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of deities. Constantly, I sought refuge within myself, growing insane from the lack of social interaction, withering away into nothingness.
The final stage of my revelation came forth at the end of ninth grade as I was conversing with what few “friends” I had. The day before, I had gone home, only to be met with a barrage of verbal abuse. Seeing no feasible way out of this, I began to plan for my death.
“I’m sick of this Hell!” I exclaimed morosely. “Why can’t it be different? I feel like I simply want to phase out of existence, and I’m suicidal almost every day!” My tone showed no sign of anger, for my anger abated considerably as time progressed.
“Cool!” one of my friends laughed, enthusiastically. “I suggest a gun. You can buy one from me if you like.” As the rest of my so called “friends” joined in the conversation, they too began listing effective ways to commit suicide, offering me suggestions eagerly. I staggered back from this knowledge, dumbfounded at their readiness to accept my demise, and even more surprised by their joy. My own friends were telling me to die. The impact that it had on me was devastating; for a week I said nothing. Then I began to feel the hatred for others that I assumed to have disappeared long ago. Humanity was set against me. The world was my enemy.
So now I dislodge myself from the gods of this earth, and slither namelessly upon a path of demons, as a creation of the Devil. I have allowed no approach at my despoiled soul until now, and my secrets grow in number every day. I feel pain that isn’t there, hear screams that are never emitted, and witness brutal acts of violence that never occur. I remember every negative aspect of my life and shunt away the positive ones, believing them to be part of a conspiracy, a twisted joke that only a fool would fall for. All of humanity, I now realize, abhors me and desires my death, or doesn’t associate with me.
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The final stage of my revelation came forth at the end of ninth grade as I was conversing with what few “friends” I had. The day before, I had gone home, only to be met with a barrage of verbal abuse. Seeing no feasible way out of this, I began to plan for my death.
“I’m sick of this Hell!” I exclaimed morosely. “Why can’t it be different? I feel like I simply want to phase out of existence, and I’m suicidal almost every day!” My tone showed no sign of anger, for my anger abated considerably as time progressed.
“Cool!” one of my friends laughed, enthusiastically. “I suggest a gun. You can buy one from me if you like.” As the rest of my so called “friends” joined in the conversation, they too began listing effective ways to commit suicide, offering me suggestions eagerly. I staggered back from this knowledge, dumbfounded at their readiness to accept my demise, and even more surprised by their joy. My own friends were telling me to die. The impact that it had on me was devastating; for a week I said nothing. Then I began to feel the hatred for others that I assumed to have disappeared long ago. Humanity was set against me. The world was my enemy.
So now I dislodge myself from the gods of this earth, and slither namelessly upon a path of demons, as a creation of the Devil. I have allowed no approach at my despoiled soul until now, and my secrets grow in number every day. I feel pain that isn’t there, hear screams that are never emitted, and witness brutal acts of violence that never occur. I remember every negative aspect of my life and shunt away the positive ones, believing them to be part of a conspiracy, a twisted joke that only a fool would fall for. All of humanity, I now realize, abhors me and desires my death, or doesn’t associate with me.
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Publication Date: 01-22-2010
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