloria: Therapist
The killer: Angel killer
Mrs. Norris: Secretary
Dr. Hawkins: Forensics expert

Readers will be presented with a novel that has drama ,mystery and Crime in its content.They notice a switch between narrative point of view and characters.The time when the events occur its not static.Although it begins in the present with the events occurring it skips on the past in things that are related to Bruce live. There are ten chapters and they need to be read in that order to understand the whole book.

The plots opens by introducing Bruce Loan and giving a short introduction of his life, mind and beliefs.Bruce in the moment the story is presenting is 42 years old.He has lost everything on his life and need to find meaning or he is going to get crazy.

Readers then learn more about how he lost his father in his early age.The story explores how he feels about that and how the event happened by returning back on time.The story of the book develops by narrating a crime case(which is not the main one happening in the book) of a mother and son killed in their home and how that is affecting on his world perception.

The focus then returns on his present (2013) when the main crime case of the book starts to get shape.He is on charge of investigation for a murder of a female under Telma River bridge.The case is so difficult for his mind because the victim was tortured and finally left with an angel mark on her chest.
The story develops more on investigating the crime but it turns back in times through his memory telling how he lost his wife Joan and his son Nick and how that affected him.

Those skips on time will become very usual in book in order to explain more of the story, with the killer getting more attention and killing more victims but in the same time more of the Bruce life getting reviled.

In the last chapters book take another shape because Bruce starts to go in group therapy and feels that he is being understood there, but this is not the most important thing there because he meets Gloria a woman that gets on his heart so fast.

The investigation leads on exiting events as far as Angel killer case while he gets new faces on his life and takes a journey in a village of an African tribe when he gets a whole new perspective of live.

The last chapter (10) is the final part of book which gives final touch in three dimensions of book: His emotions and adaption from losing his wife and son, story with Gloria and finally fighting with the demons outside.Readers will also notice a small detail in the end which gives indications what will happen in the second part of this series having in mind that this book is only the first one.

A happy ever after?

Elisa faces the adjustments to come.
Returning to Markus is it the correct choice?

Envy and vengeance mutually are two spiteful substances. So what will it take for them in cooperation to ultimately become a content couple?

And for Rose, belonging to one of the most treacherous packs in history, will they put up a battle to bring her back, and is death her penalty?
Winding down prohibited roads and taking risks that seem to be for no reason ending, how will life become customary like it once was?
(finished and Completed)

"A thousand snowflakes began to drop, slowly sprinkling over the trees, blanketing the woods. Nature was divine and I felt impossibly free, that was until a loud snap sounded from behind making me turn to meet forbidden eyes anyone would fear."
After discovering that her mate had found her out, Elisa had decided to leave with her three friends and never return, to live a life in the wild and become an untamed wolf, only before knowing that the powerful Alpha was indeed hunting for her, endless nights and eternal days, will their love resolve itself? Or will Elisa be on the run forever?

He's been deceived and thrown away by his beloved Marla. Though the girl's not his mate, he loves her too much to just prepare to let her leave.
He's becoming colder and more uncomfortable as each day passes.
I'm his mate but I cannot tell him . I'm just the alpha's bodyguard, the one that shields him from danger.
So I'll just have to watch him suffer.
His heart is the only thing that I cannot protect.

(Finished and completed)

The best and the last love in your entire life

Love means:
You are not finding a suitable person.
You be the suitable person made of love.

Does HEAVEN truly exist ?
Why are there so many creatures suffering in the secular world ?
What is the purpose of life ?
Where is the paradise ?
Does it truly exist ?
No one knows !
I only know so many creatures’ live as the living hell.
Are we paying for our own Karma ?
Do you understand the reason why ???

Blood, Everywhere... The smell of death... all so faint, Spinning around me. The memory, so horrid, death everywhere, everyone, blood, faint, memory, d...e...a...t...h

Main characters:

Bruce Loan: Detective (main figure of the story)
Steven: colleague
Bob: His Neighbor
Gloria: Therapist
The killer: Angel killer
Mrs. Norris: Secretary
Dr. Hawkins: Forensics expert

Readers will be presented with a novel that has drama ,mystery and Crime in its content.They notice a switch between narrative point of view and characters.The time when the events occur its not static.Although it begins in the present with the events occurring it skips on the past in things that are related to Bruce live. There are ten chapters and they need to be read in that order to understand the whole book.

The plots opens by introducing Bruce Loan and giving a short introduction of his life, mind and beliefs.Bruce in the moment the story is presenting is 42 years old.He has lost everything on his life and need to find meaning or he is going to get crazy.

Readers then learn more about how he lost his father in his early age.The story explores how he feels about that and how the event happened by returning back on time.The story of the book develops by narrating a crime case(which is not the main one happening in the book) of a mother and son killed in their home and how that is affecting on his world perception.

The focus then returns on his present (2013) when the main crime case of the book starts to get shape.He is on charge of investigation for a murder of a female under Telma River bridge.The case is so difficult for his mind because the victim was tortured and finally left with an angel mark on her chest.
The story develops more on investigating the crime but it turns back in times through his memory telling how he lost his wife Joan and his son Nick and how that affected him.

Those skips on time will become very usual in book in order to explain more of the story, with the killer getting more attention and killing more victims but in the same time more of the Bruce life getting reviled.

In the last chapters book take another shape because Bruce starts to go in group therapy and feels that he is being understood there, but this is not the most important thing there because he meets Gloria a woman that gets on his heart so fast.

The investigation leads on exiting events as far as Angel killer case while he gets new faces on his life and takes a journey in a village of an African tribe when he gets a whole new perspective of live.

The last chapter (10) is the final part of book which gives final touch in three dimensions of book: His emotions and adaption from losing his wife and son, story with Gloria and finally fighting with the demons outside.Readers will also notice a small detail in the end which gives indications what will happen in the second part of this series having in mind that this book is only the first one.

A happy ever after?

Elisa faces the adjustments to come.
Returning to Markus is it the correct choice?

Envy and vengeance mutually are two spiteful substances. So what will it take for them in cooperation to ultimately become a content couple?

And for Rose, belonging to one of the most treacherous packs in history, will they put up a battle to bring her back, and is death her penalty?
Winding down prohibited roads and taking risks that seem to be for no reason ending, how will life become customary like it once was?
(finished and Completed)

"A thousand snowflakes began to drop, slowly sprinkling over the trees, blanketing the woods. Nature was divine and I felt impossibly free, that was until a loud snap sounded from behind making me turn to meet forbidden eyes anyone would fear."
After discovering that her mate had found her out, Elisa had decided to leave with her three friends and never return, to live a life in the wild and become an untamed wolf, only before knowing that the powerful Alpha was indeed hunting for her, endless nights and eternal days, will their love resolve itself? Or will Elisa be on the run forever?

He's been deceived and thrown away by his beloved Marla. Though the girl's not his mate, he loves her too much to just prepare to let her leave.
He's becoming colder and more uncomfortable as each day passes.
I'm his mate but I cannot tell him . I'm just the alpha's bodyguard, the one that shields him from danger.
So I'll just have to watch him suffer.
His heart is the only thing that I cannot protect.

(Finished and completed)