Life by Chalen D. (ebooks online reader .TXT) 📖

it, Oh yeah, You'll Fly away from here, and everyone will look at you as a Temporary high." We sang.
We hugged.
"I think that was a good first performance."
"Me too." She said, hugging me.
"By Guys!" we waved.
"I'm talking to a camera." She laughed.
"Never through your life would come to this eh?" i asked, turning the camera off.
I uploaded the songs. She took a shower, and I watched at the views and the likes went up. I took a shower, and then we ate. She went home and to get more clothes. I set the camera up again.
"Hey guy, I'm back." I laughed. "I'm doing a cover of Taylor's firefly. I don't normally do covers But I feel this is her. Hold on let me get my guitar."
I sang the song.
"Once again I just wanted to say thanks for sticking with me, I love you guys, and you don't know how bright you shine do you? Life is short, hold onto the ones you love. Like me for example. I need you guys to help me get by." I said, looking down. "Bye." I waved.
I uploaded the video, and got a soda. As I came back in the computer beeped. I looked at the comments. All saying R.I.P Jewls. There was one that said can you do a answer video. I posted send in your questions. The next day I had the girls come over.
"Hey Little Freaks!" I said, blowing the camera a kiss. "There was a question asked, and some people said it was rude to ask the question. I'm going to answer it. The question was, How are you Dealing with saying goodbye to Jewls. First. I'll never say goodbye to Jewls. Healing is Shit, and taking forever. Next question is Who are your friends where your sister lives? Well since you want to know." I used my left hand and Pulled Hannah into frame. "This is Hannah, Jelws's sister." I pushed Hannah out of frame, and Used my Right hand to pull in Jenna. "This is Jenna, the girl with the rad Purple hair." I pushed her out and used my left hand To pull in Mallery. "This is Mallery. Doesn't she look like a cute Blueberry?" I pushed her out of frame, And pointed up. "You all know Dani." i said. Dani popped up from behind me. "Hi Guys!" She smiled, and waved. She Popped back down. "And of course." I held up a picture. "This is Jewls. Beautiful right? Okay, moving on." I said wiping my face. "I Have a Dog named Cookie, A bear Named Herman, and a Mad Moose, That Dani creatively Named Mr. Moosey."
"There out side." Jenna said.
"Time for a animal shot, Little freaks." I grabbed my camera and we all ran out side.
Herman began to dance.
"Holy fucking shit Herman can dance!" Jenna said.
"Holy hell!" Hannah said.
"Look at that!" Mallery said.
I filmed their reaction.
"Mr. Moosey. See the death in his eyes?" I asked, zooming in and getting just his eyes. "Ugh, look at that." I said.
Cookie barked at the door.
"And That's little Cookie." I turned the camera to Dani.
"Oh right." She laughed. "Hey guys, Dani here. Everything we're wearing right now was Made by Lexi. Ronan's sister."
I filmed the girls and gave the camera to Dani.
"Mad talent right? If you want to see these out in the world, leave some comments. Lexi is trying to win a contests. In two weeks Her school with pick the top five students, and put the clothes on the school website. It's up to you to vote on which looks you liked. Only Vote for Lexi if you like her clothes. the link with Be in the description box. Now I'm cold, so we're heading back inside."
I set the camera up in my room.
"I'm back!" I sang.
"Oh on run!" Dani said, in a British voice.
They rest of the girls fake screamed.
"Alright, back to the questions. I will be doing more songs. If you ask pretty please, Dani might appear in more. Like I said, I have no idea if I'll be doing a Cd."
"You should." Hannah said.
"Yeah, I should, but I don't got the money. I'm poor." i told the camera.
Truth was, I didn't think I was good enough to get a record deal.
I answered some more questions.
"Alright that's it guys. There was a request for a day out, so that should be coming soon." I waved, and the camera shut off.
We Went to the cafe. I turned the Camera.
"I'm Hannah I'm seventeen, And I like to make people laugh."
I turned the camera to Dani.
She burped. "I'm Dani, I'm seventeen, and I'm epicly awesome at giving out advice."
"I'm Jenna, I'm seventeen, and I have rad Purple hair. What else is there to say?"
"I'm Mallery, I'm Seventeen, and I'm camera shy."
I gave the Camera to Hannah.
"I'm Ronan, I'm Seventeen, and I'm confused."
Hannah gave me the camera back. I filmed us eating, at the park, and at my house, doing make overs.
"Oh Would You look at that Make over? Hannah Knows her stuff." I said, shoving the camera in Dani's face.
"Back it up." She muttered.
"How do you know?" I asked.
"I can feel you. It's like we're soul connected." Dani said, opening an eye.
"Shut up stupid." I laughed.
"Don't make her laugh." Hannah laughed, trying to Do Dani's mouth.
"Girls?"
"Lexi's back." I said.
"Interview time." I told her shoving the Camera into her face.
