Earth's Elements by Missy (dark books to read txt) 📖

/> “ Then apologize through the door,” I hissed.
“ I’m sorry Lilz. I also came here because tony and mike wanted me to apologize for them too. We didn’t know what we were thinking… I don’t even think we were thinking. Lilz… we went just using weed… we used heroin, and it just took over my mind. When me, tony, and mike where sitting in my room and realized what we had done we all started freaking out. We all didn’t come here because I didn’t want to frighten you more than you had to be frightened…” he took a breath. I sat against the door and stared at the door handle and felt tears fill my eyes. “ Im sorry Lilz…”
It was quit and then I heard his footsteps go down the stairs, and I sat up pulled the door open and scrambled to the top of the stairs. Chase was In the middle of the staircase and turned around to look at me.
“ Chase…” I muttered.
He saw the hurt and pain in my eyes.
“ Lilz…. Remember when you were a sixth grader and we always use to hang out…” He laughed.
I looked at him confused and realized it was chase… my chase. When we were younger we use to hang out every single day. He was my best friend. He had changed so much I would of never recognized him. I let out a little gasp and nearly fell to my knees.
“ Chasers…” I gasped. He walked up the stairs and wrapped his arms around me.
“ Im so sorry Lilz….”
“ What happened to you…. I haven’t seen you for like five years….” I cried.
“ I just came back from Florida…. Im so sorry Lilz for what I did to you…. Im still not right… those drugs really hurt me, and you,” Tears filled chase’s eyes.
I didn’t want to forgive… I didn’t know how to. I felt so mad…..
“ Im sorry Lilz. Its fine if you never speak to me again or ever want anything to do with me I just want you to know im sorry… and if you ever need anything I’ll be here…” He said not looking at me.
“ It’s okay chase…. Everyone deserves a second chance,” I whispered.
Chase looked me in the eyes and he smiled and hugged me tightly…
Chase gave me his number, and then he left. I went back into my room and sat on my bed. I felt better… Knowing that chase wasn’t all there, and it was mostly the drugs that had affected him. I have known chase for a very long time, and his life was ruff when he was a child… I don’t blame him. I actually feel kind of bad for him.
“ Lilly where home!” I heard Lallie scream. A smile formed around my face, and I jumped out of bed and then realized I was still wearing my robe. I ran to my closer slipped on a pair of pj paints a black tank top. I ran down stairs, and Lallie ran into my arms and we gave each other a tight hug.
“ Lallie how was camp?” I laughed.
“ Oh Lilz it was amazing!!!” She squealed.
I looked up and my mom and dad came around the corner with smiles on their faces.
“ Lillenette!” my mother smiled.
I walked over to her and gave her a hug, and then I gave my dad a hug.
“ Baby how was your week alone?” My mom asked.
“ It was fine. Just chilled. Boring,” I laughed.
“ Didn’t hang out with any friends?” My dad asked.
“ I hung out with Giles and Ronnie a couple of times,” I replied/
“ Sounded like fun,” My mom smiled.
“ Oh mom, my Spanish class has this field trip thing on Monday, and its free but I need a parent signature,” I said bringing out the paper.
“ Honey will you get me a pen?” My mom looked at my dad. My dad went into the kitchen and then came back out with a black pen and handed it to my mom, and then she signed it, and handed it back to me.
“ Thanks,” I smiled.
“ Hey mom… Tomorrow for dinner can my… friend come for dinner?” I asked looking down.
“ Friend?” She asked.
“ Well….” I looked at my dad and he was giving me a questioning look.
“ It’s my boyfriend, and I was wondering if he could come for dinner tomorrow?” I said looked down.
My mom and dad exchanged looks.
“ how long have you been dating him?” My dad asked.
“ About… two weeks,” I muttered. I couldn’t say a week, because then they would know he was my boyfriend the week they left.
“ What’s his name?” MY dad asked another question.
“ Darien.”
“ Isn’t that Ronnie’s friend?” My mom looked at me.
I shook my head.
“ Yeah that will be fine. I look forward to meeting the boy,” My dad laughed.
“ Dad be nice though!” I let out a giggle.
“ Of course,” He smiled.
I rolled my eyes and then looked at my mom.
“ Im looking forward to it!” She smiled.
I smiled and then I felt Lallie wrap her arms around my waste.
“ Ohhhhh Lilly has a boyfriend!” Lallie giggled.
My mom, dad, and Lallie where all smiling at me and I let out a laugh and ran up to my room. Wow… Tomorrow Darien, my boyfriend, is coming to meet my family….

Chapter seven-
Sun came through my windows, and I squinted my eyes, and pulled the sheets above my head. I slowly started to close my eyes again, but then my phone went crazy. I sat up and moved the blankets around looking for my phone. I found it under my pillow, and flipped it open.
