learn to trust again by chelsea johnson (reading list .txt) 📖

me and told me to go to lesson i smiled and then walked into maths my final lesson the teacher came in and smiled and told us to get are books out we were about 10 mins in when i was called to the head office everyone “oooooooo”

i blushed and walked over to the office to find my brother and all the boys waiting as soon as they saw me the all ran over to me and hugged me i giggled and they put me down and bombarded me with questions like “are you ok” “what happened” “where is the prick” “what did he do to you” i felt a head rush so i shouted “SHUT UP AND ILL TELL YOU” they all went quiet and i saw keegan running up the hall “i couldn’t find her” he shouted then he saw me “JOJO” he screamed i giggled and he picked me up and twirled me around “where the hell have you been, iv been looking every where for you babes” “keegan put me down we are in school” i said laughing he put me down and then josh said “well, well, well what have we got hear” we looked away from each other and looked at josh puzzled “huh what you mean joshie” i said blushing “don’t play dumb ass with us young lady” Danny said “erm Danny can i speak to you for a minuet please” keegan said “err yer sure mate” Danny said

he was looking at me they walked away and into a class room and i ran to the door to listen “i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i like her” i heard keegan say “YOU WHAT” Danny shouted back “im sorry man i really am” “i cant let you man she is she’s my sister man and i cant let her get hurt” Danny said and then opened the door to see me and josh standing their like an idiot “WHAT, JOJO, WHAT THE FUCK, WHAT PART OF PRIVERT CONVERSATION DONT YOU GET” he growled and raised his voice i couldn’t speak he went to touch me and i flinched back and fell on my bum “JOJO” he screamed he went to pick me up but i scooted away from his touch he looked so sorry and guilty he moved forward and i kept moving back till my back was against a wall i screamed and Danny froze i jumped up and ran as far as my legs would carry me all i saw in Danny’s face was my dad when he leaned over me to abuse me i fell on the floor in the forest outside the school and cried and cried until i couldn’t cry any more and fell asleep exhausted.

i woke up to people calling my name loads of people boys and girls and i herd dogs barking i tried to answer but i couldn’t then i hared someone shout “iv found her” it was a man iv known my whole life he was a police man mum used to take me to meet him and i was aloud to play in a cell while they where ‘having fun’ before we went back to dads, he went to pick me up and i screamed load and high pitch he looked at me in shock and didn’t touch me again just then josh came over “JOJO” he shouted “josh” i whispered “yer baby girl its me its ok now every things alright i promise im going to pick you up now ok” he said i nodded he lifted me in his arms and then carried me over to a panicking Danny as soon as he saw me he ran over to me “JOJO” he shouted i jumped out of joshes arms and ran to Danny he lifted me in his arms and hugged me i hugged him back “im sorry Danny i should of never ran off” i said through my tears “NO im sorry i shouldn’t of chased you or shouted at you look lets go back and then you can tell me what you haven’t told me” i stiffened how the hell did he know, i looked around and saw all the guys they had all been crying i hugged them all i saved keegan for last and hugged him and he lifted me up into his arms i smiled at him and he kissed my head all the guys where looking at us he put me down and smiled at me he took my hand and then walked over to Danny and gave me to Danny i giggled and then Danny carried me to the back seat where i sat on Cody although keegan would have been nicer but Cody volunteered and Danny said he could

once we got back to the house Cody carried me in and put me on the bed he went to walk of and i grabbed his hand “stay with me please” i said he nodded his head and got in my bed with me and i put my head on his chest and fell asleep i woke up to find keegan laying with me i was so confused i swear i was laying on Cody i got up and noticed that i was wearing keegan or Cody’s shirt it was half way button up i smiled and wondered who put it on me i walked down stairs in the shirt and got a glass of apple juice just as i turned around all the boys were down stairs and looking i mean staring at me i giggled and blushed “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WEARING” Danny said “i don’t know i fell asleep in clothes and when i woke up i was in this i thought you put it on me Danny” i said confused “RIGHT HOUSE MEETING” Danny shouted everyone ran to take a seat i walked in and every seat had gone “well where the hell am i going to sit” i asked looking at Danny “anywhere but keegan lap” he said quietly i looked over to see keegan was upset “why cant i..” i started to say but was cut of by Cody “look come sit on my lap ok so we can get this meeting over with” he pulled me over to his seat and pulled me down i jumped back up “NO I DONT WANT TO SIT ON YOUR LAP!!!!” i growled i walked over and sat on the floor i brought my knees up and put my head on them and my arms around my legs

