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thatā€™s not the point again. You see, Iā€™m mixing everything up. I am in such a hurry. Why am I in a hurry? I donā€™t understand. Itā€™s awful how I seem growing unable to understand anything. Everything seems mixed up in a sort of tangle. I am afraid you are so bored you will jump up and run away, and that will be all I shall see of you. Goodness! Why are we sitting here and no coffee? Yulia, Glafira, coffee!ā€

Alyosha made haste to thank her, and said that he had only just had coffee.

ā€œWhere?ā€

ā€œAt Agrafena Alexandrovnaā€™s.ā€

ā€œAtā ā€Šā ā€¦ at that womanā€™s? Ah, itā€™s she has brought ruin on everyone. I know nothing about it though. They say she has become a saint, though itā€™s rather late in the day. She had better have done it before. What use is it now? Hush, hush, Alexey Fyodorovitch, for I have so much to say to you that I am afraid I shall tell you nothing. This awful trialā ā€Šā ā€¦ I shall certainly go, I am making arrangements. I shall be carried there in my chair; besides I can sit up. I shall have people with me. And, you know, I am a witness. How shall I speak, how shall I speak? I donā€™t know what I shall say. One has to take an oath, hasnā€™t one?ā€

ā€œYes; but I donā€™t think you will be able to go.ā€

ā€œI can sit up. Ah, you put me out! Ah! this trial, this savage act, and then they are all going to Siberia, some are getting married, and all this so quickly, so quickly, everythingā€™s changing, and at lastā ā€”nothing. All grow old and have death to look forward to. Well, so be it! I am weary. This Katya, cette charmante personne, has disappointed all my hopes. Now she is going to follow one of your brothers to Siberia, and your other brother is going to follow her, and will live in the nearest town, and they will all torment one another. It drives me out of my mind. Worst of allā ā€”the publicity. The story has been told a million times over in all the papers in Moscow and Petersburg. Ah! yes, would you believe it, thereā€™s a paragraph that I was ā€˜a dear friendā€™ of your brotherā€™s āø», I canā€™t repeat the horrid word. Just fancy, just fancy!ā€

ā€œImpossible! Where was the paragraph? What did it say?ā€

ā€œIā€™ll show you directly. I got the paper and read it yesterday. Here, in the Petersburg paper Gossip. The paper began coming out this year. I am awfully fond of gossip, and I take it in, and now it pays me outā ā€”this is what gossip comes to! Here it is, here, this passage. Read it.ā€

And she handed Alyosha a sheet of newspaper which had been under her pillow.

It was not exactly that she was upset, she seemed overwhelmed and perhaps everything really was mixed up in a tangle in her head. The paragraph was very typical, and must have been a great shock to her, but, fortunately perhaps, she was unable to keep her mind fixed on anyone subject at that moment, and so might race off in a minute to something else and quite forget the newspaper.

Alyosha was well aware that the story of the terrible case had spread all over Russia. And, good heavens! what wild rumors about his brother, about the Karamazovs, and about himself he had read in the course of those two months, among other equally credible items! One paper had even stated that he had gone into a monastery and become a monk, in horror at his brotherā€™s crime. Another contradicted this, and stated that he and his elder, Father Zossima, had broken into the monastery chest and ā€œmade tracks from the monastery.ā€ The present paragraph in the paper Gossip was under the heading, ā€œThe Karamazov Case at Skotoprigonyevsk.ā€ (That, alas! was the name of our little town. I had hitherto kept it concealed.) It was brief, and Madame Hohlakov was not directly mentioned in it. No names appeared, in fact. It was merely stated that the criminal, whose approaching trial was making such a sensationā ā€”retired army captain, an idle swaggerer, and reactionary bullyā ā€”was continually involved in amorous intrigues, and particularly popular with certain ladies ā€œwho were pining in solitude.ā€ One such lady, a pining widow, who tried to seem young though she had a grownup daughter, was so fascinated by him that only two hours before the crime she offered him three thousand roubles, on condition that he would elope with her to the gold mines. But the criminal, counting on escaping punishment, had preferred to murder his father to get the three thousand rather than go off to Siberia with the middle-aged charms of his pining lady. This playful paragraph finished, of course, with an outburst of generous indignation at the wickedness of parricide and at the lately abolished institution of serfdom. Reading it with curiosity, Alyosha folded up the paper and handed it back to Madame Hohlakov.

ā€œWell, that must be me,ā€ she hurried on again. ā€œOf course I am meant. Scarcely more than an hour before, I suggested gold mines to him, and here they talk of ā€˜middle-aged charmsā€™ as though that were my motive! He writes that out of spite! God Almighty forgive him for the middle-aged charms, as I forgive him! You know itā€™sā ā€”Do you know who it is? Itā€™s your friend Rakitin.ā€

ā€œPerhaps,ā€ said Alyosha, ā€œthough Iā€™ve heard nothing about it.ā€

ā€œItā€™s he, itā€™s he! No ā€˜perhapsā€™ about it. You know I turned him out of the house.ā ā€Šā ā€¦ You know all that story, donā€™t you?ā€

ā€œI know that you asked him not to visit you for the future, but why it was, I havenā€™t heardā ā€Šā ā€¦ from you, at least.ā€

ā€œAh, then youā€™ve heard it from him! He abuses me, I suppose, abuses me dreadfully?ā€

ā€œYes, he does; but then he abuses everyone. But why youā€™ve given him up I havenā€™t heard from him either. I meet him very seldom now, indeed. We are

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