“ Hello?” My voice sounded hoarse.
“ Hello beautiful,” Darien laughed.
“ Oh, hey Darien,” I replied.
I laid back down and held the phone to my ear. I turned my head, and my eyes traveled to me clock.
“ Darien?” I hissed.
“ Hmm?”
“ Do you know what time it is?” I muttered.
“ Yes…” He laughed.
“ Jesus Darien its eight in the morning! Its Saturday…” I cried.
“ Im aware…”
“ Why the hell are you up so damn early?” I hissed.
“ You want to go to the park?” he asked.
“ W- Huh?”
“ the park… p a r k…”
“ I know what the park is Darien. I mean why and how come so early?”
“ Well im not going to get instill like eleven, and I wanted to take my little brother. He has some of his friends over and I thought I could yuh know take them to have some fun. Their nine years old and there are about five of them. I was wondering if I could have your assistance…” He asked.
“ Why did you wake me up three hours before you were planning to go?”
“ Because I thought you would like to wake up and take your time to get ready…”
A smile formed around my lips.
“ Which park?” I muttered.
“ The one next to Grover’s hill. I can pick you up,” I knew he was smiling.
“ No that’s fine. It’s not that far from my house. Hey… you think I can bring my little sister? She is the same age as your brother,” I asked.
“ Of course!”
I let out a laugh.
“ Okay ill cya later Darien I love you,” I smiled.
“ I love you too Laphey Daphey,” He replied.
I smiled and hung up my phone. I jumped out of bed, and turned on my straightener. I straightened my hair, put some make up on, and I then stood dumbfounded in front of my closet. I held up a pair of jean shorts and looked at them. I shrugged my shoulders and put them on with a black tank. I walked downstairs and found Lallie sitting on the couch playing with her curly hair.
“ Hey Lallie Dallie Dalpha Dillie,” I smiled.
She smiled and I sat down next to her. She sat down in my lap, and I looked down at her. I wrapped my arms around her.
“ Sing to me,” Lallie whispered.
A small smile appeared on my face. Ever since Lallie came to my home, I made her a song, and I sang it to her every night when she was younger. She loved my voice for some reason. I nodded my head and tightened my grip around her and placed my chin on the top of her head and closed my eyes.
“ Lallie Dallie, Dalpha Dillie. I see your smile, and I hear your laugh. Lallie Dallie, never leave my side. Laphadillie, my little Lallie flower. Your eyes they shine, with such love and beauty. Please do not be sad, because I can’t stand the sight of you in pain. I would spare my life for you… HmmmHmmmm… My little Laphadillie. Lallie Dallie lapha Dillie. How I love you so. Never leave my side,” My voice sung to her. I kissed Lallie’s forehead, and she smiled up at me.
“ I love you Lilly,” She whispered.
“ I love you too Lallie,” I smiled. “ Do you want to go the park today? My boyfriend Darien is going to be there with his little brother and all his friends. Their your age,” I told her.
She nodded her head.
“ Which parkkk?” She giggled.
“ The one next to Grover’s Hill.”
Lallie jumped out of my lap and jumped up and down a huge smile formed around her lips.
“ Yesssss! That is like no joke the best park ever!” She smiled.
Lallie ran upstairs to go and get ready, and I started to laugh. I went into the kitchen and packed ten juice boxes, and ten fruit snacks in a bag, because I knew the kids would get hungry and thirsty. I heard Lallie walking down the stairs and I looked up. She was wearing a pair of ripped faded jeans and a loose white shirt. I smiled. I liked her seeing boyish clothes. Lallie was a very pretty girl for being only nine. I didn’t want her to dress like a whore.
“ Why are you smiling?” Lallie giggled.
“ I just like your outfit,” I continued packing the bag.
“ liar! You always complain how I dress like such a boy and know you like it?” Lallie looked at me.
“ Shut up Lallie,” I laughed. I looked at the clock and it was already ten thirty. “ let’s get going Lallie,” I said. She nodded her head, and made her way out the door. I grabbed the bag and locked the door behind me. It was warm out today. Rather hot actually. I wonder if Lallie is going to be hot in that outfit… I doubt it…. Lallie is like never hot, and I don’t understand it! It was about a twenty minute walk and when we got their Lallie laid on the grass.
“ Lilly im tired,” She sighed.
“ God Lallie for a kid you have no energy!” I laughed.
“ for a teen you have to muchhhhh energy!” She gasped.
I started to laugh. I set the bag down on a bench and Lallie ran to the swings. I let out a laugh and ran after her. She sat on a swing, and I gave her a underdog. She let out a scream, and started to laugh. I hoped on a swing, and moved a little. This might sound weird but im terrified on swings. Not the swings itself but swinging on one. When