Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (i wanna iguana read aloud .TXT) 📖

If I had to go one day without seeing your face
My heart would fall apart and out of place

My hands would be empty and cold
My arms would have nothing to hold

So please don't make me go through that pain
I don't think I'd be able to stay sane

So while we are together, just hold me tight
And maybe one day, everything will be right

So, just sit back and let's close our eyes
Let's not worry or think of goodbyes

Why don't we let our fantasies take us away
At least for a while, let's have our way

So, baby please don't leave me alone
Don't make me live on my own

I can't stand the thought of leaving your side
I'm waiting for the day, that you make me your bride

So love me forever and always
Don't make me spend anymore lonely days

My love is never ending
It goes to the end of time
It'll never stop
Not even with this rhyme

My love is like all time
It goes on forever
It will completely cover you
Me and my friends together

My love is like a giant tree
Reaching out to sweep the ground
It's got branches that are countless
And love is all around

My love is like the ocean
You might get lost at sea
It will go on forever
All you'll see is me

My love is like a kite
Soaring through the air
Flying with the wind
Letting you know I care

My love is like a smile
Always warming up your heart
It'll be there when you need it
Never at the end, always at the start

My love is like chocolate
Comforting and sweet
It'll make you feel good
Make you cool when you over heat

My love is like a river
Always trailing through the states
For indifference is the opposite of love
It isn't hate

My love is always here
It'll be here forever
Never gonna leave until it finds it's match
And they wind up together

That's my love
And it will never end
For my love is yours
My very best friend

Sitting here thing about my life
Remember the time I held that knife

Feels like it was forever ago
But really it was just a few days ago

Listening to the roaring winds of my memory
I remember my long lost serenity

I wouldn't change one thing
As I listen to my little brother sing

Well, not everything is perfect I must admit
Waiting for that one final hit

Music is pounding in my ears
And wondering what they all hear

Wishing I could go back
Wishing I could make up where I lack

I have no one now
But I'll work it out somehow

I've always been on my own
I have only once felt like I wasn't alone

Somehow I don't think I'll ever have those happy days
But I'll have it in other ways

Don't worry about these tears on my face
What little beauty I have left will soon be erased

Trying to figure out this crazy thing called life
Wondering if I'll ever be a wife

Who can sweep me off my feet
Who make my heart take it's last beat

Never gonna find the answers to this
Waiting for True Love's last kiss

All the time that's passing
Is opening up my eyes
Letting me see you're betrayal
And all your stupid lies
You told me that you loved me
But you lied about that too
The saddest part though
Was that I was in love with you

Now my eyes are open
And I'm no longer yours to claim
I belong to myself
I'll never be the same
Thanks for all the heartache
And the tears I never cried
Now it's time to say goodbye
To you and all your lies

You opened up every opportunity
For me to find my one
You think that I'm the one who's lost
But guess what? I'm the one who won
So go ahead and say what you want
You will never hurt me again
You aren't worth my time
And I'm tired of this end


Now my eyes are open
And I'm no longer yours to claim
I belong to myself
I'll never be the same
Thanks for all the heartache
And the tears I never cried
Now it's time to say goodbye
To you and all your lies

I'm tired of all your games
So now I'm leaving you
I hope you realize someday
That I was the one who remained true
I've got a smile on my face now
As I finally walk away
Time for me to move on
It's time for me to live my way

Now my eyes are open
And I'm no longer yours to claim
I belong to myself
I'll never be the same
Thanks for all the heartache
And the tears I never cried
Now it's time to say goodbye
To you and all your lies

Oh, oh, oh
Goodbye, goodbye....

Baby, I miss you
Please come back home
It's way too cold
And I'm here all alone

Baby, I'm sorry
For all of your pain
I didn't see this coming
It'll never be the same

Baby, I love you
Please open up your eyes
I have a few regrets
But nothing was a lie

Baby, I need you
Please just hold me tight
I take all the blame
Just let me make this right

Baby, I want you
You're the one for me
Just take my hand
For we were meant to be

Baby, I long for you
Each and every night
I think of all out memories
And hold them with all my might

Baby, I dream of you
Holding me so close
We are so far away
But ever so close

Baby, I pray for you
To be in my arms again
I'll never let you go
Not even in the end

Baby, I wish that you
Would look into my eyes and see
That I'll love you forever
I want just you and me

Why does everyone tell lies?
I don't know hello from goodbye

I'm tired of this shit
Just let me take the freaking hit

Stop trying to protect me
Just let me be

Please I beg of you
Stop trying to act true

Everyone told me that I was being used
But I didn't want that to be the truth

Sure the sex was great
But the opposite of love isn't hate

I can't take this shit anymore
My tears are falling to the floor

Go ahead and act like you care
But you were never there

I don't know what to think
Everything changes with a blink

Please forgive me if I'm wrong
But I've loved you all along

And now I can't even talk to him
It's my fault... It's not them

I don't know what else to say
But I know this pain will never go away

Please forgive me for everything
But I need to figure out some things

I'm so confused and lost
But nothing comes without a cost

Nothing else to say
Things will be better someday

(I hope)