“right im sorry about this guys but i cant have you looking at my sister with nothing but lust in your eyes, this house is a tip and i cant live like this so what are we going to do about it” Danny said in a stern voice “well i am not going to stop wearing the clothes i want to that will mean you are controlling me Danny and that aint fair” i said Danny nodded but then shook his head “well how about a rota” Cody said i nodded and so did all the boys i stood up “ill go do that then, oh and ill be down in a hour and ill have them finished for you” i said and ran up the stairs but i waited at the top to hear what they were going to talk about “Danny what happened yesterday i mean like why did she flip out and run” i heard someone ask “i don’t know but im going to find out stay hear all of you but keegan you can come” i heard them get up and i ran into my bedroom and shut the door quietly and sat at my desk

they knocked on my door and walked in “hey we need to talk” Danny said i froze and then turned round and saw keegan smiling at me “about two things ok” Danny continued i nodded and then walked and sat on my bed and patted the bit next to me keegan lifted me up and set me on his lap and Danny sat next to us “first is about you two” Danny said looking at us “what do you mean about us two” i said looking at Danny “i have something i need to share with you ok but i don’t want you to freak out” keegan said making me stand up i looked him in the eyes and he took a deep breath “i-i cant tell her” he said walking away i grabbed his hand and turned him round and kissed him he kissed me back instantly i pulled away and smiled i felt fireworks and butterflies in my tummy and i swear my tummy is doing flips

“ok right now keegan wants to tell you something” Danny said looking disgusted i giggled and danny shook his head “well..” i said trying to this ball rolling danny laughed and i glared at him just then keegan stood up and walked out “WAIT” i shouted running to the top of the stairs everyone ran to the bottom and looked at me but keegan continued to walk away and out the door i started crying how could he do that kiss me and then walk away yer i kissed him first but he kissed me back

Danny was by my side “we will go find him jojo” he said then shouted to the boys “RIGHT I NEED TWO PEOPLE TO STAY HEAR AND THE REST NEED TO FIND KEEGAN” they all looked shocked and im guessing wondering what happened “who do you want to stay” danny asked me “josh and cody” i said they smiled and ran up to me and danny, bryan, james, zack, drake, tony, peter, stuart, sam, dennis and chris walked out the door “can you tidy up while i do the rotas please” i asked them they nodded and walked down stairs and i went in to my bedroom to do the rotas then i had a shower and got dressed

Dannys point of view

I walked down stairs and into the kitchen and saw jojo my little sister in someone shirt and not being funny or nothing but someone must of changed her or they did something i didn’t want to think about let alone have it happening under my roof i growled and shouted at her and then we had a house meeting and then Bryan reminded me of yesterday and i had to find out what happened and what she felt about keegan so i told keegan to come with me upstairs to talk to her. As much as i didn’t want her to like him i was glad it was him and not brady

I knocked on the door and walked in and asked to talk to her about to things keegan couldn’t say that he liked her and he went to walk out but she stopped him and KISSED him i was disgusted with my sister but at least she was happy i tried to get keegan to say that he liked her but he walked of and she followed him and screamed wait she was so hurt all the boys ran to the bottom of the stairs and then keegan carried on walking down the stairs and out the door THE FUCKING PRICK NOW YOU SEE WHY I DIDNT WANT HIM WITH HER as much as i new he wouldn’t hurt her i always had a hunch that she was going to get hurt i mean keegan’s a good looking kid

I saw jojo crying and that killed me i was suppose to protect her so i told her we would find him i didn’t know where to look but i WILL find him i asked her who she wanted to stay with her and she said