Growing Fast. Dying Slow. Living Life. Being Me. by Brooke O. (books to read this summer TXT) 📖

I guess I was just having a... moment?

Erm… I was just having one of those… moments?

It wasn’t that stupid…
I was just curious…

No… it didn’t do what I expected…
I didn’t really expect anything…

I don’t know!
I didn’t eat it…

But I thought about it…

I don’t know how to fix it…
Is there a repair man for this?

No, I don’t know why it turned into… whatever that is…

Hey, hey, hey… don’t look at me like that…
I told you, I was just having a… moment?

Uhh… I guess I have learned my lesson…

Fine… I promise…

I won’t try to turn a sock into a burrito in the microwave ever again.
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JAB. Best Friends FOREVER. You Guys are Stuck with Me >:)

We’re best friends
Even though we fight

We’re best friends
Even though we call each other names
And make each other cry

The three amigos
So weird
So strange

We’re awesome nerds
We love our Nintendo games

We’re JAB
I just came up with that
It’s pretty rad

I love you guys so much
It’s crazy

We’re all extremely lazy
We like to sit on our butts
And eat a bunch of junk

You’re my brotha and my sista
As awesome as they come

ROAR!!!!!!!!!!
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I Don't

I don’t cry in front of you.

I don’t let you see my pain.

I don’t let you see how broken I am.

I don’t need you to feel bad for me.

I don’t feel bad for me.

I’ll be okay.

In the end… I guess.
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I'll Try

I promise I’m sorry for all my mistakes
All my imperfections

I can’t be as you want me
I just don’t know how

But I’ll try my best


I always do
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Sorry

I never make promises
Because I don’t like breaking them

I don’t always tell the truth
Because lying can be easier

I don’t cry or smile
Because those are my weaknesses

I don’t speak
Believe it or not
Because everything is used against me

When you look into my eyes
You can see my pain
You can see my secrets

Every regret
The reflection of every tear shed
Every memory once held dear

Now, my past is my fear
My future, is far too near

How I am
Is how I’m stuck
Forever

Millions of years
Full of painful tears
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Always and Forever, Yours.

Is it wrong to feel this way?

You’ve been like a brother, but I’ll always know that you’re not.
Because I really just don’t think that I like you that way.
It’ll always be so much more.

Your smile stops my heart, just for a short moment.
Your laugh will always make me smile.
You’ve caught my heart, but I don’t want it back.
You can keep it forever.
Because it’ll forever belong to you.

Oh, since when was I the romantic type?
Since when did I get jealous so easily?
Is it wrong that I pray that she isn’t right?

Because if it is or not, right now my heart is shattered.
But it's also still hoping.

I always feel like that odd one out, you never do.
But you've accepted me for me.
Thank you.

Always and forever,
Yours

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Trapped

I’m beautiful.
I’m confident.
I don’t care, I don’t give a damn.
I laugh, radiating happiness.
I’m sweet and lovely; a dreamer.
I’m a little angel.

No.

I tell myself lies to make me feel better.
I cry just enough, but how would you know?
I tell you that I laugh.
I’m cruel and awful; my secrets can kill.
It’s all of my pain.
More like a demon.

No.

None of it is true.
But I just don’t know… please help me.
I’m so confused… I’m scared… please!
What are my truths?
Please… please help…

Help!

Imprint

Text: My book. Not yours. You take it, you are doomed... Enjoy!
Images: Backgrounds
Publication Date: 09-23-2012

All Rights Reserved

Dedication:
Every inspiration... Every heart break. Every cruel person. Every happy memory.