My 24 Facebook notes by Daz Freeman (ebook reader TXT) 📖

opening more thoughts into my daily routine

Here I am I want to reach new heights but one side brain of mine tells me am weak and can not get anywhere in life

The other side of my brain tells me you can get through anything if you stay focus and give it 100%,another thought creeps in and blames others that where is the support?I can't make it on my own

It sure is a sign of laziness but my brain is too weak to pick that up

I can't get out of my zone and work my butt off

But am still set and say "With the right attitude with my work ethics am good!

Fine am ready to go!"

As I take one look at the mirror on my way to getting my day started with a shower

The thoughts come back,thinking about my friends and people around who have made it and those who I think are judging me

All this in my thoughts,I ask why can't I make it?am I cursed?am I bewitched?God you left me for dry,people are undermining me,why can't I be like the kid next door,everybody hates me and never wish me well.All this are just excuses to make me feel better!

All of this questions and thoughts are running in my mind but am strong and through it all I still encourage myself that this is nothing I'll be my own man.Being a opportunist as I am,steadily waiting for that small window to open!

Little does one think that they might wait forever!

All along I didn't see that with this negative thoughts and what I tell myself is what is destroying me and that's how am my biggest enemy

Nobody is next to me and nobody has touched me but look what I have done the past minutes and hours I spent thinking about all this nonsense that does not build me

Am destroying myself and wasting my time in not channeling all this energy in the right direction

I've developed the wrong attitude and am looking at others what they doing and busy on social net works picking up bad vibes which are or clearly could not be there from people but I think all negative

I've disadvantaged myself already by my thoughts and allowed them to take control over me to be a bitter person

The minute you start realising that you killing yourself its the minute you will turn away from the mirror and start working to build yourself a better tomorrow

Become a active person in your community by getting involved in anything positive that will build you

I realised am my biggest enemy because I wake everyday to fight bad thoughts and the demons in me

My biggest enemy is me for I've allowed negativity to creep in,I've allowed the devil to weaken me

Am my biggest enemy as I wake up to fight myself first before I fight with any other person out there

I wake up everyday and fight me,yes am my biggest enemy but I have to overcome that and befriend myself to be the man I want to be

I won't look around searching for things that are not there I'll just look away and focus on me because the rest is none of my business

I stand and say I'll look away with a smile to be a better person tomorrow

Being bitter destroys and closes your creativity

So who is my biggest enemy?

I'm my biggest enemy

Note #Twenty Four

Addiction 

The definitation of addiction is the fact or condition of being addicted

Addicted is physically dependent on a particular substance or devoted to a particular interest or activity

I think sometimes people tend to not understand the word addiction or being addictated to something

I am addicted to smoking,drinking,cannabis,pills,pornography,cursing and social networks

Have you realised that addiction is normally associated with all this bad or wrong things.Let me say it is associated with all the things that the society does not approve off and people start to look at the word wrongly

They start not to want to be associated with this word

Is being devoted to success bad?

Is being devoted to getting educated bad?

Maybe to others it is bad but the word should not be looked at as if its something bad

Learn to control your addiction maybe then it will no longer look like an addiction but something you do from time to time

Some don't approve of it and question it like "How could they say feeling good is an addiction?"

Some say "you will be surprised what they call addiction this days" but what if you're interest in something makes you better

Don't get me wrong but I will not advice you to make it an excuse to say addiction to television or drugs is right

I just beg to differ that being a addict is wrong.My reason is how can you say its wrong when I say I am addicted to finer things,is it wrong if that kid wakeswakes up everyday and goes to the library and read or study his books?

The people make the world look bad and I'd like to say that's an addiction because they are devoted to making the world look so ugly

Don't be scared to be addicted,yes go right ahead and say you are addicted!

You are addicted to your hustle

Don't fight it but accept and go right ahead and say it,"I am an addicted"

Mybe it will make you feel better when you say it to yourself or it will motivate you to higher things

Just go right ahead and tell yourself that you are an addiction

Addicted! Addicted!You are an addiction to yourself and be proud of it

Hi!I am Daz Freeman and I am an addiction

I am a addicted to making my life look better

I am addicted to making money and make you feel good about yourself

Yes go right ahead and say you an addiction don't be scared,you are addicted so what?

Don't be proud to be addicted to the wrong things though,for too much of everything is bad and anything bad takes you nowhere but to become lazy and you no longer an active member of the society

Addiction to me is something that you love 

I am an addiction to my own kind and I am proud of it

 

Thank you!

I set myself a standard and I think for once I have reached it.Mostly thank you to all my friends who read and and approved of my work.You pushed me to write for you and you made me great.As for that we great together and together as one we stand.Let our African brothers and sisters be our own and lets love one another for we are all human and one and the same.I did this for you and yes you.Out of it I said I want to have fun in writing this and I believe me I did.Thank you for making me reach my limits and if the the rest of the world approves of what I have done then I am not scared to do it again and reach higher limits.I believe in change but for the better!

 

 

 

Imprint

Text: Daz freeman
Images: Daz freeman
Editing: Daz freeman
Translation: Daz freeman
Publication Date: 05-25-2015

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Dedication:
This book is dedicated to all my friends who put a hand in making this book become possible