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Stone was looking out into space, wonderingā¦ not whether Winston Bartlett was an egomaniacal madman but rather how truly mad he really was.
Flying in the helicopter, he felt like Faust being shown the world by Mephistopheles. Except here Satan was his own father, offering him a teasing prospect of what it would be like to live on and on.
It would make a hell of a story. The problem was, miracles always came with some kind of terrible price. What was the price this time?
Then he had another thought. Was that what had happened to Kristen? Was she paying the price for some kind of hubris that pushed nature too far? Nobody had claimed she had any kind of medical condition that necessitated a stem cell intervention. So had she been experimenting with some other procedure? Had Mephistopheles now called in his marker?
He wanted to ask but the vibration and the noise made his brain feel like it was in a blender.
āDo you understand what Iām saying?ā Bartlett went on. āDo you want to be part of the most exciting development in the history of medicine? Well, this is your chance. There is a majestic experiment under way. But now we know itās not for the fainthearted. The question is, do you want to live life or just write about it?ā
āI think itās time I heard the whole story,ā Stone said finally, forcing out the words. āWhatās your part in this āexperimentā?ā
āIāve put everything at risk, but now Iām this close to controlling the clock. Soā¦ are you my son? My flesh and blood? Do you have the balls to try it too?ā
Stone suspected the question was rhetorical. He was already up to his neck in whatever was going on. He just didnāt yet know how big a part of it he was. While heād been sedated overnight, had they started experiments on him?
He knew that some of the buzz about stem cells involved the fantasy that someday they might be used to forestall the aging process. Responsible researchers all said that they werenāt trying to extend life; they were only hoping to make a normal lifetime more livable. Rejuvenative medicine. Winston Bartlett, however, had just taken stem cell potential to its obvious conclusion; he was talking about doing what others did not dare. Regenerative medicine.
āWhat would we give to be able to look forward to thousands of mornings like this, ending it all only when we chose?ā he declared his hands sweeping over the dense green beneath them. āTime would become something that merely flows endlessly through us, ever renewing. So-called old age would cease to exist, at least for those with the courage to take the necessary risks.ā
Now they were moving above the pine forests that comprised the outer ring of the Greater New York suburbs, as below them the green wilds of New Jersey, north of the GW Bridge, were sweeping by.
Hmmm, Stone pondered if a man somehow stopped growing older and nobody else did, at some point heād end up being the same āage ā as his grandchildren. That caused him to think again about Amy and wonder if Bartlett would ever reconcile himself to her existenceā¦.
A few minutes later, he looked down and saw a wide clearing in the trees and a red-tile roof. They had arrived but from the air, the Dorian Institute gave no clue to the momentous research going on inside.
Bartlett said nothing as they began their descent, and in moments they were settling onto the rooftop landing pad. The downdraft from the rotor cleared away a few soggy leaves, which had somehow blown there, and then the Japanese pilot cut the power and the sound died away. When Bartlett opened the side door, the first thing Stone noticed was the fresh, forest-scented morning air against his face.
He found himself wondering whether the roar of the engine had disturbed the patients, but that was almost beside the point. The Dorian Institute was not, he now realized, merely about using stem cell technology to heal the sick. Bartlett had been letting him know that it was also about an experiment that was much, much more profound.
In the silence that followed, Bartlett stepped onto the pad and lit a thin, filtered cigar. (For somebody whoād just been talking about how long it was possible to live, the act confounded credulity.) He took a deep drag, then tossed it onto the paving and peered back through the opening.
āAre you able to walk yet?ā
āI think I can manage,ā Stone said. He actually wasnāt sure at all. The vibrations of the chopper had done serious damage to his sense of equilibrium.
But he did find he could take small steps. As they moved to the stairwell leading down to the third-floor elevator, Bartlett said, āI know youāve been here once before. You tried to sneak in. Grant saw you and sent you packing. Well, this time youāre here for real. The full experience. Weāre going to start by taking you down to the lab and checking you in.ā
The man, Stone suspected, was trying to hide everything that was going on in his mind. He wanted to talk about grandiose themes, but his mind was really somewhere else. Beneath all the braggadocio, there was the smell of deep, abiding fear. Winston Bartlett was in some kind of major denial.
āYou know, life has been good to me,ā Bartlett declared as though thinking out loud. āIāve done and seen things most mortals can only dream of. Iām sixty-seven, but I feel as though Iāve only just begun to live. And thatās what I intend to happen.ā He turned back to Stone. āWhether I have a son to share this with remains to be seen.ā
A son? Stone glanced back at the man Bartlett had called Ken, who was now shutting down the McDonnell Douglas. Maybe he was a surrogate son for Bartlett. He was clearly a lot more than a bodyguard. Heād been the one who nabbed Kristen and returned her to the reservation. So what did he think of whatever was going on? Or what about Allyās brother, Grant? Heād claimed he was the son Bartlett longed for and had never had.
