It is not only your government that has top[ secret files, someone else has some. That someone else is none other than you. Deep down your spine, beyond your skull rests that which you may never want to share with any other person, or the person next to you- some history well hidden.

Does the pain in you show? Or do you hide the fact that your hurt...running from something along lives broken paths.

„It is not good to love Me for you. It is good to love Me for Me, and this kind of love I ask from you, for I want to be able to do everything for the man and I cannot do otherwise through him.”

THE TRUTH OF THE WORLD OF VAMPIRES AS TOLD BY ONE OF THE  ONLY SURVIVING MEMBERS OF HIS SPECIES. HE ALONE CARRIES THE WEIGHT OF A MYSTERIOUS AND WORLD SHATTERING EVENT THAT RIPPED FROM HIM ALL HE KNEW IN A SINGLE MERCILLESS EXTERMINATION OF HIS KIND. LIKE A BIBLICAL APOCALYPSE THE GREAT VANISHING HAS HAUNTED HIM FOR CENTURIES AND HIS TIRELESS AND DEADLY PURSUIT TO ANSWER QUESTIONS BEYOND THE PURVUE OF MAN AND VAMPIRE ALIKE IS TAKING HIM TO THE THE BLACKEST CORNERS OF A WORLD FAR DARKER THAN HIS. IN A SEEMINGLY BOTTOMLESS ABYSS OF HIDDEN TRUTHS AND CRUEL DECEPTIONS WHICH HE ONLY THOUGHT HE WANTED TO PURSUE. A QUEST FOR LIFE, LOVE, AND LONG BURIED SECRETS HIDDEN BY AN UNHOLY ALLIANCE OF THE VATICAN AND HIS OWN PEOPLE. HIS ONLY DESIRE IS TO FIND HIS SOUL MATE.

“No One Else” was written after the birth of my grand daughter, Kayla. She was born prematurely and weighed only four pounds. She must have had a guardian angel because she is now a happy, healthy ten year old with a very active imagination. She dances to her own music and talks to her teddy. She makes me smile with everything she does. I whole-heartedly believe in guardians… but who ever say they had to be angels?

This story was originally written for picture book form. But, I can not draw at the caliber I wanted nor can I afford someone who can.

These are true accounts of my past taken from My Red Book, that I did not continue. Because when I returned to England I did nothing of much interest. 

Just something for those of you who are feeling down...Something to let you know I feel the same and I am here for you

We are a band known as Stand By Fate. You can find us on fb if you want more music. For anyone who wishes that we post more lyrics from our own songs that we write ourselves, just message us.

I found out the truth the hard way. It really was the worst thing I had ever heard. Now I will share my story with you.