In Me by Tiffany Anyel (novels to improve english .TXT) 📖

as we stood there silently against the door Lee looks at me smiling.

“What?” I mouth confused by his expression. I was more than a little put off by Paul no more than four feet behind the door.

Lee brings his face to my ear, “It’s payback time…” “What? No.” Realizing what he meant I shook my head.

“Yes—answer him Kate,” Lee said whispering in my ear as he played in between my thighs.

Oh my god this was not happening--this is what I get for--everything I’ve done. I let out a breath—trying not to moan as Lee played with me. “Yea?” I finally said not too loudly--so Paul wouldn’t know I was literally at the door no more than a few feet away.

“Oh hey… I didn’t know if you’d still be up.” Lee unclips my bra slowly pulling it off my chest. I watch him lick his lips as it falls to the floor exposing my naked chest.

A little embarrassed as Lee stared at my breasts--for the first time. I instinctively bring my hands up trying to cover them.

“Kate?” Hearing Paul I whisper to the door, “Yea?” still watching Lee as he takes my hands bringing them down. He looks deep in my eyes desire plainly written in his pupils as he took his hand gliding it down my chest.

Grabbing my naked breast holding them--feeling my chest rise at his touch, he plays with my nipple. I let out a breath leaning my head back. “Umm… Kate can I come in?”

For the first time Lee looks at the door--fury in his eyes. I pretend I don’t notice, “Hmm… I’m actually…really tired…Paul,” I finally said feeling Lee’s hot breath next to my ear trailing his tongue down my neck as he tugged and pulled on my breast. Oh my god… how was I going to do this?

“Oh. Well I’m sorry again for us not being able to have our picnic on the beach,” Paul said sounding disappointed. Lee lifts his head up looking at me--wanting me to watch him as he took my breast bringing it to his mouth.

I lean my head back biting my lip letting out heavy breaths as he lightly flicks my nipple with his tongue—sucking on it with his lips. “I kind of wished we could—it was hard having to leave you in that red suit,” Paul finally said letting out a chuckle.

I let out a moan--I couldn’t even hide how I was feeling. “Kate?” I finally clear my throat, “Umm… it’s okay. I was…kind of tired anyway.”

“I wish I could see you in it now… so I could take it off you,” Lee looks at the door. I put my hand over his mouth whispering in his ear, “We both know…who I’d want taking it off me…”

Looking in my eyes he brings his face down kissing me--hard. Pulling my hair bringing me closer--letting me know I was his. I gladly accepted letting out a moan biting his lower lip.

“Kate are you…okay?” Paul asked sounding concerned--hearing my heavy breaths I was sure. I imagined him leaning his ear against the door trying to listen.

I held Lee still--shushing him as I leaned my body off the door. “Yea I’m okay Paul… goodnight. See you in the morning,” I finally said hoping he would walk away.

“Okay, umm… goodnight. Is someone in there with you?” Paul asked clearly not buying it—damn I obviously sucked at this. Lee whispers in my ear, “Let me tell him I’m in here…,” I shake my head at Lee--talking to the door, “No…why?”

I couldn’t do that to Paul. I mean yes I have done horrible things—but I wasn’t the devil. At least I hoped anyway.

“I thought I heard something… Are you sure you don’t want company? I could hold you while you fall asleep?” Paul finally asked stepping away from the door. Probably waiting for me to open it--no way that was happening.

“Umm…that’s so sweet Paul… but not tonight.” I finally said trying to stop Lee as he ran his hand down my body, tugging on my pant strings looking up at me smiling--completely not affected by Paul’s presence.

I grab his hand mouthing, “No Lee I can’t—his getting suspicious.” “So?” Lee whispers gliding his hands down my legs as he pulled them down relieving my baby blue boy shorts underneath.

I wasn’t expecting anyone to see me in them--even though they are my favorite type of undies to wear. Lee looks up at me with a hint of a smile mouthing, “Baby blue huh?” I smile at him.

He brings his face to my ear biting and sucking on it with his tongue, “I have never wanted to take off a pair of baby blues… so badly.” He gently pulls at the rim of them with his hand.

I give him an angry glare--a little mad at him for not listening to me. He ignores it bending down trailing his tongue down my body kissing me as he did so--stopping just above my shorts.

I feel myself let out a breath wishing he would stop--but feeling my body respond to his touch as I instinctively bring my body closer to his lips.

