My 24 Facebook notes by Daz Freeman (ebook reader TXT) 📖

stops expressing my emotions

Actions really do speak louder,I can even hear all the silence when writing this

No need for me to apologise but respect my thoughts as I'd respect yours

May the 8th,yep! I surely will forget you one day,its just not today but some day

Thanks for everything May the 8th mwah! 

 

Note #Fifteen

Success .

The defination of success lies in your head,what you want to achieve.Goals,proving a point,its up to you.The challenges we go through in life,sometimes you think to yourself if will you ever make it.You want success as mch as your fellow human beings do!.When you see your friends and they have made it,you start questioning yourself.You are put under peer pressure by them.They flesh cars,money,houses,wives on your face and that feels like you just got slapped by reality!

You start being scared,you wonder if you will ever be successful because when you look at their success you think of a bigger better success than what they have.You are hungry for success,you don't know how to get there even when you keep trying.You growing older,still living in your parents house and as you keep fighting nothing comes from it.You work twice as hard as them but you got nothing to show for it.Your friends doubt you and work less but have everything to show for it,they are better than you.

Life may not be fair but everybody deserves their share.The future starts to look gloom,you want to scream for help,you already know nobody will hear you.You want to break down in tears but you already know that they won't help you.The little dreams you had are becoming a fairytale and hard to reach,is like you living in a nightmare reality.You got parents who don't believe in you,not to mention trust because they think you don't know what you doing.You loosing ground,feeling you are alone,nobody is hearing you and your parents don't understand you.They not there for your dreams and they still want to control you and own you.They want you to be something you not.They still want to have authority over you and tell you what to do and not to do.They don't want to let go

You find yourself all alone in a foreign world because you feel you lost in your own dream.Patience young dreamer even if they look at you and feel you are useless to them because you can't mke them proud.You are not your parents shinning trophy,you are called upon by the Lord to be in this world.Times are still hard and everything you touch or try or do turns into dust like everything was made from sand.You feel cursed,you think of selling your soul but is it worth it?You know better than that.While your world is turning dark,you start thinking of sucidal notes,is it worth it?As you still fighting to be herd

You go into depression,most of the things around you don't matter anymore because you have not achieved anything.You want money now!All your talk about what you wanted to be is a failure.Patience young dreamer,you have no support and you are weak but do you lose as a dreamer?Your friends will laugh at you and gossip about you at work and their gatherings.They think they have it all!But your mind tells you they don't care.Off cause they don't care!They don't want to see you up there with them.They are afraid you will be better than them.

Your friends are scared of your presence and they want to step on you and make you feel useless,they want to use you to get somewhere but they not climing up the ladder with you.At the end of the day everything that you go through,you are able to wake up everyday and carry on.Yes you are strong and you will put up with all this bullshit in your life.Do you know why?God has'nt abadon you and through it all,is the patience and perseversance you have!

You still have hope because you want to be someone in life and you have not lost faith in that and your dreams.You haven't given up and your mission is to push harder.Staying up because of all the negativity that keeps you pushing for the better.You are going to silence all your critics and yes you will do that in victory.You know that one day you will overcome this.Remember that you are a survivor,a hustler amognst hustlers.Yes you are staying strong,just like a dog waiting to be unleashed.You will be someone around everybody else.Your ambitions drive you,yes you are a winner and when you make it,unfamiliar faces will recognise you.People will congratulate you and probably envy you.You will smile because you know its just the beginning of your success!

Note #Sixteen

 Goodbyes.

Goodbyes,oh how I hate last moments.I looked at a couple from a distance at the bus station as I was ready to partake on my journey to another successful adventure of my life. I looked at them as I thought about them.

As they stood by the bus station,waiting for the bus to arrive

They kept the little talk going,agruements there and there.But still kept all smiles,looking at each other,knowing its their last moments together

I looked at his eyes and saw a worry look as his thinking if is this really it?

When will they cross their worlds again?

How long will it be before they see each other again?

Will they ever see each other again?

She decides to leave as she sees that this is too much for her and she can't wait until the bus gets here

She knows she will just burst into tears if she see him take his goodbye journey bus

A journey that leaves behind good times and crazy memories

Before she leaves the hugs,kisses and as she trys to pull away

He does not want her to leave so he pulls her back for more kisses and tears come running down.They wipe each other off as its hard to let go

She looks at him deeply and it seems like its that look of "why you leaving me?"

He leans more towards her and they give each other deep kisses like there is no tomorrow

They know they won't be seeing each other soon and they keep on touching each other as they kiss as if they in the bed room.Moments get tense,emotions start to run high and they want to rip each other apart

Before things get out of hand she lets go slowly and says "goodbye" walking away

As she leaves he takes a look at her from behind and glanced atat her every step she took

He thought mybe she would look back but she kept on walking...

As she disapeared from far he could not believe it ,that is this really it?he looks down and holds his head

For a second there he thought she was goning to come back and all of this would just be a dream

As she disappeared he started to believed that she was really gone and its time he looked forward

He felt like their worlds are broken into two parts,sitting there by the bus station alone now,his brain storming.

Conclusion is he will see her one day,miles away from her does not change a single thing that he feels for her

The arrival of the bus,he didn't even want to think.He just grabbed his bags and boarded the bus

There he was on his way to a new journey of life... This is goodbye,done it!How am not familiar with goodbyes!

 

 

Note #Seventeen

 Quotes in a quote note .

What does not kill you makes you stronger etc.

I could easily spent the next hour or so on the net lookin for the best inspirational or motivational words for you

But I'd rather not because that's not me,I like keeping it real with people and that's what I am about to do with you

Keeping it real with people is the best way you stay original and never get lost with yourself because you got nothing to lose

Its either they like you or don't like you for who you are,I have had that a lot of people around me but the best look I put with people was being myself

I don't do things for anyone and don't owe it to anyone

When you real with yourself it helps you differentiate between pretenders and those who are down with you,whether you speak,dress,walk,behave or act differently

Those people who do not give a damn about the color of your skin but they down with you because you are you,not because you throw around a lot of money

The best way that you can be unique is being yourself

Every time you go out there,just go out there and be yourself

Do you,do not impress anybody because once you do that you will have a problem with everything around you.

Pretenders always go out their way to dress for the occasion,killing themselves just to put a show for others while they gain nothing

Do not be like them because you have everything to gain and nothing to lose when you being yourself

This who you are and that's how God has made you then do not settle for anything that does not digest well with you

You might wake up with regrets while trying put up with pretenders

The best way to win people over is to give them the real you

Your life is your own show so get out the best of it for you owe it to nobody accept God himself who gave you this life

I decided to be Daz Freeman

You know why?Because I am a Free-man with all the answers to my life that God has blessed me with

Stand up and be your own human being for that will make you a better person and make you realise your potentials

The quotes could have helped you but you need to first realise the power you have with in you before taking anyone's words

With this words said I believe I gave you the best quote that