Winston Bartlett already had a surfeit of sons.
When they walked through the door and into the hallway of the third floor, it was milling with the breakfast crowd, nurses and patients, but no one took any special notice of Winston Bartlett, the man who had made it all possible. Did they even know who he was? Stone wondered.
āWeāre going downstairs.ā Bartlett directed him toward the elevator. āIām still offering you a choice. You can be part of the biggest medical advance in human history, or you can be just another impediment.ā
Stone glanced at his watch. The hour was just shy of nine.
Where is Ally? What kind of procedure has she undergone? Is she okay? He had to find her.
As they headed down, he felt like it was a descent into some pit of no return. Winston Bartlett had not elaborated on what awaited down there. It was as though he couldnāt bring himself to face whatever it really was.
What was the worst-case scenario at this point?
What he had to do was figure that out and then plan a countermove.
Friday, April 10
7:48 P.M.
There are sounds of doors opening and closing, with whispered words that are like alien hisses. She senses she is in motion, on a bed that is gliding past powerful overhead lights.
She doesnāt know where she is, but that doesnāt matter, because wherever it was, she knows it surely is a dream.
All she remembers is that Karl Van de Vliet had told her he wants her to undergo a second procedure with the telomerase enzyme, which possibly might create sufficient antibodies to reverseā¦ Itās all a jumble now in her mind.
Or had she just dreamed all that? Now her life seems a flowing river that has no beginning and no end. Her mind is drifting, a cork bobbing helplessly in the current.
Then her brother, Grant, drifts alongside her. At least she thinks itās Grant. She recognizes his voice.
āAlly, can you hear me?ā he seems to be asking. āIs there anything you want to tell me? Do you still want to go through with this?ā
Itās the kind of dream where she can hear things around her, but when she tries to speak, no sounds will come. Instead, sheās talking inside her head.
Iām afraid. Iām just afraid.
āI can still try to get you out, but you have to help. I waited for you last night but you never came.ā
She wants to say, yes, get me out, but she can only speak in the dream.
Now the lighting changes and she feels like she is falling. No, she realizes, sheās just on an elevator.
āTalk to me, Ally,ā whispers the voice one last time. āI can try to stop them, but I have to know what you want.ā
Then a door opens and she floats through it and out. Then comes the clanking of a door that reminds her of the steel air lock sheād gone through last night looking for Kristen. The smells. Sheās in the laboratory.
āWe can take her from here,ā comes a voice, drifting through her reverie.
She fantasizes itās Karl Van de Vliet. Or maybe he really is there. In her dream state itās hard to know. But he isnāt alone.
āYou said youād make one more attempt to create the antibodies. Isā¦ ā
Itās Winston Bartlett. Or at least it sounds like him.
āI said I would do all I could, W.B. The first attemptā¦ you know what happened. I got almost no results, but I gave you an injection of all I managed to garner. Today I spent the day doing simulations. Weāre working closer to the edge than I thought. Thatās why I needed her down at the lab tonight. I want to run some more tests and then try to make a decision. Tonight. Thereās just a hell of a lot more risk than I first thought.ā
The voice trails off and Ally finds herself trying to comprehend ārisk.ā
She hears ābetaā again and it floats through her mind, but now its meaning is unclear. Itās something sheād heard but can no longer place.
āAlly,ā comes a ghostly voice. Surely this is a dream, and she recognizes it as her father, Arthur. Now she can see him. Heās wearing a white cap and theyāre boating in Central Park. He shows up in her dreams a lot and she feels heās the messenger of her unconscious, telling her truths that she sometimes doesnāt want to hear.
āAlly,ā he says, āheās going to perform the full Beta procedure on you. He didnāt tell you, but you know itās true. He thinks heās finally calculated everything right. Canāt you see? Is that what you want?ā
She isnāt sure what she wants. And right now she isnāt entirely clear where she fits on the scale of sleeping/waking. It is so bizarre. The two parts of her mind, the conscious and the unconscious, are talking to each other. Her unconscious is warning her about fears she didnāt even know she had. Or at least she hadnāt admitted to yet.
Then she hears Winston Bartlettās voice again.
āKarl, we canāt save Kristen now. Iāve finally realized that. Sheās gone too far. Itās just a tragedy weāll have to figure out how to live with.ā
āThe body is a complex chemical laboratory that sometimes gets out of balance. Thereās always hope. I thinkāā
āKnow what I fucking think?ā Bartlett cuts him off. āI think
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