"My names Lexi Davis, I'm 22, and I'm a fashion student."
"Thanks." I said, going back into my room.
I uploaded the video. Hopefully that would hold them over. The girls went home, and Dani and I started on dinner while Lexi took a shower. We ate dinner, and then went to bed. The next morning Dani was still sleeping. I left the room and went to the kitchen. Lexi was sitting on the couch with a mug. I sat down next to her.
"Any talk from the school?" i asked, crossing my legs.
"None."
"There will be. you have too much mad talent."
"I hope so." She said, blowing out some air.
I reached over and hugged her. She sat her mug down, and hugged me back.
"My little baby sister." She rubbed my back. "How did you become so strong?" She asked, smoothing my hair.
"Jewls." I smiled.
Lexi bent and gave me a kiss on my head.
"She's a smart one."
"That she is."
"I hope she's doing okay in the after life you know?" I said, resting my head on her lap.
"She's okay. She's smart." She said, moving my grown out side bangs.
"Yeah." i nodded.
~*~
I Sat on the deck looking into the forest. I looked to my side, where I had my back pack. I Pulled it on, and headed into the woods, My new pocket knife clipped to my bra. I went to the water pool we found. I sat down on the soft grass, and rested my back against a rock. I pulled out my song book. I sat quietly looking around. I took a deep breath, opened to a new page and wrote. Seasons come and go, the leaves crunch under my feet, Petals of flowers crumble under my touch. It seems like once you left All beauty escaped with you. I'll try my best, to not give in, but I was so much more, with you next to me. You have left me no choice but to move on. It feels wrong moving on, when you never will. I grabbed my knife, when I heard a stick break.
"Oh hey, Herman." I said.
Herman layed down and closed his eyes.
"Like you've had a hard day. Thanks for keeping me safe from Mr. Moosey."
Herman sighed.
"Do you miss her? I sure do. Man I wish she was here."
I put my book aside, pulled up my legs, and held onto my necklace.
"I feel like I'm so lost, I don't know which way is up or down. do you get me Herman?"
Herman looked at me then closed his eyes.
"I'm talking to a bear." i said, tossing my head back onto the rock. "Oh too hard." I said, rubbing my head.
I blew out a deep breath.
"Life is so shit filled right now, and I wouldn't Lie to you Herman. Everyone's like, oh it will get better with time. No. They're fucking retarded, if they think it's gonna get better. People these days. I'm telling you Herman." I said, tossing him a hot dog.
He ate it and layed back down. I ate a bag of chips and drank a soda.
"And another thing, why Did she pick me? Doesn't everyone know I don't do good with heart ache? Are you listening Herman?" i asked, tossing him another Hot dog.
I brought all the hot dogs along in case I ran into Mr. Moosey. Hey, Herman liked them, maybe Mr. Moosey would too.
"I thought I'd find you here. Hey Herman." Dani said, sitting down next to me. "It's so nice here, It makes me feel..."
"Free?" I offered.
"Yeah, but also important."
"I never thought of it like that." I said, looking at the water fall.
"Can't you feel it?"
"Yeah. It has some kind of power here."
Dani nodded, and looked up, through the trees.
"are you ready to go home tomorrow?"
"Ugh, don't remind me."
"You'll be back. we can spend a whole summer together."
"A whole summer with you? Take me now!" I said, throwing my hands out.
"oh Shut up!" She laughed, pulling me in for a hug.
"We should go to the cafe, one last time." I said.
"I'll have the girls meet us."
We got up.
"Come on Herman." I said.
Herman got up and ran into the woods.
"He better not be leaving us to Fend off Mr. Moosey by our selves." She said.
I laughed and put my arm through hers.
After we ate, we ordered, the big round make it yourself sundae.
"Everyone take a scoop." Hannah said.
We all got a scoop.
"To Ronan. You will be missed. We don't know how to get past the months until we're together again." She said.
We clinked our spoons together and ate the bite.
"You know guys, I said I was going to keep My distance from you, but I'll miss you."
"Aw!" Jenna said, hugging me.
I smiled. I would miss them. Shit, what have I gotten myself into? We finished off the sundae, and went on one last shopping trip. I didn't really like shopping, but I did it for them.They Spent the night one last night. We all stayed up. Dani and I filmed one more song together. I have come to realize, maybe it's not life that sucks, But goodbye is the thing that sucks.
"Hugs!" Jenna said, Holding her arms out.
I hugged them all.
I hugged Dani last.
"Don't forget me."
"I'm coming back." I promised.
"I know. I just wanted to hear it." She laughed.
"See you girls In three months."
We all hugged and I got into the car. As Soon as Lexi pulled away from the curb, I turned in my seat, and waved. I continued to wave, and blow kisses until they disappeared around the corner.
"Shall we sing?" Lexi asked.
"Let's." i laughed.
Cookie yet again covered her eyes, and got ready for the