Running my fingers through his hair I look down watching him bring his face closer to me. Holding my breath I watch him close his eyes as he lightly begins kissing over-top my shorts with his lips.

I let out a moan--biting my lip trying to muffle it, as he opens his mouth running his tongue along my now slightly wet shorts.

Feeling his hot mouth on me--I instinctively grab his hair pulling him closer. “Okay Kate… well I’ll let you sleep,” Paul said finally walking away from the door.

I couldn’t even respond as I finally let go--letting out a moan. Lee gets up looking me in my eyes--he takes my hand leading me to the bed.

I silently follow him not leaving his eyes. He gently throws me on the bed, and climbs on top of me looking in my eyes. I smile at him bringing his face to mine--kissing him softly.


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Feeling myself awake--I don’t immediately open my eyes. I wanted to hold on to last night a little longer.

Eyes closed I take a deep breath feeling myself smile remembering my perfect night with Lee. My Lee. It’s funny how you can see someone everyday--be around them for what seems like forever and how suddenly they become a totally different person to you.

The way you see them…changes right before your eyes. Lee changed right before my eyes last night.

He was no longer just my friend… someone I have goofed around with too many times to count or someone who has been there with me sharing all my moments--the good, the bad, and the ugly.

He has always been an incredible friend--that special someone in my life. But now… who knew it could only get better? That there was more to be discovered--to be shared between us?

Last night we shared a moment together… that changed us—changed who we are... forever. Bringing us closer than I already thought we were.

I watched him give himself to me last night--letting me see his… naked beauty. And not just physically but in every other way that matters.

His shyness as I looked at him--all of him, for the first time. His passion as he held me close each time he gave in to pure pleasure--the feeling of us. And his gentleness as he gazed in my eyes making sure I was okay… each time he did so.

I loved him deeper than I ever thought I could love anyone. Than I ever thought possible--who knew there was so much more in me… So much that had been hidden. Lee showed me more—he showed me… my love.

Feeling him stir I open my eyes meeting his closed ones--still sleeping. I smile running my hand through his hair. I had held him last night and here he was still in my arms.

I laid there watching him sleep. I watch the way his eye-lashes gently fluttered each time he took a breath or the way his hair fell in his eyes each time he would stir in his sleep.

I run my fingertips along his arms watching his chest rise and fall--he was so beautiful. And he looked so peaceful, so soft lying here in my arms.

I smile remembering last night, how I had laid in his arms as he looked in my eyes and asked me if I still wanted to go through with it--if I still wanted to give myself to him.

Even though I could see in his eyes how much he wanted to—how much he wanted to be…in me. “Kate… are you sure?” He asked me as he caressed my face.

He knew I was scared, he knew I hadn’t given myself to anyone--I hadn’t let anyone this close to me in a long time. And he held me close letting me know how much it meant to him. What I meant to him. Showing me how much he loved the feeling of being…in me.

“Kate?” I watch him open his eyes. “Yea?” I said running my fingers through his hair.

“How long have you been up?” he asked rubbing his sleepy eyes.

“I don’t know. Not long—how did you sleep? You looked like you were sleeping good…” “Oh did I?” Lee asked smiling at me, running his fingers through his hair--pushing it out of his eyes.

“Yep. You should have seen it. Your mouth was all open—slobbering everywhere,” I finally said smiling at him.

He pretends to hit me laughing, “Shut up I was not—really?” He looks at his pillow, wiping his mouth--and smiles bringing his face to mine pretending to wipe it on me.

“Lee stop,” I said laughing—pretending to wipe it off. He doesn’t—moving his face touching my cheeks, “You know you like it.”

Laughing with him I stare in his eyes holding his face, “You don’t regret… last night, do you? I mean are you worried about what it will do to our friendship?”

He looks at my face touching my hair as it lay scattered all over my pillow, “No, I don’t regret it—how could I? And I know

my body certainly doesn’t” he said lifting his eyebrows up and down--trying to be funny. I let out a laugh feeling him brush up against me.

“And as far as our friendship goes… well we were never really all that close to begin with,” he said smiling at me as he brought his face to mine--kissing me.

I pull away, “Shouldn’t we stop… you know before I dunno it confuses things between us.” He looks at me confused, “What? What do you mean?”

“I mean… last night was--I don’t even have words to describe last night. But I’m not looking for things to change between us Lee. I mean if anything last night made them better—it has brought us closer. And I don’t want to ruin that.” I finally said looking away.

Last night was special--more than special. But I couldn’t help but feel a little scared that it would change things and