Always find my love by Candace M. (feel good books to read .TXT) 📖

What’s up people of the world I am Francis and I love my life I have the coolest friends in the world that I can trust with anything. I also have the cutest little brother and sister their 5 (and yes their twins). I know what u must be thinking "you think your life is perfect with siblings what is wrong with you". We all have are problems don’t we now? Any who my parents are so loving and caring but their always away on trips that have to do with work I don’t know why one of them just can’t go. My little bro and sis are living with my grandparents in Kansas while I finish high school up in Cali baby oh ya!!!!!!! I am a junior (11th grade for all the dummy’s out there no offence ok) I go to Sun Dusk high and I just might be in love with one of my best friends brother who is a year younger than me don’t even say it because I will tell u this now I am not a rapist!!! Or am I? Nope totally not (lol). I don’t even know what made me fall for someone younger than me because I’m not saying I’m all that and a bag of chips but I’m not ugly either. I have light brown hair in a long bob with some natural highlights. My eyes are green like grass with gold specks in them and my lips are pink and are perfect for pouting. Oh I also have a tattoo on my left hip that says "there is no remedy for love but to love more". What are you doing with a tat? Ya I know what you’re thinking but I got it in 9th grade when I first fell in love but that’s a whole another story. Any who lets get back to now so ya that’s pretty much it about me oh I almost forgot the best part sports. I play football I’m the only girl but that’s ok because I’m having fun. P.S- Hannah's brother josh is on the team and I love to say good game to him if you know what I mean (evil smile). I only have like 5 more hours left of sleep so I need to use them before I look like something off of thriller.

"FRAN!!!!FRANNN!!FRANCIS" I heard Hannah scream my name in my ear.
"What the hell are you screaming for you danm dummy" I yelled right back at her and I could see her trying to stop from laughing. You know sometimes she just makes me sick.
"hey you do know we have to go to school today right so get up and don’t yell when you first get up cause yo breath is kicking" she said laughing and I couldn’t help it but laugh to cause that was just to funny her face OMG funny.
"You are so not funny I tell her" and go into the bathroom to take a shower and all the other stuff you do in there but don’t mention it. I go in my closet witch is walk in but not and select a pair of black skinny jeans with rips in them, a dark blue shirt with a vest and some heels. I walk down the stairs and see Hannah digging through my fridge.
"Hey get your little hands out my fringe fool" I yell at her and she jumps like 3 feet into the air.
"Dude you scared the shit out of me and I wouldn’t be in your fridge if would have got up when I said to so we can get something to eat on the way to school".
"Oh" I say while looking sorry "can we still go because I’m hungry and it looks as if you ate all my food anyway"
"First of all you didn’t have anything to begin with and second we only got time for a latte` from Starbucks"
"Ok then let’s go I got pre-Cal first hour and if I’m late again I get detention" I said while grabbing my bag off the couch and heading to the door. I lock the door and get in the passenger side of the car and we drive to Starbucks then to school. We pulled into a parking spot and I looked at the clock and had less than a minute to get to class so I yelled a goodbye to Hannah and ran across the yard into the building all the way to class and walked in just as the bell rang.
"Your late Ms. Drake once again so that is-" I cut her off
"I made it through Ms. Smith just as the bell rang" I wined to her
"That’s my point so I want you in here right after school is out" she said and continued to teach the class
"What a bitch" I said and she looked at me and I just smiled like I didn’t say anything.
I grabbed a seat in the back of the class room and started to think about my love Cameron but I call him cammy and I get mad when other girls try to steal my name. I haven’t told him because I’m older than him and oh I just don’t know maybe I’m scared of what I don’t know. I was snapped out of my sleep the bell rang. I gathered up my things and headed to my locker only to see Hannah, Jake, Kyle, Chris, Drew, and Mike standing at my locker talking.
"Awww were you guys waiting on me I feel so special" I said with a smile on my face
"Oh this is your locker I thought this was Ambers locker oops" Mike said with a smile because he knows I hate her he just loves to tease me but I love him anyway.
"Ha-ha that was so funny I forgot to laugh I said hitting him upside his head and opening my locker.
"You guys want to hang after school" I said while trying to get my health book out of my locker that is stuck at the moment
"You want me to help you” said a voice I thought to be Kyle’s because he loves to talk about how weak I am
"No thanks I got it" I said all out of breath from tugging. When I tried to yank it out I slipped and was ready to hit the floor when a pair of strong arms circled around my waist to pull me up and I felt rock hard abs on my back. When he let go I turned around to see Cammy (a.k.a. Cameron) smiling down at me.
"Hey" Cammy said
All I could do was stand there and look at how hot he was and how much I wanted to kiss his red juicy lips. No Francis don’t think about that right now. I stand up straight and turn to face him.
“Hey Cammy thanks for the save”
“No problem” he said and flashed one of those million dollar smiles.
Chris being the idiot he is looks between the two of us and a smirk grew on his face.
“So are you two like secretly dating because I am seeing that connection now?” he said
“Chris you better shut your mouth before I shut it for you” I threatened him

“So is that a yes or no” he said while trying not to laugh
“That’s a you don’t need to know dip-shit”
“Who you calling dip-ship you slut”
“You ass wipe”
“no you’re not you bitch” I got in his face and leaned close to his ear and said “call me a bitch again and ill rip off your dick and feed it to you”
He looked at me mortified and said “I always knew you were the devil” I just shrugged and everyone cracked up laughing at are little argument.

Publication Date: 02-17-2012

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Dedication:
This is for everyone who is afraid of who they love because of what people think.