My 24 Facebook notes by Daz Freeman (ebook reader TXT) 📖

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As I still stand and walk I won't lose this battle against you.

You have taken me places and introduced me to many faces and everything else it came with the place but those things don't matter to me,just want my loved ones closer to me.

I must thank you on one thing though,you have shown me who is real and who is fake

I don't have no witnesses,am guilty as charged so to this distance am a fucken victim..

Note #Five

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Am dragging my feet through life but it seems kinder heavy and I can't survive

I strive to be the best as I dive into life and hope I come out of it alive and be a better man

There is nothing hard as fighting battles that seem like you can't win

You still don't give up because you hoping for the best,knowing that no situation lasts forever

Keep your head high,remember that life is a test

Am still trying so hard to draw this lines together,it seems they staying divided like lines of cocaine

I am getting the grip of it even though everyone is gaining from my profits

As much as I try so hard to please,I always seem to never fit

I keep on falling,I can't make good hits

I miss the right nods to life,its not fair and I am sure there is a way out of all this

I keep on fighting because I refuse to lose!

When you think you have lost it all,that's when you realise you have to wake up and stand taller than your situation

You can't lose,losing is just a state of mind

Once shaken off,you know that there is nothing that will be stopping you

Stay true to yourself and keep moving forward, this is the point of receiving.Make way and pave your own way and this is where I rest my and live it all up to you.

 

 

 

 

 

Note #Six

The difference between You and Me

This is how humble I am

What seems to he right to you,to me its defiantly wrong

Whats important to you,might not be important to me

What matters most to you,might not matter to me

What's serious to you,might not be serious to me

What's worrying to you,to me it's nothing but just a hump

The difference between You and Me is when You try to bring war,I declare peace 

When you start to hate,I love and when you are angry I simply smile

When you start judging,I accept things thee way they are

When you bring sadness to people,I bring happiness to the people

When you make enemies with people,I make friends with the people you proclaim to be enemies with

The best way we can be similar is if you keep your distance and I keep my distance.In that case I believe we can never go wrong.Am sure towards each other we could be strong in that way

You and I are opposites but you know what they say about opposites

Mathematically or Scientifically speaking we both attract if we are negatives

 

Note #Seven and Eight

Alcohol

I close my eyes and start imagining

I visualise alcohol and it feels am day dreaming drunk from imagination

It gets me cruising and I be on some ground auto pilot things

Alcohol you're my friend when I am lonely

People would doubt you but for me you take away all my worries

To me you add brain cells and expand my thinking

Money is not a thing as long as I spend it on you

When alone I start feeling like I belong because of you

You keep me company when no lady can and you make me smile when I am sad

You take the nerves out of me when I can't express myself.

They might call you a addiction but to me you a swift operator

You make me feel cool in front of everybody when they think am an idiot

In front of you I can never be wrong.

Mwah!alcohol I love you to bits because with you I can never be wrong

When you enter my blood stream I start disrespecting and do things I can never do

I will not blame you though because you taught me a lot and opened my brains when I never could

I have come to known a lot and seen a lot due to you

Alcohol I respect you and say no matter how much I drink you I can never finish you,you older than me and I'll die and leave you here

Even though you make me stay high and stable that's why I love you

Am one hell of a drinker and nothing of a smoker.

 

Losing Conscious

I've been staring at her and she's been staring at me

We caught eye to eye

Feels like a shock of electricity.I guess she feels what I feel

This is chemistry and I don't want to spoil the good moment so I make it last

Hope we are not moving in too fast

I smack myself on the face,am I day dreaming or is this real?

It just feels like a roller coaster ride,it might not last

But this love thing just made me lose my pride

Girl I just want to let you know I'm in it for you so I am not going to let this moment slide

Let's make it last and spread this love wide

Even if it don't work out,I want us to say that at the end of the day we tried

She wants to be mine forever,so she just shared a tear and cried

 

 

 

Note #Nine

Missing you

Missing you hurts more than a needle injection.Its all over me just like a rush infection.

When I miss you,I browse through your pictures and it puts a smile on my face

The little times we spent keeps me going and makes me hold the tears back

Thinking of you makes me miss you more and I should come to terms with that I can't do without you

Got so close to you and all of what we have is just turning to be a love batttle

I told myslf that if its less,Im not ready to settle

If I had one wish,I'd tell the whole world how much I miss you

Hope that will be enough to satisfy my inner feelings

Pains me deep when I can't express it to you

Your  attention took me by suprise and I've never missd someone so much as much as I miss you

I didn't know the feeling of missing someone until I started missng you

I came to realise that the way I miss you,not even love can express it

Does everithng have to turn into a love story line?

Why does it not stay simple and just be fine?

I guess its a human thing because I can confess that I have a love weakness,I can't control it believe me I am my own witness

The question I want to ask is,do you miss me as much as I miss you? or all of this is a joke to u?.If its a joke let me know so that I can save myself the humiliation.

I have been hurt once and  I can't risk it,so I need all the attention

I'm not a pretender and can never be a pretender

For you I got a heart that tends and thoughts that mend

I think I'm falling inlove with you already but damn it,whats love to you and I if we can't show it?

All I am trying to say is I miss you so bad not even words can describe it.

 

 

Note #Ten

This note is more close to me as its for a friend and a child who is very close to me.Words can't express enough but its by luck that I get to share it with the world. To my daughter I know you have read this but I want the world to know even if they don't understand I would have tried

Daughter-Charmaine-Mkay .

What would a father be without a daughter and what would a daughter be without a father?

*sigh*. If I could describe her in one word,I'd say a 'billion'

Shes a billion because I can't describe her in one word

Its crazy how we met but now we stuck together like a family

She calls me "papz",I call her ''dawta'' and thats how close we got

Her blood has become my blood,funny thing though I believe we share a lot in common

The kindness,caring,friendliness,the smiles,respect and attitude

This is something you don't buy or bribe,I'd like to call it inheritance.

You would swear you saw a father and daughter relationship but it is a father and daughter relationship

She keeps me going when I have nothing to spare,makes me belive there is a better tomorrow

The smile takes away the pain and brings a cheerful heart,just like a father I don't want to hear