The Don's Love & downfall... by Little Writter Marjolein (most important books to read TXT) 📖

Massimo. 

The moment i saw her with Kate on the sofa in my house i knew i was in deep shit, i didn't even realize that she was there untill I saw her with her big beautiful but scared eyes looking at my bloodied hands and clothes! 

I just tried to stay cool and decides that it was time for me to get the answers in one and the same way so i hit the guy downstairs in my basement up to get answers wich afcourse he didn't give the snake so that's why and because i was emotionally tired i decided to stop and come upstairs and let Tommy have a go not knowing that the girls were there! 

I send her friend away in a hope i can talk to her alone and explain but the anger and frustration got the better of me so i mistreated her wich i shouldn't have done! But i was so blinded by anger and jellousy for that bastart Bob, i couldn't take it anymore! 

I saw how sacred she was and it became worse when i undresses myself, but i just wanted to get out of those blood soaked clothes but she thought probably i was planning to rape her or something like that, i could read it in her eyes and it had hurt me that she thought that I'll of me but on the other hand i also could understand her from hearing her background story. My god! what her parents put her trough! She was a prisoner and slave in her own house! Not that I'm an angel but seriously how can your own treat your own child like that and for what? So called love?....that's not love!.

No wonder she is so naive, so innocent! Not to mention she is still a virgin!! My god my babygirl is so pure and i had her and now I've almost lost her....for good....I'm surtain of it!!

Maby....maby it's time to tell my parents that i will accept their help to find me a Donna from one of our closest ally's. After one month from now i suppose to introduce my Donna to the rest of the underworld on a huge gala where all the Mafia's will be.....but i think she will not be there...she's to innocent for that!

I sigh deeply and go to my fathers office what is on the other side of the mansion were they are living in their side of the house. 

"Dad, after one month from now you can introduce me to the new Donna" i say with a heavy heart. 

"Why my son, i thought you finally found her?" He says suprised.

"Yes I've found her but tonight she found out that I'm a mafia king....and she didn't took it very well! As i predicted it!.....she gave me a month to think and make her decision to become my Donna or not so what i will do is to put it in the letter I'll send her that if she will not come to the gala than I'll set her heart free and I'll marry anyone you and mom will give me but if she comes to the gala that means she will be my Donna!" 

"Okay i agree will do it like that and wait for her decision son! And I'm sorry for all the trouble we have put you trough but you know and understand the reason right? But I'm sorry that your so heartbroken now, i can see you truly love her!"

"Yes i do dad very much!" 

"Okay son let's hope for the best! Goodnight!"

"Goodnight dad and thank you!"

I walk back to my side, to my bedroom and start to write my letter to Julia and put the official invitation of the Galla with it in an envelope. 

Tomorrow i will drop it at her place but for now I'll try to find some sleep, because I'm exhausted, emotionally drained, I'm a mafia king for God sake but now, tonight i feel like a teenager who had his first mayor heart break!!!

I sigh deeply and stare at the ceiling thinking back at all the nice moments i had with her since the moment i lay my eyes on her!....

When we've danced, when she found me and saved me, when we talked on the phone or send messages to eachother like crazy teens!....all those memories!! I just can't forget those!! How can i love another woman even to become my Donna?? How can i??....but i know i don't have a choice if she desides not show up at the gala!....than i really know that it wasn't meant to be and i have to close my heart to get rid of my feelings for her, otherwise how can i move on than??......i simply can't......because i love my babygirl too much!!!......