Broken One by W Luis (i have read the book a hundred times txt) 📖

"Wake up. Wake up! WAKE UP! I had enough of you sleeping in all the time you need to stop all this depresion already. Don't you ever get tired of people feeling sorry for you!" My aunt wake out as I lay in bed again.

My name is Zelda Amandia Lopez. I'm Hispanic but look more like a so called "gringa". Yes, I might be more light skinned and white looking but that don't make me any less Hispanic. I am 21yrs old and not that tall. I have an hour glass shape with 34 D boobs. I just grew them due to my child I just had a year ago. I try so hard not to talk about her. I do go to college and was studing to be a the therapist. Everyone I meet loves my eyes that are honey brown. I have red hear which is very much natural. I like to party and do a lot more often cause of the accident. I try to keep myself from being sober so I wont remmember. It is just to hard for me. I have lived with my aunt for the past year know she used to help with my baby. She tries to help but all she does is bring up the past. I don't see how talking about anything has helped me in the past. Every time I did it would all be heard to my father. My father has tried to make me move in with him when everything happened. I almost dropped out of school. I would rather stay where I am. Plus my aunt has been there for me always. We leave in a four bedroom home with two and a half bath. It seems like a house out of a magazine. Everything is modern on the inside but, outside has a iron gate in the front. My aunt has three trees but added one after the accident for my baby girl. It seems like my aunt just goes to work to get outside the house just as I party to get away form it all.

"Zelda come down stairs and eat." 

I come down stairs as slow as I can. I love to get my aunt mad to make her pay for all the crap she gives me. "I'm coming! I just don't feel myself cathrine."

"Well when are you if all you do is stay in bed." That is what she thinks I sneek out to parties all the time. Just like all days I come home drunk she never can tell. 

"Aunt Cathrine can you stop picking on me? I do a lot I go to school, study, clean the house, and do everything you ask from me."

"Well Zelda is only you would have learned your lesson..." I cut her off "Well maybe I did....Maybe just maybe you shouldn't bring it up!" My aunt takes a breath. She looks at me one last time and grabs her things to go to work. I sometimes wish I could stop myself for being to mean on her for bringing up the past. But, she always does it like I havn't learned. She is WRONG! I know what I did that night was wrong but I can't go back and change it. I don't know why she is always on my case. 

I go upstairs and take out my clothes. I get a lace bra that is strapless and lace underwear to match. A girl never knows when she will need something sexy. I get out my gray skinny jeans and a white crop top. I get my towel and go to the bathroom. I hear a baby cry. I stop for a minute look in the mirrow. I then reach under the sink and grab my vodka and take a sip. "This has to stop!" Tell myself. I go back to my shower. Once I get dressed I put on my leather jacket and Black boots that come to my knee and leave. I walk downstairs and into the living room. I get my purse, phone and car keys. Right when I'm about to walk out the door I get a text. Hey Loca! Had fun last night?  I then text back. Yes, had the time of my life. We still on for drinks later chica? I'll just tell my aunt i'm sleeping over your house. I walk to my red Acura NSX Concept. Right when I turn on the car I get another text. You bet! Your buying loca.........By the way can I catch a ride? I texted her I'm on my way! And drove off.

 " Que guapa estas! Where are you going?"

"Calm down chica and stop touching me!"

"It's not my fault your gupa today! You turn me on Zelda!"

"Just cool is Lizzy. You wanna be latina!"

"Hey for all you know I can be latina. haha. I talk perfect spanish cause of my tips with daddy."

I look at her with a you wish look and start driving. We get to the mall that is two blocks down the school. I get out and so does Lizzy. She and I have been friends since we here in are mothers stomach. I don't thing I can ever be mad at her more then a day.

"So Cathrine called me yesterday night asking where you were. So I lied and say you were on your way home we were studing for a test. She also asked if........um.......I was going to the sirvice tonight for your mom." 

I look at her and study her. "I'm not mad at you if you said yes but I don't wanna go okay." I just couldn't be reminded of them so soon. I know it has been years for mom but my baby girl has just passed. I wouldn't want no one to see me cry again. 

" Hello earth to Zelda!" She waves her hand in my face. "Plus you know your going to need closure. You from all people know that. I just don't feel like coming to your house and seeing you cry like that agian. James has tried to appoligize. Why can't you" I cut her off. I didn't want to hear this not from her at this moment. We just got to the mall I wanted to shop. Maybe even have fun but, no she always tries to pry at the wrong moment. 

"Fine if you think I need closure I will go but I do not want to speak to him you understand. I had enough of his lies. He always says it wasn't his falt but who i'm I supposed to believe him or my aunt?"

"You got a point. I promise Zelda he will not get near you But, I can't stop him from going okay. Now lets go shop I need you to look sexy for friday!" With that note we left to start the shopping.

 "OMG! Look you have to try this on Zelda! PLEASE!" I look at the dress it was a red v-neck dress with lace on the top. While on the bottom is was a soft solid black skirt. It was long sleave to top it off. Looking at it I knew it would come above the half knee so I would have to be careful with the guys.

"I don't know.....You might try to rape me in the dress with your stap on." She looked at me with lust in her eyes.

"If only you would let me do it one more time." She looked at me with puppy eyes. Trying to tell me she would love it if i would agree to it once more. 

"I'm sorry chica but my body is off limits no matter how much I party." Which wasn't a lie. Even though I do party I never pass more then touching and kissing.

"Well in that case i'll watch over you if you wear it. Just in case some other guy tries to take my spot guapa!" We both laughed. I ended up letting her talk me into buying the dress. She got a fitted one with a see through top and glitter skirt. We were getting tired walking around so we went to the food court. Which was a little empty cause it was sunday. No one likes coming out on sunday even though we are a growing city. 

"What do you want to eat? I could go for pizza how about you?"

"Yeah that would be nice. I'll pay lizzy you got the food last time." She looked at me with her blue eyes and tried her best mean mug. "What it is true!" 

"Zelda you know that is not true you always buy food for us. When are you going to let me pay? You treat me like a little sis and a lover when you need to bail out of a guy." I looked at her with my best puppy eyes.

"Please don't be mad at me. I was just being nice to my favorite lover." I couldn't hold in my laughter no more. I laughed in her face and she looked at me annoyed. "Okay fine but i'm paying for some of the drinks later."